technologee..........

check out what i can do with vrc though

i've lost touch with my ability to imagine things and that hurts so so deeply in so many ways

imagining and drawing and interacting with/"seeing" headmates has been a coping thing for so long and to feel it stutter for once is terrifying to my core

its not doubt that i'm plural, its headmates and headspaces feeling blurry and/or absent in ways i dont think ive experienced before, and it makes me so scared and sad, i dont even know how to explain it entirely