Rae (she/her)
@thathauntedgirl.bsky.social
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blender artist and poet in Utah looking for artist friends <3 / disabled / chronically ill / leftist / lesbian / exmo / AuDHD /
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One Year Progress <3

I picked up Blender for the first time exactly one year ago. Before that time the only art I'd ever done was writing and poetry.

I had no idea that one day I'd be able to make stuff like this. I'm excited to see where another year of learning art will take me.

#blender #art
a rendered Blender illustration from Alice in Wonderland. The image is made of many flat cut-out pieces layered on top of one another and then hand painted. a rendered Blender illustration of Cinderella and her Prince running away into the garden at night. The image is made of many flat cut-out pieces layered on top of one another and then hand painted. a rendered Blender illustration of the singing white rose from Alice in Wonderland. The image is made of many flat cut-out pieces layered on top of one another and then hand painted.
thathauntedgirl.bsky.social
when I’m on my period i wear my flowiest blackest clothes and cosplay a banshee, wailing as i wander a barren cliffside on a grey windy morning.

i think it helps.
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glebalexandrov.bsky.social
Niko just dropped a Blender course on mechanical rigging - perfect for building complex-looking mechanical setups and bringing your #hardsurface #b3d designs to life in no time! 🔥🤯

This isn’t an ad or anything btw, we’re just excited to share it :)

demnikoart.gumroad.com/l/riggingcou...
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Watching the rain
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aidan-3d-art.bsky.social
My Blender Potion Tutorial is up on YouTube!

A quick and easy guide to making your own magical potion. 🧪✨

Check it out here: youtu.be/ClEEQFPEPIo?si

#blender3d #blendertutorial
How to Make a 3D Potion in Blender – Beginner Tutorial
YouTube video by Aidan 3D Art
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thathauntedgirl.bsky.social
i got home yesterday at 3pm and got in bed to take a nap.

i just woke up. the next day. at 7am.

school is so physically fucking hard. damn.
thathauntedgirl.bsky.social
that is hella scary. I’m sorry. i know how that feels.

the last date i went on i genuinely thought he was going to hurt me and i talked my way out of it like spencer from criminal minds. that was like eight years ago.

i don’t do dates anymore and i’ve give up on men completely
thathauntedgirl.bsky.social
the Utah Opera is performing an Opera of The Shining this October.

between this and Rockstar Lestat I have become convinced that I am the luckiest person on earth
thathauntedgirl.bsky.social
stuck at home today because the elevator to my classes is broken.

i hurt myself trying to get up the stairs yesterday.

shit sucks and i'm feeling really shit about it
thathauntedgirl.bsky.social
the only elevator to my classes is broken.

i busted my fucking ass to get here and i can’t get to my class
thathauntedgirl.bsky.social
you'll have to lure them out
thathauntedgirl.bsky.social
i continue to be surprised to discover i'm having trauma responses to being in a school shooting.

which feels silly.

but it honestly doesn't help that the entire internet was talking about it. and it's somehow worse that everyone is already moving on.
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glebalexandrov.bsky.social
Level 100 editing & production quality in the new Mineshaft Blenderguru video. Makes it so watchable. Great job Andrew, @rileyb3d.bsky.social and the team 💪

www.youtube.com/watch?v=gaYj...

#b3d #blender3d #3d
Blenderguru Mineshaft ride video
thathauntedgirl.bsky.social
...i've just seen the comic con teaser trailer for The Vampire Lestat

i don't know how i will possibly recover
thathauntedgirl.bsky.social
i personally think karma is more a natural consequence.

when bad things happen to a grateful person they find things to be grateful for.

when bad things happen to ungrateful people they find only misery.

same is true for the good things.
thathauntedgirl.bsky.social
i got an ipod and canceled my music streaming subscriptions. i sound dramatic when i tell people it’s changed my life but it’s true
thathauntedgirl.bsky.social
me: a 31 year old lesbian in insane physical agony trying desperately to white knuckle my way through classes while a 19 year old boy sits next to me trying to get me to laugh at his jokes
a man in a suit and tie is sitting in front of a window and says " i just want it to stop "
ALT: a man in a suit and tie is sitting in front of a window and says " i just want it to stop "
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thathauntedgirl.bsky.social
so there’s a beat up van parked in front of UVU that is pasted with crazy racist stuff on every window so you can see inside.

and it parked right next to me. so.

which i discovered after fainting in a class and leaving early.

great first day back on campus

#uvu
thathauntedgirl.bsky.social
"someone" Jeff? SomeONE? Some ONE Jeff????
thathauntedgirl.bsky.social
i'm not sure how to sit down in the room i heard the gunshot and just... learn? not have a panic attack? ugh
thathauntedgirl.bsky.social
ooo. school starts again tomorrow and your girl is panicking.

i really really really really really really don't wanna go back there.
thathauntedgirl.bsky.social
okay but this actually worked. it’s the first thing i saw and I’m closing the app

thanks 😅
thathauntedgirl.bsky.social
i was there. i’m fucking traumatized by his actions. and i still don’t want him dead.
thathauntedgirl.bsky.social
i don’t think seeking middle ground is the way. i think it is finding humanity everywhere you look. and you can understand why someone chooses comfort and still be angry and hurt that they have