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Squishy @squishysnail.bsky.social · 1d

What do you even do when nothing gives back to you anymore, none of your hobbies do anything for you, all the interactions with friends still leaves you feeling empty and alone no matter what

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Squishy @squishysnail.bsky.social · 1d

I feel like I have no desire to do anything lately, like I'm forcing myself to play video games, Forcing myself to study, Forcing myself to draw, Forcing myself to talk to people

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Squishy @squishysnail.bsky.social · 2d

I embarrass myself a lot but I guess that's okay... I just wonder if I'll ever be where I want to be, I want to surprise myself because I can't even imagine attaining what I want.

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Squishy @squishysnail.bsky.social · 2d

I'm always sooo bad about feeling like all of my efforts are for nothing, I just want to skip to the end...

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Squishy @squishysnail.bsky.social · 11d

just stubbed my toe so hard half the nail got stuck at a 90 degree angle it's like an "L" shape. Horrible.

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Squishy @squishysnail.bsky.social · 13d

A lot of suicidal thoughts lately again

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Squishy @squishysnail.bsky.social · 20d

ooogh I am so bad at dealing with embarrassment

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Squishy @squishysnail.bsky.social · 23d

Just can't do anything too fun for more than an hour or two before I start getting really stressed out and scared

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Squishy @squishysnail.bsky.social · 23d

I get incredibly anxious when I am having a good time with something and nothing horrible seems to be going on for too long

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Squishy @squishysnail.bsky.social · 24d

I think part of why I wish I could be a part of something bigger is because I don't feel capable of making something big myself. I'd love if I could but I've lived my whole life feeling like i'm eternally 2nd rate

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Squishy @squishysnail.bsky.social · 29d

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Squishy @squishysnail.bsky.social · Sep 15

Not gonna keep talking about this but, If America is such a country of freedom there sure is a lot of laws and bills being presented/passed that take AWAY freedom lately.

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Squishy @squishysnail.bsky.social · Sep 15

Is there no cure for the feeling of feeling alone yet you are surrounded by people. This and lonely yet socially overwhelmed, I feel like I spent hours muted in a call with friends today cuz it kept happening where I was overwhelmed over and over

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Squishy @squishysnail.bsky.social · Sep 15

Im on my phone rn but the song I was listening to at the time was Fanfare of a Lost Man by Kaminarigumo

Squishy @squishysnail.bsky.social · Sep 14

they do sync up if I go all the way in either direction

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Squishy @squishysnail.bsky.social · Sep 14

i'm confused by this and what exactly main volume even is and why are they different but control eachother

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Squishy @squishysnail.bsky.social · Sep 14

It's not easy

Squishy @squishysnail.bsky.social · Sep 13

Does anyone else avoid being nice ALL the time so people don't get a crush on you or something

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Squishy @squishysnail.bsky.social · Sep 12

I don't know why but I've been incredibly tired and sickly feeling lately, lots of headaches, lots of random pains, only awake for maybe 9 or so hours before I want to sleep for 10 hours and having this sort of wake-sleep cycle does not feel good

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Squishy @squishysnail.bsky.social · Sep 11

It's normal to want community, I think you'd just need to find places where you can be sorta like a cat and show up on your own terms, I think obligations for social things can suck for someone like me because I like to be able to choose if I can be alone for a little longer etc.

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