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sexman heman bedman

@theaterofpain.bsky.social

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mir. he/him. i am the soteriological butler. i love to float above six crystal pillars in a dark realm of purple flames and blood ocean. info: https://listography.com/bedman my art in better quality: https://mega.nz/folder/nsNVxKKR#ZrUwhMhAJCpejatvBG49bg

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sexman heman bedman @theaterofpain.bsky.social · Jul 27

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road trip bot @choro-qbooks.bsky.social · 9h

Oh, you!
It's great to know art!
Enjoyable..fun..
Explosion important,
kindness essential!

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road trip bot @choro-qbooks.bsky.social · 15h

Wowza! You found all
seven gemstones!
You did it!
You do have what it takes to
be an adventurer!
Well, since you have proven your
skills, I will reward you
with a prized possession.

sexman heman bedman @theaterofpain.bsky.social · 15h

if i just dont think about everything that would be difficult about it it seems almost fun

sexman heman bedman @theaterofpain.bsky.social · 15h

im just super sick of the limitations of every head and body i own now and everythings expensife... it would cost a lot to upload a bunch of meshes and textures but at least then i would have actual control and i could reverse engineer things to fit the clothes hair and skins i have... maybe......

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sexman heman bedman @theaterofpain.bsky.social · 15h

bad news on sl self isolation: im having scary thoughts about what if i developed a mesh head and body (extremely dangerous ridiculously ambitious idea) good news on sl self isolation: me and mom are getting ready to go out for chores and to get lunch

sexman heman bedman @theaterofpain.bsky.social · 18h

for some time now ive been on that "ohh ok the cessation of good phenomena and the emergence of bad phenomena is the root of all suffering" shit but i had no idea

sexman heman bedman @theaterofpain.bsky.social · 18h

ive had a sudden behavioral shift the past few days where i cant stop playing sl and ive totally eithdrawn from my mom and my friends and last night i stayed up til 3am and had my first "oh god my dad isnt coming home" moment which is unfortunate but im taking another crack at fighting it today.

sexman heman bedman @theaterofpain.bsky.social · 2d

please be aware of unknown challenges ahead

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sexman heman bedman @theaterofpain.bsky.social · 2d

he worked hard to make sure our finances are taken care of, im very grateful to him that i dont need to worry too much about it right now

sexman heman bedman @theaterofpain.bsky.social · 2d

came out to a little under $2000 which isnt bad and we have enough for it. were gonna see if we have a nice container we can use for an urn so the next big expense will be the marker and maybe charges from the cemetery for the memorial but well get our familys help

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sexman heman bedman @theaterofpain.bsky.social · 2d

picked out a cremation place and put the order in for their services and death certificate copies. my grandparents bought a family cemetary plot so were planning on having a bronze marker made and having a small memorial there, but keeping the ashes to be buried with my moms in the future

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road trip bot @choro-qbooks.bsky.social · 3d

Slamming against the tree
sometimes causes peaches to fall,
but I am not strong enough.
I'd sure like to taste one.
Won't someone bring me a peach?

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sexman heman bedman @theaterofpain.bsky.social · 4d

thank you everyone for being so nice to me in the replies and on discord it really helped a lot <3 im sorry im so awol but im trying to be with my mom and we need to make arrangements and things. im okay i feel numb still. after a month in the hospital its taking a while to hit me or something

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sexman heman bedman @theaterofpain.bsky.social · 4d

im still in shock/numbness but im eating breakfast at least

sexman heman bedman @theaterofpain.bsky.social · 4d

my dad passed away last night, he was on painkillers and xanax so i think he was probably asleep and they told us he simply stopped breathing and his heart stopped. both me and mom somehow managed to get some sleep thankfully. were in the process of telling people and im gonna try and call ssa etc

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scorpy 💿 @socpens.com · 5d

horror is the best genre

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splendidland🌱 @splendid.land · 5d

halloween's prayer

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sexman heman bedman @theaterofpain.bsky.social · 5d

i just really thought id have more years with him and i keep thinking that maybe if we made different decisions in the past month things would be better or at least he wouldnt have declined so fast. the drs denied it but i dont trust them