Verndari the skald
@skallofvern.bsky.social
Poems about feelings and my gods
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Nothing is more important to me than my partners, friends, family, and Baldr. Nothing like the warmth of love, be it the rays of Baldr or the low light love of my partners. Goes to show I’m loved everywhere, night or day, clear or rain.
I would do a toast of mead but I’m not 21 (yet)
I would do a toast of mead but I’m not 21 (yet)
I’m Going to move on with or without you hon, I need to for the sake of myself and my dearest partners, I’m sorry
December 9, 2025 at 3:29 PM
I’m Going to move on with or without you hon, I need to for the sake of myself and my dearest partners, I’m sorry
Most of me is willing to give you another chance, you were the first true friend I made here, you’ve inspired me to help others for the sake of helping others, you’ve made me what I am (in a bad way and a good way) I am Vern because you were sif, I love you like you were my own blood
December 9, 2025 at 3:11 PM
Most of me is willing to give you another chance, you were the first true friend I made here, you’ve inspired me to help others for the sake of helping others, you’ve made me what I am (in a bad way and a good way) I am Vern because you were sif, I love you like you were my own blood
Don’t talk to chrono or Tyler, I don’t need you being around my real friends and partners, sorry but I can’t risk it anymore
December 9, 2025 at 2:42 PM
Don’t talk to chrono or Tyler, I don’t need you being around my real friends and partners, sorry but I can’t risk it anymore
Now that I have a clear head and I’m not thinking irrationally I wanna talk about yesterday, I was having a mental breakdown about the upcoming event exam, but my friend took how I act when I’m sad as trying to manipulate them, sending me into a second suicidal spiral.
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December 9, 2025 at 2:18 PM
Now that I have a clear head and I’m not thinking irrationally I wanna talk about yesterday, I was having a mental breakdown about the upcoming event exam, but my friend took how I act when I’m sad as trying to manipulate them, sending me into a second suicidal spiral.
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I wish my relationships with people didnt devolve into the route of “you’re a horrible person” if i count right this has happened to me like 10 times this year. It’s not a good feeling to be called a monster over and over again by those you trust, makes you wonder if you should end it all
December 9, 2025 at 8:38 AM
I wish my relationships with people didnt devolve into the route of “you’re a horrible person” if i count right this has happened to me like 10 times this year. It’s not a good feeling to be called a monster over and over again by those you trust, makes you wonder if you should end it all
Am I real?
Surely not
People told me so
I can’t be real
I shouldn’t be real
Is what I’m “going through” fake?
Are my “tears” real
I can’t tell
I’m “scared” of me
Is every ounce of blood that I “lost” real
Is my “trauma” real?
Are my “friends” real?
Are my “partners” real?
Surely not
People told me so
I can’t be real
I shouldn’t be real
Is what I’m “going through” fake?
Are my “tears” real
I can’t tell
I’m “scared” of me
Is every ounce of blood that I “lost” real
Is my “trauma” real?
Are my “friends” real?
Are my “partners” real?
December 9, 2025 at 5:11 AM
Am I real?
Surely not
People told me so
I can’t be real
I shouldn’t be real
Is what I’m “going through” fake?
Are my “tears” real
I can’t tell
I’m “scared” of me
Is every ounce of blood that I “lost” real
Is my “trauma” real?
Are my “friends” real?
Are my “partners” real?
Surely not
People told me so
I can’t be real
I shouldn’t be real
Is what I’m “going through” fake?
Are my “tears” real
I can’t tell
I’m “scared” of me
Is every ounce of blood that I “lost” real
Is my “trauma” real?
Are my “friends” real?
Are my “partners” real?
I’m genuinely starting to have trust issues, I hide it well but it’s still there
I don’t trust myself anymore so I’m throwing fucking dice to determine what I do
I’m also scared to talk about emotions to friends anymore, I seriously think this is the lowest low for me
But Just smile right?
I don’t trust myself anymore so I’m throwing fucking dice to determine what I do
I’m also scared to talk about emotions to friends anymore, I seriously think this is the lowest low for me
But Just smile right?
December 9, 2025 at 5:01 AM
I’m genuinely starting to have trust issues, I hide it well but it’s still there
I don’t trust myself anymore so I’m throwing fucking dice to determine what I do
I’m also scared to talk about emotions to friends anymore, I seriously think this is the lowest low for me
But Just smile right?
I don’t trust myself anymore so I’m throwing fucking dice to determine what I do
I’m also scared to talk about emotions to friends anymore, I seriously think this is the lowest low for me
But Just smile right?
Friend after friend
Wound after wound
Why do I expect better
How naive
How stupid
Stay in your lane and drive the limit
Because in life you just have to commit to it
Enough pain, enough sorrow
I doubt that I’ll love you again tomorrow
My heart is broken
And you don’t feel the same.
Wound after wound
Why do I expect better
How naive
How stupid
Stay in your lane and drive the limit
Because in life you just have to commit to it
Enough pain, enough sorrow
I doubt that I’ll love you again tomorrow
My heart is broken
And you don’t feel the same.
December 9, 2025 at 2:17 AM
Friend after friend
Wound after wound
Why do I expect better
How naive
How stupid
Stay in your lane and drive the limit
Because in life you just have to commit to it
Enough pain, enough sorrow
I doubt that I’ll love you again tomorrow
My heart is broken
And you don’t feel the same.
Wound after wound
Why do I expect better
How naive
How stupid
Stay in your lane and drive the limit
Because in life you just have to commit to it
Enough pain, enough sorrow
I doubt that I’ll love you again tomorrow
My heart is broken
And you don’t feel the same.
I feel emotional, in a bad way
December 7, 2025 at 4:41 PM
I feel emotional, in a bad way
Reposted by Verndari the skald
Reposted by Verndari the skald
I don’t have beauty standards, I have kindness standards, if you’re kind you’re automatically hot for me. 🥰
December 7, 2025 at 12:42 AM
I don’t have beauty standards, I have kindness standards, if you’re kind you’re automatically hot for me. 🥰
Nothing is more important to me than my partners, friends, family, and Baldr. Nothing like the warmth of love, be it the rays of Baldr or the low light love of my partners. Goes to show I’m loved everywhere, night or day, clear or rain.
I would do a toast of mead but I’m not 21 (yet)
I would do a toast of mead but I’m not 21 (yet)
December 7, 2025 at 9:48 AM
Nothing is more important to me than my partners, friends, family, and Baldr. Nothing like the warmth of love, be it the rays of Baldr or the low light love of my partners. Goes to show I’m loved everywhere, night or day, clear or rain.
I would do a toast of mead but I’m not 21 (yet)
I would do a toast of mead but I’m not 21 (yet)
For without you I would be lost
Your light has shown me a many of beauties
Oh caring one show me your light
Guide me to my true hall
Let me feast and love in your name
Lord of peace show me the path home
For the love you’ve given me I won’t forget.
Your light has shown me a many of beauties
Oh caring one show me your light
Guide me to my true hall
Let me feast and love in your name
Lord of peace show me the path home
For the love you’ve given me I won’t forget.
December 7, 2025 at 9:47 AM
For without you I would be lost
Your light has shown me a many of beauties
Oh caring one show me your light
Guide me to my true hall
Let me feast and love in your name
Lord of peace show me the path home
For the love you’ve given me I won’t forget.
Your light has shown me a many of beauties
Oh caring one show me your light
Guide me to my true hall
Let me feast and love in your name
Lord of peace show me the path home
For the love you’ve given me I won’t forget.
How much farther can I walk
Father of all give me guidance
For your child is lost in time
How much longer father?
How much more wounds must I stifle?
Where am I father
I beg you to guide me home
Send your ravens father
Find me in the haze of my delusions
Is that you father of all?
Father of all give me guidance
For your child is lost in time
How much longer father?
How much more wounds must I stifle?
Where am I father
I beg you to guide me home
Send your ravens father
Find me in the haze of my delusions
Is that you father of all?
December 7, 2025 at 6:48 AM
How much farther can I walk
Father of all give me guidance
For your child is lost in time
How much longer father?
How much more wounds must I stifle?
Where am I father
I beg you to guide me home
Send your ravens father
Find me in the haze of my delusions
Is that you father of all?
Father of all give me guidance
For your child is lost in time
How much longer father?
How much more wounds must I stifle?
Where am I father
I beg you to guide me home
Send your ravens father
Find me in the haze of my delusions
Is that you father of all?
Sometimes I feel like a poser, some days I don’t feel “gay enough” or “smart enough” to be around the people I surround myself with, I feel so inferior to everyone to the point where I put myself at the bottom of expectations. If i were smart I would have found a solution for this already.
December 7, 2025 at 6:39 AM
Sometimes I feel like a poser, some days I don’t feel “gay enough” or “smart enough” to be around the people I surround myself with, I feel so inferior to everyone to the point where I put myself at the bottom of expectations. If i were smart I would have found a solution for this already.
It wishes to be human
It walks and speaks like one
It makes friends
It lives like one too
Just, it isn’t like you and I
Something’s wrong with it and I know why
It hides from the people who hurt it so
Such a cowardly beast
Accept your fate and say your not human
You won’t ever be
It walks and speaks like one
It makes friends
It lives like one too
Just, it isn’t like you and I
Something’s wrong with it and I know why
It hides from the people who hurt it so
Such a cowardly beast
Accept your fate and say your not human
You won’t ever be
December 6, 2025 at 4:11 AM
It wishes to be human
It walks and speaks like one
It makes friends
It lives like one too
Just, it isn’t like you and I
Something’s wrong with it and I know why
It hides from the people who hurt it so
Such a cowardly beast
Accept your fate and say your not human
You won’t ever be
It walks and speaks like one
It makes friends
It lives like one too
Just, it isn’t like you and I
Something’s wrong with it and I know why
It hides from the people who hurt it so
Such a cowardly beast
Accept your fate and say your not human
You won’t ever be
Born once of fire and bone chilling ice
Fighting battles I never started
My flame grows weak and dim
My drive is iced away
Now only a broken thing remains
Suffering, but never enough
All my broken body can do is sing
I sing of danger and caution
Never be me, to be forgotten
Fighting battles I never started
My flame grows weak and dim
My drive is iced away
Now only a broken thing remains
Suffering, but never enough
All my broken body can do is sing
I sing of danger and caution
Never be me, to be forgotten
December 6, 2025 at 4:06 AM
Born once of fire and bone chilling ice
Fighting battles I never started
My flame grows weak and dim
My drive is iced away
Now only a broken thing remains
Suffering, but never enough
All my broken body can do is sing
I sing of danger and caution
Never be me, to be forgotten
Fighting battles I never started
My flame grows weak and dim
My drive is iced away
Now only a broken thing remains
Suffering, but never enough
All my broken body can do is sing
I sing of danger and caution
Never be me, to be forgotten
You know, it sucks to see people slowly replace you again, just don’t bother dating me if you’re going to date three other people. After two I feel more like a trophy than a human being. What’s the point in talking to you if you have three other people?
I’m just a trophy
I’m just a trophy
December 4, 2025 at 4:47 PM
You know, it sucks to see people slowly replace you again, just don’t bother dating me if you’re going to date three other people. After two I feel more like a trophy than a human being. What’s the point in talking to you if you have three other people?
I’m just a trophy
I’m just a trophy
I don’t see people who have changed as “disgusting” that’s an insult to me and everyone I love. If you change and it’s positive I’m positive, if you change to being more negative, I’ll try to help. I wish you’d tell me what I’m doing wrong here so I can improve instead of talking to the void.
November 25, 2025 at 4:09 AM
I don’t see people who have changed as “disgusting” that’s an insult to me and everyone I love. If you change and it’s positive I’m positive, if you change to being more negative, I’ll try to help. I wish you’d tell me what I’m doing wrong here so I can improve instead of talking to the void.
L I haven’t seen any change, from my view at least. All I have been dealing with is the consequences of drama that had YOU involved. I want to change my mind, but that means talking. And you blocked me (fair) so idk. I just need evidence that you’re better.
November 25, 2025 at 4:02 AM
L I haven’t seen any change, from my view at least. All I have been dealing with is the consequences of drama that had YOU involved. I want to change my mind, but that means talking. And you blocked me (fair) so idk. I just need evidence that you’re better.
It’s unfortunate to see that they think I don’t believe people can change, you really think I would be friends with my first ex again then if I thought people couldn’t change. It’s just the way you haven’t even APOLOGIZED to me yet about FUCKING ANYYYTHING you did to me.
November 25, 2025 at 3:58 AM
It’s unfortunate to see that they think I don’t believe people can change, you really think I would be friends with my first ex again then if I thought people couldn’t change. It’s just the way you haven’t even APOLOGIZED to me yet about FUCKING ANYYYTHING you did to me.
Life REALLY loves pushing me to my limits, but I’m glad I have people who love me to pick me back up, you know who you are 💜
November 24, 2025 at 8:43 AM
Life REALLY loves pushing me to my limits, but I’m glad I have people who love me to pick me back up, you know who you are 💜
I visibly palm my forehead Everytime someone dates A or C and they end up heart broken, I feel bad, I do, I just saw it coming from a mile away, my rule is that if they have more than 4 partners, they will divert their energy 6 ways. And when you’re a shitty partner like A, it’s expected.
November 24, 2025 at 8:31 AM
I visibly palm my forehead Everytime someone dates A or C and they end up heart broken, I feel bad, I do, I just saw it coming from a mile away, my rule is that if they have more than 4 partners, they will divert their energy 6 ways. And when you’re a shitty partner like A, it’s expected.
6 FUCKING PARTNERS, FUCKING HOW?!?!?!? HOW THE FUCK DO YOU KEEP THAT UP?!?!? I CAN BARELY MANAGE 2!!!!!
November 24, 2025 at 8:27 AM
6 FUCKING PARTNERS, FUCKING HOW?!?!?!? HOW THE FUCK DO YOU KEEP THAT UP?!?!? I CAN BARELY MANAGE 2!!!!!
I find it very disturbing to see people who treated me poorly still date people instead of improving?!!? ESPECIALLY when they’re people who’ve done horrid shit, why do I make friends anymore???!
November 24, 2025 at 8:25 AM
I find it very disturbing to see people who treated me poorly still date people instead of improving?!!? ESPECIALLY when they’re people who’ve done horrid shit, why do I make friends anymore???!