But I can only wonder what you think of me, I bet you still hate me and that’s okay, but I just want you to remember the good times at least, I don’t want you to shed tears or get angry over me because that’s not what I want, I want you to be the best person you can be

Et in Arcadia ergo, sif

You fucked me over, now get away from me

I’m done with you for good this time, I tried to ask for help, but you saw it as trying to get attention, but I pose a question, would you have rather me keep my emotions to myself? Would you have rather get news from Tyler or Chrono that I died, cause I have no doubt that would’ve happened.

Bonus:

I half believe they did this to get rid of me because they don’t seem to have really cared about me since yesterday (or at all)

If are seeing this then: hi I just want you to know that I still love you, but what you did to me last night scared me into suicidal thoughts, I’m unsure you care

I doubt that they’ll read this, they probably blocked all my accounts, but it goes without saying how fucking hurt I was, and what I said last night was true, I lost someone I considered a big sister. I have no doubt this will affect how I treat new people, I hope they feel better with me in the mud

“Why don’t you trust me” the above is why

Are “nice” people real?

I can’t trust me or them

It could be lies

Is every “tear” a lie?

The only comfort I now know is that I’m doomed to fail

And that makes me “happy”

I miss the time when I was stupid

I was happy then

But now I’m “happy”

Love “scares” me

No, Love scars me

So why do I toss out blame?

It lies within my over caring soul

Surely that’s it!

rip it out and watch it bleed in the soil

I see the truth like the suns pure gaze

All you gave me was the words “guilt tripper”

Those words buried me into 6-foot grave

Broken and battered is how you left me.

“True love”

By Vern