There’s so much i’d rather be than myself
January 22, 2026 at 9:00 AM
There’s so much i’d rather be than myself
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If i made an attempt, would you check up on me more often?
January 12, 2026 at 6:16 PM
If i made an attempt, would you check up on me more often?
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Since the year is ending, I think this is the best artwork I did this year!! I really doubt I will top it in a while.
December 28, 2025 at 3:41 PM
Since the year is ending, I think this is the best artwork I did this year!! I really doubt I will top it in a while.
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Commission!
(starbird)
(starbird)
December 31, 2025 at 12:29 AM
Commission!
(starbird)
(starbird)
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little Jentry doodle for fun💕 i miss her
December 31, 2025 at 4:44 AM
little Jentry doodle for fun💕 i miss her
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December 28, 2025 at 3:50 PM
Getting a wave of the sads :(
A lil better than depresseds but still sads :(
A lil better than depresseds but still sads :(
December 14, 2025 at 2:44 PM
Getting a wave of the sads :(
A lil better than depresseds but still sads :(
A lil better than depresseds but still sads :(
No bitch just because i’m depressed and sometimes suicidal doesn’t mean i’m gonna become religious
December 6, 2025 at 3:49 AM
No bitch just because i’m depressed and sometimes suicidal doesn’t mean i’m gonna become religious
Out of my psychotic depressive episode, yay!
But also now I get to sit with the uncomfortable truths about my life without noise
Oh
But also now I get to sit with the uncomfortable truths about my life without noise
Oh
December 6, 2025 at 3:48 AM
Out of my psychotic depressive episode, yay!
But also now I get to sit with the uncomfortable truths about my life without noise
Oh
But also now I get to sit with the uncomfortable truths about my life without noise
Oh
I feel i’ve gotten good enough at emotional regulation and dissociation that i don’t have to resort to hurting myself anymore, but sometimes i want to do it so people can find me and i can use it as proof that i’m hurting and i need and want a lot of things
December 3, 2025 at 4:50 AM
I feel i’ve gotten good enough at emotional regulation and dissociation that i don’t have to resort to hurting myself anymore, but sometimes i want to do it so people can find me and i can use it as proof that i’m hurting and i need and want a lot of things
I wish i could just sleep forever with my plushies, no dreams, just buried between them and under my blankets
December 3, 2025 at 4:48 AM
I wish i could just sleep forever with my plushies, no dreams, just buried between them and under my blankets
I want to say i don’t need hugs, i don’t need comfort, because of the messed up way of thinking i have that if i get it only when i ask for it, it probably wasn’t coming anyway
December 3, 2025 at 4:45 AM
I want to say i don’t need hugs, i don’t need comfort, because of the messed up way of thinking i have that if i get it only when i ask for it, it probably wasn’t coming anyway
I just really want things to be okay
December 3, 2025 at 4:42 AM
I just really want things to be okay
I thought about what would happen if i actually did go through with it, and also how difficult going through everything else would be if i didn’t
It feels really close
I think that made me realize how much i’m really thinking about this, and it upsets me
I just wanted things to be okay
It feels really close
I think that made me realize how much i’m really thinking about this, and it upsets me
I just wanted things to be okay
December 2, 2025 at 10:07 AM
I thought about what would happen if i actually did go through with it, and also how difficult going through everything else would be if i didn’t
It feels really close
I think that made me realize how much i’m really thinking about this, and it upsets me
I just wanted things to be okay
It feels really close
I think that made me realize how much i’m really thinking about this, and it upsets me
I just wanted things to be okay
It would’ve been so cool if i had 9 symphonies to reference in my eulogy
December 2, 2025 at 4:37 AM
It would’ve been so cool if i had 9 symphonies to reference in my eulogy
Living through today to reach the quesadilla i’ll have for dinner
December 2, 2025 at 2:46 AM
Living through today to reach the quesadilla i’ll have for dinner
Self hatred is crazy because i can’t even bare to think about myself
December 1, 2025 at 3:00 PM
Self hatred is crazy because i can’t even bare to think about myself
The venator set sitting back home saves lives ig because no way i’m killing myself before i build that
December 1, 2025 at 2:56 PM
The venator set sitting back home saves lives ig because no way i’m killing myself before i build that
It feels like i really don’t have anywhere to turn to now
I know it’s not true but i feel that way anyway
I know it’s not true but i feel that way anyway
December 1, 2025 at 2:49 PM
It feels like i really don’t have anywhere to turn to now
I know it’s not true but i feel that way anyway
I know it’s not true but i feel that way anyway
On the contrary if i do kill myself no christmas.. hmm
At least it came early, would hate to feel this ass for christmas
Another month, another internal debate on whether i should kill myself
December 1, 2025 at 1:55 PM
On the contrary if i do kill myself no christmas.. hmm
At least it came early, would hate to feel this ass for christmas
Another month, another internal debate on whether i should kill myself
December 1, 2025 at 1:52 PM
At least it came early, would hate to feel this ass for christmas
Another month, another internal debate on whether i should kill myself
December 1, 2025 at 1:52 PM
Another month, another internal debate on whether i should kill myself
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December 1, 2025 at 4:13 AM