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🏳️‍⚧️ she/her, 22
⚠️unserious/fantasy
haven’t had really good cuddles in a bit

like since…

christmas

mm…
January 21, 2026 at 8:43 AM
i get overwhelm easily

sometimes

never

its inconsistent
January 21, 2026 at 1:33 AM
sometimes i cant tell if its stress, anxiety, excitement or whatever causing my nausea

...

then again maybe they all tickle the same biological response
January 21, 2026 at 1:25 AM
something something monogamous cisheternomative patriarchal relationship, i’m figuring it out
been thinking about poly

reading and such
January 21, 2026 at 12:53 AM
been thinking about poly

reading and such
January 21, 2026 at 12:48 AM
“have a nice day man”

gosh i need more clothes
January 20, 2026 at 5:45 PM
i’m a bit jealous to be honest, of people who can listen to a track once or twice and then know the track

i have to usually listen to 6 or 7 more times to say i know the track and can recognize it
January 20, 2026 at 5:13 PM
mm…

base motivation varies like crazy and i feel like i need to keep refreshing my identity to remind myself of what i enjoy

i just thought of it as a quirk of my brain that it does this. maybe it’s depression also

just thinking about how much i was into sadism compared to now

or time changes
January 20, 2026 at 5:03 PM
pat pat

there there
January 20, 2026 at 10:34 AM
it actually feels wrong in a way when i put rena as my name for orders

maybe i should swap to river when im not dressed more fem

hearing the worker call out my name and such
January 19, 2026 at 8:49 PM
i’m still very much rena

the named rena, river, and faith are labels to the organizational self in my plurality

gulp
January 19, 2026 at 8:45 PM
sometimes i think about different feelings and behaviors and try to differentiate them between the 3 parts

but it’s often they’re a result of overlapping or a mixed outcome of rena and river and sometimes faith
January 19, 2026 at 8:36 PM
the urge to feel a little feral and gnaw on chicken wings is real



yes i’m at a wings place
January 19, 2026 at 8:35 PM
one of my outfits blends rena and river clothes preferences together with a lean to rena

makes me euphoric wearing it sometimes
January 19, 2026 at 7:34 PM
rena’s clothes palette is black

river’s clothes palette is brown

faith idk cute stuff?
January 19, 2026 at 7:33 PM
are the sheets pressed?

how about are my legs pressed?

how about mating pressing me?
January 19, 2026 at 7:25 PM
decorate my body with as many hickeys as your gums will allow
January 19, 2026 at 9:39 AM
some people don’t like getting marked



i’m not some people
January 19, 2026 at 9:36 AM
in another life i would full throttle onto a motorcycle license
January 19, 2026 at 8:32 AM
she also wants to make out with someone so badly rn
January 19, 2026 at 7:49 AM
rena also encompasses the outgoing part of me

the part that wants to go out, have fun, be extroverted

for the longest time i think i was trapped into as an introvert due to my insecurities pretransition

and now i transitioned :>
January 19, 2026 at 7:48 AM
thank you taimi

yes my type is cismen how did you know
January 19, 2026 at 7:40 AM
“do i know you?”

“intimately, and not at all”
January 19, 2026 at 6:53 AM
i’m a little straight for my car so what
January 19, 2026 at 5:21 AM
i missed my car

it was nice driving him again after getting a jumpstart
January 19, 2026 at 4:25 AM