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「Reslia」
@specfenn.bsky.social
· Jan 7
To anyone new following me, Hi! this is an account I use pretty much just as an abyssal journal.
So there’s no drama if you’re a friend and wanna unfollow because it ain’t your tea, ily either way.
But if you’re knew! Also Hi!
Don’t know why you followed, but I hope you’re doing well!
So there’s no drama if you’re a friend and wanna unfollow because it ain’t your tea, ily either way.
But if you’re knew! Also Hi!
Don’t know why you followed, but I hope you’re doing well!
“You’re a great friend”
I am a great friend.
Just a great friend.
A friend.
I am a great friend.
Just a great friend.
A friend.
February 4, 2026 at 4:55 AM
“You’re a great friend”
I am a great friend.
Just a great friend.
A friend.
I am a great friend.
Just a great friend.
A friend.
I try so hard to tell myself I don’t like them, just to cling to them when they try to go away…
Even just to sleep, or eat, drink, wash some dishes, every time I feel a sink somewhere along my body.
It’s weird. I don’t really like it…
Even just to sleep, or eat, drink, wash some dishes, every time I feel a sink somewhere along my body.
It’s weird. I don’t really like it…
January 31, 2026 at 7:19 AM
I try so hard to tell myself I don’t like them, just to cling to them when they try to go away…
Even just to sleep, or eat, drink, wash some dishes, every time I feel a sink somewhere along my body.
It’s weird. I don’t really like it…
Even just to sleep, or eat, drink, wash some dishes, every time I feel a sink somewhere along my body.
It’s weird. I don’t really like it…
Is it a me experience or a universal experience?
My mom things the walls are thicker than they ever could be and she’s talking shit about me on the phone.
She’s on the phone.
She’s one of those moms that YELL over the phone.
I’m trying to be serious but I’m honestly laughing.
My mom things the walls are thicker than they ever could be and she’s talking shit about me on the phone.
She’s on the phone.
She’s one of those moms that YELL over the phone.
I’m trying to be serious but I’m honestly laughing.
January 8, 2026 at 6:36 AM
Is it a me experience or a universal experience?
My mom things the walls are thicker than they ever could be and she’s talking shit about me on the phone.
She’s on the phone.
She’s one of those moms that YELL over the phone.
I’m trying to be serious but I’m honestly laughing.
My mom things the walls are thicker than they ever could be and she’s talking shit about me on the phone.
She’s on the phone.
She’s one of those moms that YELL over the phone.
I’m trying to be serious but I’m honestly laughing.
To anyone new following me, Hi! this is an account I use pretty much just as an abyssal journal.
So there’s no drama if you’re a friend and wanna unfollow because it ain’t your tea, ily either way.
But if you’re knew! Also Hi!
Don’t know why you followed, but I hope you’re doing well!
So there’s no drama if you’re a friend and wanna unfollow because it ain’t your tea, ily either way.
But if you’re knew! Also Hi!
Don’t know why you followed, but I hope you’re doing well!
January 7, 2026 at 3:39 AM
To anyone new following me, Hi! this is an account I use pretty much just as an abyssal journal.
So there’s no drama if you’re a friend and wanna unfollow because it ain’t your tea, ily either way.
But if you’re knew! Also Hi!
Don’t know why you followed, but I hope you’re doing well!
So there’s no drama if you’re a friend and wanna unfollow because it ain’t your tea, ily either way.
But if you’re knew! Also Hi!
Don’t know why you followed, but I hope you’re doing well!
Fck this sht I need to be pet like a cat one of these days that sht looks addicting asf but I’m honestly just a lonely btch
Anyways Hi how is everyone on this app I keep forgetting about <3
Anyways Hi how is everyone on this app I keep forgetting about <3
January 7, 2026 at 3:36 AM
Fck this sht I need to be pet like a cat one of these days that sht looks addicting asf but I’m honestly just a lonely btch
Anyways Hi how is everyone on this app I keep forgetting about <3
Anyways Hi how is everyone on this app I keep forgetting about <3
I can’t tell one emotion from another. Is it love? Infatuation? Obsessiveness? Intrigue? Platonic?
Does it even really exist or is it all in my head?
Whatever it is, it hurts. A lot.
Feels like a truck is running into me every time I think about it.
Does it even really exist or is it all in my head?
Whatever it is, it hurts. A lot.
Feels like a truck is running into me every time I think about it.
August 28, 2025 at 1:55 PM
I can’t tell one emotion from another. Is it love? Infatuation? Obsessiveness? Intrigue? Platonic?
Does it even really exist or is it all in my head?
Whatever it is, it hurts. A lot.
Feels like a truck is running into me every time I think about it.
Does it even really exist or is it all in my head?
Whatever it is, it hurts. A lot.
Feels like a truck is running into me every time I think about it.
To any of my friends who see this, I am a chronic over thinker, so any way that you can reassure me you care, even if it’s cliche as fuck, I appreciate it so much and I love it so much.
My sister is sick of getting the ‘is this true or is it my anxiety?’ questions.
She’s had enough.
My sister is sick of getting the ‘is this true or is it my anxiety?’ questions.
She’s had enough.
June 1, 2025 at 3:34 PM
To any of my friends who see this, I am a chronic over thinker, so any way that you can reassure me you care, even if it’s cliche as fuck, I appreciate it so much and I love it so much.
My sister is sick of getting the ‘is this true or is it my anxiety?’ questions.
She’s had enough.
My sister is sick of getting the ‘is this true or is it my anxiety?’ questions.
She’s had enough.
Ugh
Just tried talking to my dad. Not about anything crazy, but I was talking while coming from the heart, trying to explain how I feel, just about something important to me that others don’t find as such.
And as I’m on the topic of importance and listening, he cuts in and changes topic…
Thanks.
Just tried talking to my dad. Not about anything crazy, but I was talking while coming from the heart, trying to explain how I feel, just about something important to me that others don’t find as such.
And as I’m on the topic of importance and listening, he cuts in and changes topic…
Thanks.
May 30, 2025 at 4:12 AM
Ugh
Just tried talking to my dad. Not about anything crazy, but I was talking while coming from the heart, trying to explain how I feel, just about something important to me that others don’t find as such.
And as I’m on the topic of importance and listening, he cuts in and changes topic…
Thanks.
Just tried talking to my dad. Not about anything crazy, but I was talking while coming from the heart, trying to explain how I feel, just about something important to me that others don’t find as such.
And as I’m on the topic of importance and listening, he cuts in and changes topic…
Thanks.
I feel wrong for wishing they would acknowledge me more.
Usually I don’t want the attention, I like listening to people.
But I give my everything when it’s one of his topics or concerns, and mine get ignored in favour for his own.
Yet I still love them for some reason…
Usually I don’t want the attention, I like listening to people.
But I give my everything when it’s one of his topics or concerns, and mine get ignored in favour for his own.
Yet I still love them for some reason…
May 29, 2025 at 9:36 AM
I feel wrong for wishing they would acknowledge me more.
Usually I don’t want the attention, I like listening to people.
But I give my everything when it’s one of his topics or concerns, and mine get ignored in favour for his own.
Yet I still love them for some reason…
Usually I don’t want the attention, I like listening to people.
But I give my everything when it’s one of his topics or concerns, and mine get ignored in favour for his own.
Yet I still love them for some reason…
WILL I
BE A BUZZKILL FOREVER?
BE A BUZZKILL FOREVER?
BE A BUZZKILL FOREVER?
BE A BUZZKILL FOREVER?
BE A BUZZKILL FOREVER?
BE A BUZZKILL FOREVER?
BE A BUZZKILL FOREVER?
BE A BUZZKILL FOREVER?
BE A BUZZKILL FOREVER?
BE A BUZZKILL FOREVER?
BE A BUZZKILL FOREVER?
BE A BUZZKILL FOREVER?
BE A BUZZKILL FOREVER?
BE A BUZZKILL FOREVER?
BE A BUZZKILL FOREVER?
BE A BUZZKILL FOREVER?
BE A BUZZKILL FOREVER?
BE A BUZZKILL FOREVER?
BE A BUZZKILL FOREVER?
BE A BUZZKILL FOREVER?
BE A BUZZKILL FOREVER?
BE A BUZZKILL FOREVER?
BE A BUZZKILL FOREVER?
BE A BUZZKILL FOREVER?
February 28, 2025 at 11:30 AM
WILL I
BE A BUZZKILL FOREVER?
BE A BUZZKILL FOREVER?
BE A BUZZKILL FOREVER?
BE A BUZZKILL FOREVER?
BE A BUZZKILL FOREVER?
BE A BUZZKILL FOREVER?
BE A BUZZKILL FOREVER?
BE A BUZZKILL FOREVER?
BE A BUZZKILL FOREVER?
BE A BUZZKILL FOREVER?
BE A BUZZKILL FOREVER?
BE A BUZZKILL FOREVER?
BE A BUZZKILL FOREVER?
BE A BUZZKILL FOREVER?
BE A BUZZKILL FOREVER?
BE A BUZZKILL FOREVER?
BE A BUZZKILL FOREVER?
BE A BUZZKILL FOREVER?
BE A BUZZKILL FOREVER?
BE A BUZZKILL FOREVER?
BE A BUZZKILL FOREVER?
BE A BUZZKILL FOREVER?
BE A BUZZKILL FOREVER?
BE A BUZZKILL FOREVER?
Can’t stop thinking about them.
Even at work.
I know I need to stop.
It’s so hard.
I couldn’t even lay down to sleep.
The thought of a trio is so nice too, maybe that’s why this is so hard.
I can’t stop. I know I need too, but do I even want to?
Even at work.
I know I need to stop.
It’s so hard.
I couldn’t even lay down to sleep.
The thought of a trio is so nice too, maybe that’s why this is so hard.
I can’t stop. I know I need too, but do I even want to?
February 15, 2025 at 11:51 PM
Can’t stop thinking about them.
Even at work.
I know I need to stop.
It’s so hard.
I couldn’t even lay down to sleep.
The thought of a trio is so nice too, maybe that’s why this is so hard.
I can’t stop. I know I need too, but do I even want to?
Even at work.
I know I need to stop.
It’s so hard.
I couldn’t even lay down to sleep.
The thought of a trio is so nice too, maybe that’s why this is so hard.
I can’t stop. I know I need too, but do I even want to?
Reposted by 「Reslia」
Happy Valentine!
February 14, 2025 at 10:07 PM
Happy Valentine!
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Buds 🥰🥰
February 14, 2025 at 1:26 AM
Buds 🥰🥰
I like my friend
and they know
Help.
and they know
Help.
February 14, 2025 at 9:17 AM
I like my friend
and they know
Help.
and they know
Help.
To the lack of whoever it may concern, I lowkey would NOT be opposed to being in a romantic trio… It sounds nice, it’s double the people to give love to and care for…
February 11, 2025 at 6:27 AM
To the lack of whoever it may concern, I lowkey would NOT be opposed to being in a romantic trio… It sounds nice, it’s double the people to give love to and care for…
A hell resumes when I wake.
January 29, 2025 at 11:38 AM
A hell resumes when I wake.
Called my parents over today, I was crying and couldn’t stop.
I had burnt my hand in the conundrum, but that’s not why I was crying, It was already numb.
Everything went wrong over something so simple, I was crying about the idiocy of it all.
For a moment, Life was just too much to deal with.
I had burnt my hand in the conundrum, but that’s not why I was crying, It was already numb.
Everything went wrong over something so simple, I was crying about the idiocy of it all.
For a moment, Life was just too much to deal with.
January 25, 2025 at 6:27 AM
Called my parents over today, I was crying and couldn’t stop.
I had burnt my hand in the conundrum, but that’s not why I was crying, It was already numb.
Everything went wrong over something so simple, I was crying about the idiocy of it all.
For a moment, Life was just too much to deal with.
I had burnt my hand in the conundrum, but that’s not why I was crying, It was already numb.
Everything went wrong over something so simple, I was crying about the idiocy of it all.
For a moment, Life was just too much to deal with.
I need to stop depending on people.
At least, I know I do, but just can’t bring myself to actually halt.
I know I’m too clingy, but if I’m not, I’m always scared people will fall away.
I stopped seeing at as a quirk I can live with, instead as a problem I struggle to maintain.
At least, I know I do, but just can’t bring myself to actually halt.
I know I’m too clingy, but if I’m not, I’m always scared people will fall away.
I stopped seeing at as a quirk I can live with, instead as a problem I struggle to maintain.
January 24, 2025 at 12:49 PM
I need to stop depending on people.
At least, I know I do, but just can’t bring myself to actually halt.
I know I’m too clingy, but if I’m not, I’m always scared people will fall away.
I stopped seeing at as a quirk I can live with, instead as a problem I struggle to maintain.
At least, I know I do, but just can’t bring myself to actually halt.
I know I’m too clingy, but if I’m not, I’m always scared people will fall away.
I stopped seeing at as a quirk I can live with, instead as a problem I struggle to maintain.
Reposted by 「Reslia」
Stages of trying to sleep:
I can get 8 hours
I can still get 7 hours
I can still get 6 hours
I can still get 5 hours
I can still get 4 hours
I can still get 3 hours
I can still get 2 hours
I can still get 1 hour
*falls asleep for 5 minutes*
*alarm goes off *
I can get 8 hours
I can still get 7 hours
I can still get 6 hours
I can still get 5 hours
I can still get 4 hours
I can still get 3 hours
I can still get 2 hours
I can still get 1 hour
*falls asleep for 5 minutes*
*alarm goes off *
January 10, 2025 at 3:26 PM
Stages of trying to sleep:
I can get 8 hours
I can still get 7 hours
I can still get 6 hours
I can still get 5 hours
I can still get 4 hours
I can still get 3 hours
I can still get 2 hours
I can still get 1 hour
*falls asleep for 5 minutes*
*alarm goes off *
I can get 8 hours
I can still get 7 hours
I can still get 6 hours
I can still get 5 hours
I can still get 4 hours
I can still get 3 hours
I can still get 2 hours
I can still get 1 hour
*falls asleep for 5 minutes*
*alarm goes off *
Can’t sleep,
About to throw a brick at the ceiling.
About to throw a brick at the ceiling.
January 10, 2025 at 5:23 PM
Can’t sleep,
About to throw a brick at the ceiling.
About to throw a brick at the ceiling.
I lay in bed all day, waiting for just the sound of a notification on my phone, a friend sending a message.
I go to sleep, wake up in the afternoon, and my friends have all had conversations in my absence.
It’s selfish to be sad, I know, yet I can’t help myself.
I go to sleep, wake up in the afternoon, and my friends have all had conversations in my absence.
It’s selfish to be sad, I know, yet I can’t help myself.
January 9, 2025 at 9:20 AM
I lay in bed all day, waiting for just the sound of a notification on my phone, a friend sending a message.
I go to sleep, wake up in the afternoon, and my friends have all had conversations in my absence.
It’s selfish to be sad, I know, yet I can’t help myself.
I go to sleep, wake up in the afternoon, and my friends have all had conversations in my absence.
It’s selfish to be sad, I know, yet I can’t help myself.
Laufey’s ‘Bewitched’ is hitting so much harder right now.
January 8, 2025 at 3:10 PM
Laufey’s ‘Bewitched’ is hitting so much harder right now.
I have a few shifts coming up that require me to be awake early.
My current sleep schedule will cause a problem.
I should fix it.
My current sleep schedule will cause a problem.
I should fix it.
January 8, 2025 at 12:57 PM
I have a few shifts coming up that require me to be awake early.
My current sleep schedule will cause a problem.
I should fix it.
My current sleep schedule will cause a problem.
I should fix it.
I wonder why I’m so sad without my partner, now.
In the physical sense, nothing has changed.
We never saw each other because of how far apart we are.
I suppose… Things enjoy being difficult for no reason.
Yes, I find this a reccurring thought.
In the physical sense, nothing has changed.
We never saw each other because of how far apart we are.
I suppose… Things enjoy being difficult for no reason.
Yes, I find this a reccurring thought.
January 8, 2025 at 12:55 PM
I wonder why I’m so sad without my partner, now.
In the physical sense, nothing has changed.
We never saw each other because of how far apart we are.
I suppose… Things enjoy being difficult for no reason.
Yes, I find this a reccurring thought.
In the physical sense, nothing has changed.
We never saw each other because of how far apart we are.
I suppose… Things enjoy being difficult for no reason.
Yes, I find this a reccurring thought.