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nathan @sxullit.bsky.social · Sep 21
proof that us subparse fans are the smartest beings on planet earth
yabbytastic.bsky.social Andrew (TH30PHYLL1N3) @yabbytastic.bsky.social · Sep 21
Wait we lowkey make 1 full Herbie kinda
sxullit.bsky.social
ive been so unmotivated, i cant seem to be able to do anything right. my chest feels so heavy. i have this constant fatigue clinging onto me.

it feels like theres genuinely nothing left for me to live for
sxullit.bsky.social nathan @sxullit.bsky.social · 2d
things have been so pointless lately
February 3, 2026 at 6:32 PM
sxullit.bsky.social
things have been so pointless lately
February 1, 2026 at 6:22 AM
Reposted by nathan
paliapin.bsky.social
Life gave me "Fake Flowers"
and I made a comic out of it.
#OCsky #Comic #UnlikePluto #Art
Panel 1 Pin sitting coatless on their desk infront of their trusty wacom being held by a Laptop stand. Next to pin is a doodle of her two OC's Cathy and Hana but behind them is a broken heart. The background has part of the lyrics from "Unlike Pluto - Fake Flowers" which says "You don't like me anyway You don't like me anyway You don't like me anyway This was never meant to grow into anything This was never anything This was never anything This was never meant to grow" with lower opacity. Pin: "Fake Flowers" fits perfectly to my doomed yuri! song (small font to represent the volume): I don't need closure from you Song (increasingly getting louder): I closed the damn door by myself Panel 2 Pin is drawing on the screen tablet (first drawing I did when I listened to the song). The drawing is blurred. Song: I slammed it so loud I finally heard... my own voice Panel 3 Pin is hesitating to draw. theri hand is slightly shivering and the pen is held tightly. Teardrops fall on their screen. The illustration of her OCs is still blurred. Song: Not that poison so loud in my ears screaming Son (maximum loudness): Seasons passed and everything changed Panel 1 Pin looking down to their screen tablet (aka straight into the viewers eyes) with a frustrated stare. Pin is tearing uo, one tear droplet falls down towards the viewer. The closer it got, the blurrier it became. Song: And I kept telling myself it was my own mistake Panel 2 Pin sitting infront of their desk again, rubbing their eyes. Pin: Urgh.... it hurts a little too much Panel 3 Palia decides to loop the song. it is a good feeling of pain. right clacked and then left clicked on Loop. The song got uploaded on youtube. Is a good song. Listening to unlike pluto since 2018
January 31, 2026 at 2:00 AM
sxullit.bsky.social
january is almost over and i havent finished a single drawing starting off 2026 strong
January 30, 2026 at 4:39 AM
Reposted by nathan
paliapin.bsky.social
I couldn't beat my sister (10) in arm wrestling.
Inspired me to draw this, to memorialise the disappointment I felt.

I am getting old.
Lisa (representing my sister) laughing triumphantly after beating Palia in Arm wrestling. behind her on the right stands Pin, looking at their right dominant hand that lost in arm-wrestling. A text next to them says "how is this possible" since they're supposed to be stronger than a literal 9 year old. on the left in the back is the blue bear plush Lisa won through these scammy arcade machines (?) by cheating. (she destroyed the window with magic... which also caused a fire. If you remember the doodle you know what I mean) The bear is clapping despite it being an inanimate object. Lisa used her magic it seems. She 100% cheated in arm wrestling but Pin is oblivious. A lot of triumphant "HA"s float around the image. Back to my real sister. I have no clue how I fucked up that badly. She is growing fast and will 100% become taller than me but never in my life did I expect her to have so much arm strength in her age?? Or I am just becoming terribly weak.
January 29, 2026 at 12:23 AM
sxullit.bsky.social
lord save me i think im gonna die
January 28, 2026 at 12:17 PM
sxullit.bsky.social
waiter: and what can i fget you
subparse doomed toxic age gap old men yaoi i mean I MEAN???? uh.... uhehheehh... the wind is crazy today isnt it
waiter: fuck you
January 25, 2026 at 8:27 PM
sxullit.bsky.social
icant drawi cant draw i cant draeAUGH
January 25, 2026 at 8:24 PM
sxullit.bsky.social
i miss my wife twinkonlauer
January 23, 2026 at 10:53 PM
sxullit.bsky.social
I CANT DRAW OMG
January 23, 2026 at 10:52 PM
sxullit.bsky.social
bebert
January 22, 2026 at 5:24 PM
sxullit.bsky.social
we still talk about you burning resolve... and by we i mean me and my demons anyway kanade doodle #pjsk_FA
im too lazy for alt sorry anyway kana3 AUGH
January 19, 2026 at 10:19 PM
sxullit.bsky.social
"draw your fav character with your problems"
ok! (｡^ ‿^♡) #subparse #lordkillmebeforeikms
a chibi herbie looking dreamfull to his side, his tongue sticking out. hes a freakster. "i wanna jerk my shit." but that freak immediately dies down. herbie looks down into his pants with disappointment, absolutely speechless. (god knew id be way too powerful with a peenar so they took it away </3 I WISH I WAS CIS BRO OKAU IM GONNA CRINE) the first panel shows a tired, sweating herbie outside during a sunny day. he has a pleasant expression on his face, enjoying the fresh air. "man i should go out more. its so nice outside toda-" but his thoughts are cut short. his nose is bleeding cause of the EVIL SUN in the second panel. "nevermind." theres a little herbling on the corner, bleeding out on the floor and crying. i cant go out to the sun much because my nose bleeds SO easily. sigh a very annoyed, tweaking out herbie sitting on the couch having the absolute worst day of his life. "jesus i CANT. stay sober. i gotta relapse so badly." a trembling, crazed herbling holding a can of redbull. having terrible heart palpitations. right beside him is beejling, concerned for his wellbeing. J: how many cans have you drunk today again? H: ...20. J: arent you.. anemic?? (HES GONNA DIE BEEJ) first panel shows a very lovely herbling showing his appreciation and love for beejling, making him fluster. H: i love you i dont want anyone else to love you the way i do if you died id kms ily that much. a very huge timeskip of 20 seconds and now herbling hates beejling. making him cry in confusion. H: SHUT THE FUCK UP I HATE YOU I HOPE YOU DIE!!! this is like very exaggerated but let a man make fun of his own problems for gods sake...... a humpback- VERY very humpback herbie in pjamas smoking while staring into the oblivion. "lord every inch of my body aches... i just wanna sleep bruh." a very stressed herbie in a psychiatrist appointment. he is trying to distract himself by drawing but its not helping. ?: okay so you might have pseudopsychosis. H: ??? what now? (his ass was NOT listening) idk i have never went to a psychiatrist but my parents are THIS close to setting an appointment for me. i think it would go this way a very upset herbling clutching his head as he gets terrible migraine attacks. its so bad he even starts crying. notice how every herbie has eyebags....? heh....i cantsleep lord takemy life. i also have like a bajillion more problems i can draw but then it would get boring oops
January 18, 2026 at 11:26 PM
sxullit.bsky.social
i was drawing something SO good in my dream i think i gotta actually draw it
January 18, 2026 at 11:06 AM
sxullit.bsky.social
my throat is absolutely killing me
January 15, 2026 at 2:02 AM
Reposted by nathan
paliapin.bsky.social
Reminder to look through your old sketchbook and be proud of what lil You created <3

Even if it is a comic about a Cringe Mary Sue Akatsuki OC being the jinchuuriki of the Tentails (!?) and having the Sharingan Supreme Eyes which gives her the ability to have alllll the sharingan in the world.
12 year old me drawing the greatest Manga of the universe with paneling so chaotic and unreadable, even god got confused. My siblings drew over the pages and a lot of it is erased by me, a desperate attempt to save it. Her Lore is absolutely Insanely stupid it's bad. Nothing makes sense. especially being the Tentails as an Akatsuki member ajsugdndkd it makes absolutely no fucking sense I am crying. I love little me. Stupid idiot.
January 13, 2026 at 10:37 PM
sxullit.bsky.social
us sublings yearn content
January 13, 2026 at 8:12 PM
sxullit.bsky.social
i gotta draw
January 12, 2026 at 9:00 PM
sxullit.bsky.social
i wanna wear cutesy stuff but also pass as a cisguy but not in a femboy way ykwim?????
January 10, 2026 at 2:24 PM
sxullit.bsky.social
when herbie and i are on the opposite ends of the political spectrum so we lowk toxic yaoi 🤍
January 10, 2026 at 9:35 AM
Reposted by nathan
sleepydrifted.bsky.social
Him and lorne had a fully toxic yaoi relationship in my hc universe uwu
January 7, 2026 at 5:41 PM
sxullit.bsky.social
i wanna draw SO badly but im still sick as hell fuckkkk
January 7, 2026 at 10:48 AM
sxullit.bsky.social
guess who got a bacterial infection on both eyes
January 5, 2026 at 10:51 PM
Reposted by nathan
subparseshow.bsky.social
On the [TWELFTH] day of <CHRISTMAS>...
<HQ> gave to me...

[TWELVE_MOMENTS] lingering.
A greyscale image overlaid on a background of repeated runes. The greyscale image depicts the entire C Team lying atop a sheet, heads together, in a circular arrangement. C-GAL is displayed on a monitor in between Herbie and Big J. Dunk is positioned next to Big J, while Lorne is on the other side of Dunk. Lorne, Herbie and Big J are all posed with one hand rested on their chest. The text "On the 12th Day Of Christmas" is written in a cursive font on the upper left corner, while "HQ Gave to Me." is similarly written on the bottom right corner.
January 5, 2026 at 10:00 PM
sxullit.bsky.social
ill be a month sober soon if anyone cares 🍅🍅🍅🍅🍅🍅🍅ok.
January 5, 2026 at 1:09 PM