im this 🤏 close to streaming again but i cant get over being nervous+tired+not having streamed in forever+being bad at talking lmao

i think one of the most distressing and saddening things about all the shit thats been happening in my brain is that for the first time in probably my entire life, i've been having trouble "feeling" plural

out of context stuff from my old locked account bc idk what to put here at the moment

hello world