foxglove
@staghunt.bsky.social
27. priv sys account. it/its. if you need to call me something, call me foxglove.
❔ — god. i can't stop fantasising about [redacted]. to the point that it's becoming insanely distracting.
February 24, 2025 at 5:21 AM
❔ — god. i can't stop fantasising about [redacted]. to the point that it's becoming insanely distracting.
💀 — more graphic nightmares abt sa. sigh.
February 23, 2025 at 2:01 PM
💀 — more graphic nightmares abt sa. sigh.
💀 — i really do not want to be alive at the moment.
February 23, 2025 at 5:10 AM
💀 — i really do not want to be alive at the moment.
💀 — i feel fucking awful.
February 23, 2025 at 4:43 AM
💀 — i feel fucking awful.
💀 — lost a huge chunk of time either passing out or dissociating. really cool.
February 23, 2025 at 2:29 AM
💀 — lost a huge chunk of time either passing out or dissociating. really cool.
💀 — kind of pissed off we actually used the needle traps on our needles earlier lol.
February 23, 2025 at 12:59 AM
💀 — kind of pissed off we actually used the needle traps on our needles earlier lol.
💀 — god i’m such a bitter piece of shit.
February 23, 2025 at 12:56 AM
💀 — god i’m such a bitter piece of shit.
💀 — thought process at the moment is literally just ‘i should [redacted]. i am going to [redacted].’ on repeat.
February 23, 2025 at 12:47 AM
💀 — thought process at the moment is literally just ‘i should [redacted]. i am going to [redacted].’ on repeat.
💀 — whatever. i guess i don't have the energy remaining to care. i think i wish i did, but it's hard to tell with the current emotional numbness and the distance from our relationships on my part atm/lack of felt familiarity with people. it's unusual for us not to hold some degree of the latter.
February 23, 2025 at 12:21 AM
💀 — whatever. i guess i don't have the energy remaining to care. i think i wish i did, but it's hard to tell with the current emotional numbness and the distance from our relationships on my part atm/lack of felt familiarity with people. it's unusual for us not to hold some degree of the latter.
💀 — do i feel guilty? or at least guilty for not really feeling guilty? i don't know.
February 23, 2025 at 12:18 AM
💀 — do i feel guilty? or at least guilty for not really feeling guilty? i don't know.
💀 — had a really fucking intense dream abt sa which i can now be reassured was just a dream based on the timing and perpetrator but like. sigh.
February 23, 2025 at 12:05 AM
💀 — had a really fucking intense dream abt sa which i can now be reassured was just a dream based on the timing and perpetrator but like. sigh.
💀 — ugh. i think i’m pissed off. which i guess is more manageable than the profound misery and fear from earlier but is also totally unreasonable of me and needs to stop immediately. so
February 23, 2025 at 12:02 AM
💀 — ugh. i think i’m pissed off. which i guess is more manageable than the profound misery and fear from earlier but is also totally unreasonable of me and needs to stop immediately. so
💀 — fuck this. it’s so fucking difficult to be at all nice or polite or whatever right now. i feel fucked mentally.
February 22, 2025 at 11:58 PM
💀 — fuck this. it’s so fucking difficult to be at all nice or polite or whatever right now. i feel fucked mentally.
💀 — god i feel like an insane person. and i just know this is probably going to trigger an episode, but also if i make it about myself i will [redacted], so.
February 22, 2025 at 9:17 PM
💀 — god i feel like an insane person. and i just know this is probably going to trigger an episode, but also if i make it about myself i will [redacted], so.
🩸 — peculiar dream about visiting a campsite thing. can’t tell if it was more a memory or not.
February 10, 2025 at 7:29 PM
🩸 — peculiar dream about visiting a campsite thing. can’t tell if it was more a memory or not.
🩸 — feeling nothing at all about anything. fork found in kitchen drawer. etc.
February 10, 2025 at 10:13 AM
🩸 — feeling nothing at all about anything. fork found in kitchen drawer. etc.
🕊️ — oh… i feel. not ideal :(
February 10, 2025 at 8:13 AM
🕊️ — oh… i feel. not ideal :(
🕊️ — kind of an unsurprising realisation given the severity of the dissociative ep we had yesterday and the extensiveness of and variety in the rapid switching we had to endure BUT i think there are a lot of other people on this like. section of layer one than we were previously able to recognise...
February 9, 2025 at 6:40 PM
🕊️ — kind of an unsurprising realisation given the severity of the dissociative ep we had yesterday and the extensiveness of and variety in the rapid switching we had to endure BUT i think there are a lot of other people on this like. section of layer one than we were previously able to recognise...
❔ — i feel so guilty for everything i do. like. it’s really fucking bad. i never get like this. other alters do but. like.
February 9, 2025 at 9:43 AM
❔ — i feel so guilty for everything i do. like. it’s really fucking bad. i never get like this. other alters do but. like.
👁️🗨️ — jesus christ. this is so stupid.
February 8, 2025 at 6:54 AM
👁️🗨️ — jesus christ. this is so stupid.
👁️🗨️ — scarification… i’m thinking about it.
February 8, 2025 at 6:27 AM
👁️🗨️ — scarification… i’m thinking about it.
👁️🗨️ — god this is so fucking stupid.
February 7, 2025 at 8:37 PM
👁️🗨️ — god this is so fucking stupid.
👁️🗨️ — christ. i feel fucking deranged right now.
February 7, 2025 at 8:19 PM
👁️🗨️ — christ. i feel fucking deranged right now.
👁️🗨️ — truly unfortunate you can't private accounts here. there are things i would love to talk about.
February 7, 2025 at 1:29 PM
👁️🗨️ — truly unfortunate you can't private accounts here. there are things i would love to talk about.