wouldn’t normally even allude to this but like. godddddddd.

i don’t know how to articulate things. but it feels like we’re losing our grip on all of the relationships that matter to us. maybe it’s not true. but everyone feels so distant and closed off and uninterested.

pathetic, really.

god this is a really bad one for some reason and the fact that it is bad is making me feel worse. which is making me feel even guiltier

i keep nearly crying and im not rly sure why? i feel guilty and bad and evil

RIGHTTTTT!!!!!! its like why does this just look like a worldbuilding exercise rn i PROMISE its real Q_Q.. if u ever wanna talk abt it and share we would be happy to talk through our stuff too though!!! our dms are always open o7

it's hard to know where to talk abt innerworld stuff because it's... so personal? and crazy-sounding? i'm tempted to make a blog abt our sys experiences but idk...