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An account to discuss serious matters mainly around mental health, pay no mind if you don't want to see. No masks, not here.
Former burned out developer
Main account: @2haloes.uk
Former burned out developer
Main account: @2haloes.uk
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@vent.2haloes.uk
· Jun 30
Unlike my main profile, this profile will not be a bright and cheery place, kinda a place to scream into the void and post vent art
This profile will most likely contain posts relating to mental health and contain swearing
If you wanna see my main cheerful account please go to @2haloes.uk
This profile will most likely contain posts relating to mental health and contain swearing
If you wanna see my main cheerful account please go to @2haloes.uk
I really think this job is actually going to take everything out of me
I walked in and burst into tears, like, through breathing exercises
I can't do this every week, I really can't spend half of my life feeling like this
I walked in and burst into tears, like, through breathing exercises
I can't do this every week, I really can't spend half of my life feeling like this
October 29, 2025 at 8:25 AM
I really think this job is actually going to take everything out of me
I walked in and burst into tears, like, through breathing exercises
I can't do this every week, I really can't spend half of my life feeling like this
I walked in and burst into tears, like, through breathing exercises
I can't do this every week, I really can't spend half of my life feeling like this
Current status: Day 4 in a state of panic, seriously starting to think my job isn't good for me, almost burst into tears like 8 times yesterday and had 1 panic attack
I don't think I'll be able to curl up with ice cream soon
I don't think I'll be able to curl up with ice cream soon
October 25, 2025 at 8:11 AM
Current status: Day 4 in a state of panic, seriously starting to think my job isn't good for me, almost burst into tears like 8 times yesterday and had 1 panic attack
I don't think I'll be able to curl up with ice cream soon
I don't think I'll be able to curl up with ice cream soon
I have been informed today that the area manager, 1 day after I had a mental breakdown over it, is actively going to make things worse
Like if this goes through, the store manager is quitting in protest (I don't have that option without losing my home or I would too)
Like if this goes through, the store manager is quitting in protest (I don't have that option without losing my home or I would too)
Had a call with to area manager who basically told me that if they stopped doing the thing that's kinda causing my issues, they'd have to shut the shop
So I'm just going to suffer
So I'm just going to suffer
October 23, 2025 at 9:55 PM
I have been informed today that the area manager, 1 day after I had a mental breakdown over it, is actively going to make things worse
Like if this goes through, the store manager is quitting in protest (I don't have that option without losing my home or I would too)
Like if this goes through, the store manager is quitting in protest (I don't have that option without losing my home or I would too)
I've literally been told by my therapist to get a new job, like this is how bad things are
Apparently one shift a week (both on my own and working a specific shop) shouldn't cause a panic attack!
Today was so bad I did 2 emotional laps of panic attack -> numb and tired
Apparently one shift a week (both on my own and working a specific shop) shouldn't cause a panic attack!
Today was so bad I did 2 emotional laps of panic attack -> numb and tired
October 22, 2025 at 4:06 PM
I've literally been told by my therapist to get a new job, like this is how bad things are
Apparently one shift a week (both on my own and working a specific shop) shouldn't cause a panic attack!
Today was so bad I did 2 emotional laps of panic attack -> numb and tired
Apparently one shift a week (both on my own and working a specific shop) shouldn't cause a panic attack!
Today was so bad I did 2 emotional laps of panic attack -> numb and tired
Had a call with to area manager who basically told me that if they stopped doing the thing that's kinda causing my issues, they'd have to shut the shop
So I'm just going to suffer
So I'm just going to suffer
October 22, 2025 at 4:03 PM
Had a call with to area manager who basically told me that if they stopped doing the thing that's kinda causing my issues, they'd have to shut the shop
So I'm just going to suffer
So I'm just going to suffer
Next time I should try having a mental health break when it's a busy day, been kinda dead and I'm just in the back feeling my body breakdown in real time as I try not to feel emotions lest I bust into tears :D
I might try doodling some comfort stuff when I get home
I might try doodling some comfort stuff when I get home
October 22, 2025 at 1:20 PM
Next time I should try having a mental health break when it's a busy day, been kinda dead and I'm just in the back feeling my body breakdown in real time as I try not to feel emotions lest I bust into tears :D
I might try doodling some comfort stuff when I get home
I might try doodling some comfort stuff when I get home
I was doing so flipping well, like actually doing things and taking steps to improve my mental health
Then I walk into work and instantly have a total breakdown, like so bad I had to call the work mental health team. I find it very hard to trust corporate health teams so you know it's bad
Then I walk into work and instantly have a total breakdown, like so bad I had to call the work mental health team. I find it very hard to trust corporate health teams so you know it's bad
October 22, 2025 at 8:48 AM
I was doing so flipping well, like actually doing things and taking steps to improve my mental health
Then I walk into work and instantly have a total breakdown, like so bad I had to call the work mental health team. I find it very hard to trust corporate health teams so you know it's bad
Then I walk into work and instantly have a total breakdown, like so bad I had to call the work mental health team. I find it very hard to trust corporate health teams so you know it's bad
Yay, being consistent with my design :D
To my therapist, this represents the mask of customer service cracking under a panic attack
#ventart
To my therapist, this represents the mask of customer service cracking under a panic attack
#ventart
September 23, 2025 at 8:19 PM
Yay, being consistent with my design :D
To my therapist, this represents the mask of customer service cracking under a panic attack
#ventart
To my therapist, this represents the mask of customer service cracking under a panic attack
#ventart
Activating the account, I've had a heck of a day (will probably post vent art later on)
Finally got into therapy again so at least I'll have a panic attack to talk about during our session ^-^
Finally got into therapy again so at least I'll have a panic attack to talk about during our session ^-^
September 23, 2025 at 4:14 PM
Activating the account, I've had a heck of a day (will probably post vent art later on)
Finally got into therapy again so at least I'll have a panic attack to talk about during our session ^-^
Finally got into therapy again so at least I'll have a panic attack to talk about during our session ^-^
Been a decade since I was sat in a circle after a party where everyone was sharing their stories on how messed up trans people are, full of dehumanising language
August 30, 2025 at 1:29 PM
Been a decade since I was sat in a circle after a party where everyone was sharing their stories on how messed up trans people are, full of dehumanising language
I think I just had my worst working day ever today.
For the first time in awhile, I woke up full of energy and a smile on my face, the work day beat that out of me
I feel punished for being happy
At least if I wrap myself in anxious thoughts, reality can't be worse... Right?
For the first time in awhile, I woke up full of energy and a smile on my face, the work day beat that out of me
I feel punished for being happy
At least if I wrap myself in anxious thoughts, reality can't be worse... Right?
August 22, 2025 at 9:29 PM
I think I just had my worst working day ever today.
For the first time in awhile, I woke up full of energy and a smile on my face, the work day beat that out of me
I feel punished for being happy
At least if I wrap myself in anxious thoughts, reality can't be worse... Right?
For the first time in awhile, I woke up full of energy and a smile on my face, the work day beat that out of me
I feel punished for being happy
At least if I wrap myself in anxious thoughts, reality can't be worse... Right?
Casually having spiraling anxiety thoughts about if I annoyed a pharmacy worker by going in super early :D
July 30, 2025 at 9:36 AM
Casually having spiraling anxiety thoughts about if I annoyed a pharmacy worker by going in super early :D
It's getting extremely hard to keep the customer service mask on, how the hell is it so busy today?!
July 16, 2025 at 1:31 PM
It's getting extremely hard to keep the customer service mask on, how the hell is it so busy today?!
Back to the show! Been at work for less than 2 hours and I'm really just not handling things well :D
July 16, 2025 at 8:55 AM
Back to the show! Been at work for less than 2 hours and I'm really just not handling things well :D
I'd say I'm like not crazy or anything but this is like 100% from a toxic yuri game. I'll take relatablity where I can get it though
skelaxo.itch.io/juliets-sol
skelaxo.itch.io/juliets-sol
July 7, 2025 at 8:07 PM
I'd say I'm like not crazy or anything but this is like 100% from a toxic yuri game. I'll take relatablity where I can get it though
skelaxo.itch.io/juliets-sol
skelaxo.itch.io/juliets-sol
Gonna be honest, seeing people just move back to Twitter is just fucking awful
Personally, I wouldn't go back to the bot infested shithole of a site even if you paid me
Like it's actually pissing me off, spineless cowards can't rock their socks without bots trying to fuck them
Personally, I wouldn't go back to the bot infested shithole of a site even if you paid me
Like it's actually pissing me off, spineless cowards can't rock their socks without bots trying to fuck them
July 6, 2025 at 8:08 PM
Gonna be honest, seeing people just move back to Twitter is just fucking awful
Personally, I wouldn't go back to the bot infested shithole of a site even if you paid me
Like it's actually pissing me off, spineless cowards can't rock their socks without bots trying to fuck them
Personally, I wouldn't go back to the bot infested shithole of a site even if you paid me
Like it's actually pissing me off, spineless cowards can't rock their socks without bots trying to fuck them
Just rewatched TADC episode
After having some more time in customer service, having highs and lows, I have 100% had days that I've been in the back, having a complete breakdown out of the eye of anyone else and the feeling of getting out is so freeing
After having some more time in customer service, having highs and lows, I have 100% had days that I've been in the back, having a complete breakdown out of the eye of anyone else and the feeling of getting out is so freeing
July 6, 2025 at 9:49 AM
Just rewatched TADC episode
After having some more time in customer service, having highs and lows, I have 100% had days that I've been in the back, having a complete breakdown out of the eye of anyone else and the feeling of getting out is so freeing
After having some more time in customer service, having highs and lows, I have 100% had days that I've been in the back, having a complete breakdown out of the eye of anyone else and the feeling of getting out is so freeing
No matter the day, I can always rely on the guys in the shop next to my job to give me a little boost.
That and the guy that runs the local good fried chicken place when I'm completely crashing out (their beef topped chips are my comfort food)
That and the guy that runs the local good fried chicken place when I'm completely crashing out (their beef topped chips are my comfort food)
July 1, 2025 at 4:41 PM
No matter the day, I can always rely on the guys in the shop next to my job to give me a little boost.
That and the guy that runs the local good fried chicken place when I'm completely crashing out (their beef topped chips are my comfort food)
That and the guy that runs the local good fried chicken place when I'm completely crashing out (their beef topped chips are my comfort food)
Gonna be honest, feel edgier than usual when I post here, but like that kind of edgy that teens in 2016 would send death threats over
July 1, 2025 at 12:58 PM
Gonna be honest, feel edgier than usual when I post here, but like that kind of edgy that teens in 2016 would send death threats over
Russian doll by Jhariah is going though my soul
Despite everything, despite how awful I keep feeling, how much help I get has completely failed, I want to keep trying
Despite my fears of things getting worse
What if they can get better?
m.youtube.com/watch?v=imDe...
Despite everything, despite how awful I keep feeling, how much help I get has completely failed, I want to keep trying
Despite my fears of things getting worse
What if they can get better?
m.youtube.com/watch?v=imDe...
Jhariah - RUSSIAN DOLL (Official Audio)
YouTube video by Jhariah
m.youtube.com
July 1, 2025 at 6:59 AM
Russian doll by Jhariah is going though my soul
Despite everything, despite how awful I keep feeling, how much help I get has completely failed, I want to keep trying
Despite my fears of things getting worse
What if they can get better?
m.youtube.com/watch?v=imDe...
Despite everything, despite how awful I keep feeling, how much help I get has completely failed, I want to keep trying
Despite my fears of things getting worse
What if they can get better?
m.youtube.com/watch?v=imDe...
I just want to make it VERY clear that usually I have a bad moment and them I'm better for a bit, repeat the cycle
I've been perpetually feeling awful for 4 days which is new and horrifying, I thought this void screaming would help
I've been perpetually feeling awful for 4 days which is new and horrifying, I thought this void screaming would help
July 1, 2025 at 6:48 AM
I just want to make it VERY clear that usually I have a bad moment and them I'm better for a bit, repeat the cycle
I've been perpetually feeling awful for 4 days which is new and horrifying, I thought this void screaming would help
I've been perpetually feeling awful for 4 days which is new and horrifying, I thought this void screaming would help
I think going outside is causing my mental to crash and I don't know why, not like I'm having anxiety issues or anything, I just want to burst into tears
I didn't feel like this 10 minutes ago before leaving my home
I didn't feel like this 10 minutes ago before leaving my home
July 1, 2025 at 6:44 AM
I think going outside is causing my mental to crash and I don't know why, not like I'm having anxiety issues or anything, I just want to burst into tears
I didn't feel like this 10 minutes ago before leaving my home
I didn't feel like this 10 minutes ago before leaving my home
I thought posting the blog would make me feel a bit better, it didn't, I feel like throwing up
That might me a physical problem though
That might me a physical problem though
July 1, 2025 at 6:21 AM
I thought posting the blog would make me feel a bit better, it didn't, I feel like throwing up
That might me a physical problem though
That might me a physical problem though
Probably going to be the deepest look at myself ever
It's all masks right now
vent.2haloes.uk/blog/masks
It's all masks right now
vent.2haloes.uk/blog/masks
Masks
vent.2haloes.uk
July 1, 2025 at 6:01 AM
Probably going to be the deepest look at myself ever
It's all masks right now
vent.2haloes.uk/blog/masks
It's all masks right now
vent.2haloes.uk/blog/masks
It's up and I've got an idea for a post but I'll do that later, tired as heck tonight
Setting up a site for bigger posts, don't want another giant chain of posts
It'll be on this domain, just sorting out my webserver, anything longwinded will go there and be linked here :3
It'll be on this domain, just sorting out my webserver, anything longwinded will go there and be linked here :3
June 30, 2025 at 9:23 PM
It's up and I've got an idea for a post but I'll do that later, tired as heck tonight