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If i made an attempt, would you check up on me more often?
January 12, 2026 at 6:16 PM
If i made an attempt, would you check up on me more often?
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Since the year is ending, I think this is the best artwork I did this year!! I really doubt I will top it in a while.
December 28, 2025 at 3:41 PM
Since the year is ending, I think this is the best artwork I did this year!! I really doubt I will top it in a while.
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Commission!
(starbird)
(starbird)
December 31, 2025 at 12:29 AM
Commission!
(starbird)
(starbird)
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little Jentry doodle for fun💕 i miss her
December 31, 2025 at 4:44 AM
little Jentry doodle for fun💕 i miss her
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December 28, 2025 at 3:50 PM
Getting a wave of the sads :(
A lil better than depresseds but still sads :(
A lil better than depresseds but still sads :(
December 14, 2025 at 2:44 PM
Getting a wave of the sads :(
A lil better than depresseds but still sads :(
A lil better than depresseds but still sads :(
No bitch just because i’m depressed and sometimes suicidal doesn’t mean i’m gonna become religious
December 6, 2025 at 3:49 AM
No bitch just because i’m depressed and sometimes suicidal doesn’t mean i’m gonna become religious
Out of my psychotic depressive episode, yay!
But also now I get to sit with the uncomfortable truths about my life without noise
Oh
But also now I get to sit with the uncomfortable truths about my life without noise
Oh
December 6, 2025 at 3:48 AM
Out of my psychotic depressive episode, yay!
But also now I get to sit with the uncomfortable truths about my life without noise
Oh
But also now I get to sit with the uncomfortable truths about my life without noise
Oh
I feel i’ve gotten good enough at emotional regulation and dissociation that i don’t have to resort to hurting myself anymore, but sometimes i want to do it so people can find me and i can use it as proof that i’m hurting and i need and want a lot of things
December 3, 2025 at 4:50 AM
I feel i’ve gotten good enough at emotional regulation and dissociation that i don’t have to resort to hurting myself anymore, but sometimes i want to do it so people can find me and i can use it as proof that i’m hurting and i need and want a lot of things
I wish i could just sleep forever with my plushies, no dreams, just buried between them and under my blankets
December 3, 2025 at 4:48 AM
I wish i could just sleep forever with my plushies, no dreams, just buried between them and under my blankets
I want to say i don’t need hugs, i don’t need comfort, because of the messed up way of thinking i have that if i get it only when i ask for it, it probably wasn’t coming anyway
December 3, 2025 at 4:45 AM
I want to say i don’t need hugs, i don’t need comfort, because of the messed up way of thinking i have that if i get it only when i ask for it, it probably wasn’t coming anyway
I just really want things to be okay
December 3, 2025 at 4:42 AM
I just really want things to be okay
I thought about what would happen if i actually did go through with it, and also how difficult going through everything else would be if i didn’t
It feels really close
I think that made me realize how much i’m really thinking about this, and it upsets me
I just wanted things to be okay
It feels really close
I think that made me realize how much i’m really thinking about this, and it upsets me
I just wanted things to be okay
December 2, 2025 at 10:07 AM
I thought about what would happen if i actually did go through with it, and also how difficult going through everything else would be if i didn’t
It feels really close
I think that made me realize how much i’m really thinking about this, and it upsets me
I just wanted things to be okay
It feels really close
I think that made me realize how much i’m really thinking about this, and it upsets me
I just wanted things to be okay
It would’ve been so cool if i had 9 symphonies to reference in my eulogy
December 2, 2025 at 4:37 AM
It would’ve been so cool if i had 9 symphonies to reference in my eulogy
Living through today to reach the quesadilla i’ll have for dinner
December 2, 2025 at 2:46 AM
Living through today to reach the quesadilla i’ll have for dinner
Self hatred is crazy because i can’t even bare to think about myself
December 1, 2025 at 3:00 PM
Self hatred is crazy because i can’t even bare to think about myself
The venator set sitting back home saves lives ig because no way i’m killing myself before i build that
December 1, 2025 at 2:56 PM
The venator set sitting back home saves lives ig because no way i’m killing myself before i build that
It feels like i really don’t have anywhere to turn to now
I know it’s not true but i feel that way anyway
I know it’s not true but i feel that way anyway
December 1, 2025 at 2:49 PM
It feels like i really don’t have anywhere to turn to now
I know it’s not true but i feel that way anyway
I know it’s not true but i feel that way anyway
On the contrary if i do kill myself no christmas.. hmm
At least it came early, would hate to feel this ass for christmas
Another month, another internal debate on whether i should kill myself
December 1, 2025 at 1:55 PM
On the contrary if i do kill myself no christmas.. hmm
At least it came early, would hate to feel this ass for christmas
Another month, another internal debate on whether i should kill myself
December 1, 2025 at 1:52 PM
At least it came early, would hate to feel this ass for christmas
Another month, another internal debate on whether i should kill myself
December 1, 2025 at 1:52 PM
Another month, another internal debate on whether i should kill myself
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December 1, 2025 at 4:13 AM
Incredible how my standard for everybody is “oh if you’re trying your best and try to be nice to people you’re awesome” and for me it’s like “if you didn’t crack singularity yet why are you still alive”
November 23, 2025 at 6:12 AM
Incredible how my standard for everybody is “oh if you’re trying your best and try to be nice to people you’re awesome” and for me it’s like “if you didn’t crack singularity yet why are you still alive”
On the topic of fucking killing myself again
November 8, 2025 at 7:02 PM
On the topic of fucking killing myself again