efi
i wonder if i could handle making original soundtrack for some kind of project
January 9, 2026 at 5:18 AM
beer
January 6, 2026 at 1:34 AM
happy new
December 31, 2025 at 8:11 PM
December 27, 2025 at 2:03 AM
me at 4 am
December 25, 2025 at 7:08 AM
December 13, 2025 at 1:06 PM
kill suffering
December 10, 2025 at 7:13 PM
i didn't know i could fully experience severe parasympathetic acute stress reaction while sleeping and seeing awful things in dreams and still have it after waking up but i guess i have to live with that now
December 2, 2025 at 8:54 AM
reality is so difficult
November 19, 2025 at 6:23 PM
i hate bureaucracies they are so obfuscated and exhausting
November 14, 2025 at 2:15 PM
November 13, 2025 at 2:39 PM
i'm the best musician ever
November 11, 2025 at 5:09 AM
i'm tired
November 6, 2025 at 2:36 AM
to live happily in this universe is to be a supergenius i suppose
November 1, 2025 at 5:42 PM
October 27, 2025 at 4:09 PM
October 26, 2025 at 11:08 AM
imagine if there was no horror and dread in life
October 26, 2025 at 2:15 AM
October 22, 2025 at 8:06 AM
this is awful and depressing and i am nowhere near ready to ever do that
October 21, 2025 at 1:32 AM
ethereal with some of its definitions is such a good word that describes most things i enjoy
October 11, 2025 at 11:17 AM
October 6, 2025 at 3:39 PM
if you have (actual) ocd do everything you possibly can to fully treat it before it irrecoverably and painfully ruins your life
October 2, 2025 at 12:40 PM
i need to learn a way to stop clinging to views and opinions it brings me so much suffering and internal conflict and anxiety when i see someone or manyones say something that goes against what i think
October 1, 2025 at 1:48 AM
September 27, 2025 at 8:30 PM
i have a strong craving to leave this universe somehow
September 17, 2025 at 1:38 AM