Wally Wookie (FullMetalWookie) 🏳️🌈
@wookietron9000.bsky.social
This feed is my mental health journal, working on my shit:
cPTSD, BPD, CSA, TBI, bipolar2-ultradian, CPP, disabled veteran, USCG retired, GNU/Linux, XFCE4, handy with tools & PC's
Fuck slumlord capitalism
(they/them/slave/it )
13 Aug 2023
Seattle
cPTSD, BPD, CSA, TBI, bipolar2-ultradian, CPP, disabled veteran, USCG retired, GNU/Linux, XFCE4, handy with tools & PC's
Fuck slumlord capitalism
(they/them/slave/it )
13 Aug 2023
Seattle
Pinned
My space, here on Bluesky, is my mental health (MH) journal, I have issues and I'm constantly in motion learning to deal with them. I've come a long way, and I use this journal to work things out
I'm not here to be fixed, I'm not broken. I need to write, think, interact, understand, and move on
I'm not here to be fixed, I'm not broken. I need to write, think, interact, understand, and move on
5.5hrs sleep, not counting yesterday afternoon
November 26, 2025 at 5:17 PM
5.5hrs sleep, not counting yesterday afternoon
Sicky icky
November 26, 2025 at 11:13 AM
Sicky icky
On the "nice to have" list I am adding...
10-inch 5G tablet
(for now, I am resisting magnificently, I tell you)(it's on a LIST, I can forget about it now)
10-inch 5G tablet
(for now, I am resisting magnificently, I tell you)(it's on a LIST, I can forget about it now)
November 25, 2025 at 10:50 PM
On the "nice to have" list I am adding...
10-inch 5G tablet
(for now, I am resisting magnificently, I tell you)(it's on a LIST, I can forget about it now)
10-inch 5G tablet
(for now, I am resisting magnificently, I tell you)(it's on a LIST, I can forget about it now)
(trailer)(electrical)
Part of the problem here is that there is not a system manual, only components to the system have manuals, so I don't know what is supposed to work and when, which makes troubleshooting the basics a pain
Shore power connected, GFCI tripped, will the batteries charge?
waiting
Part of the problem here is that there is not a system manual, only components to the system have manuals, so I don't know what is supposed to work and when, which makes troubleshooting the basics a pain
Shore power connected, GFCI tripped, will the batteries charge?
waiting
November 25, 2025 at 10:40 PM
(trailer)(electrical)
Part of the problem here is that there is not a system manual, only components to the system have manuals, so I don't know what is supposed to work and when, which makes troubleshooting the basics a pain
Shore power connected, GFCI tripped, will the batteries charge?
waiting
Part of the problem here is that there is not a system manual, only components to the system have manuals, so I don't know what is supposed to work and when, which makes troubleshooting the basics a pain
Shore power connected, GFCI tripped, will the batteries charge?
waiting
roomie is going on about this DJ lady who has unshaved arm pits
Straight men are so weird
Straight men are so weird
November 25, 2025 at 9:34 PM
roomie is going on about this DJ lady who has unshaved arm pits
Straight men are so weird
Straight men are so weird
Before I mount my composting toilet I need to flush, wash, disinfect my blackwater tank so I can decommission the tank...It would be good to verify those things earlier, not later
November 25, 2025 at 7:40 PM
Before I mount my composting toilet I need to flush, wash, disinfect my blackwater tank so I can decommission the tank...It would be good to verify those things earlier, not later
I'm glad I was so slow registering my trailer. Three months later it arrived in the mail; I had no idear
November 25, 2025 at 7:39 PM
I'm glad I was so slow registering my trailer. Three months later it arrived in the mail; I had no idear
I'm up, I got sleep twice in the last 12-hours
I might declare it Teh Weekend already and then just tinker
I need to measure/make some simple moldings (mouldings)
Coffee was good, we'll see if it hangs around/stays down
Still trickle-charging my batteries
We might get some rain today
I might declare it Teh Weekend already and then just tinker
I need to measure/make some simple moldings (mouldings)
Coffee was good, we'll see if it hangs around/stays down
Still trickle-charging my batteries
We might get some rain today
November 25, 2025 at 7:32 PM
I'm up, I got sleep twice in the last 12-hours
I might declare it Teh Weekend already and then just tinker
I need to measure/make some simple moldings (mouldings)
Coffee was good, we'll see if it hangs around/stays down
Still trickle-charging my batteries
We might get some rain today
I might declare it Teh Weekend already and then just tinker
I need to measure/make some simple moldings (mouldings)
Coffee was good, we'll see if it hangs around/stays down
Still trickle-charging my batteries
We might get some rain today
rheumatism used to be a word used for things like arthritis
Oh and there wasn't even any other name for arthritis.
November 25, 2025 at 7:19 PM
rheumatism used to be a word used for things like arthritis
I have fresh garam masala
My secret goal is to downsize my tikka masala recipe for two servings
I'm going to resize my recipes to work for one+NextDaysLunch
My secret goal is to downsize my tikka masala recipe for two servings
I'm going to resize my recipes to work for one+NextDaysLunch
November 25, 2025 at 6:41 AM
I have fresh garam masala
My secret goal is to downsize my tikka masala recipe for two servings
I'm going to resize my recipes to work for one+NextDaysLunch
My secret goal is to downsize my tikka masala recipe for two servings
I'm going to resize my recipes to work for one+NextDaysLunch
One of the things that makes me weird is that when someone asks me what I think I tell them plainly and lovingly
There is no other way, I've tried
There is no other way, I've tried
November 24, 2025 at 5:19 PM
One of the things that makes me weird is that when someone asks me what I think I tell them plainly and lovingly
There is no other way, I've tried
There is no other way, I've tried
waves of wanton sadness
but there's much to be sad about
I'm always sad (sadness is my oldest friend)
But this sad has a number of inputs
So, waves, huzzah. Everything is still working
but there's much to be sad about
I'm always sad (sadness is my oldest friend)
But this sad has a number of inputs
So, waves, huzzah. Everything is still working
November 24, 2025 at 5:16 PM
waves of wanton sadness
but there's much to be sad about
I'm always sad (sadness is my oldest friend)
But this sad has a number of inputs
So, waves, huzzah. Everything is still working
but there's much to be sad about
I'm always sad (sadness is my oldest friend)
But this sad has a number of inputs
So, waves, huzzah. Everything is still working
I'm gonna go start the gears for doing three little things
November 24, 2025 at 5:13 PM
I'm gonna go start the gears for doing three little things
Coffee is done, it's staying down without lots of work, I will eat something soon
November 24, 2025 at 5:12 PM
Coffee is done, it's staying down without lots of work, I will eat something soon
I'm still in that sentence-compartmentalized place where I respond to the first thing and post it
then I respond to the second thing and post that
etc.
It's not a real problem, but I notice it
then I respond to the second thing and post that
etc.
It's not a real problem, but I notice it
November 24, 2025 at 4:56 PM
I'm still in that sentence-compartmentalized place where I respond to the first thing and post it
then I respond to the second thing and post that
etc.
It's not a real problem, but I notice it
then I respond to the second thing and post that
etc.
It's not a real problem, but I notice it
Reposted by Wally Wookie (FullMetalWookie) 🏳️🌈
I understand that "letting go" is a spectrum, a process, a practice, and basically is grieving and acceptance coming at me like a yeast infection semi-truck
No problem
No problem
November 24, 2025 at 4:47 PM
I understand that "letting go" is a spectrum, a process, a practice, and basically is grieving and acceptance coming at me like a yeast infection semi-truck
No problem
No problem
I really want a meter/display that shows me battery charge/discharge in realtime and also includes solar production level in realtime
November 24, 2025 at 4:38 PM
I really want a meter/display that shows me battery charge/discharge in realtime and also includes solar production level in realtime
Reposted by Wally Wookie (FullMetalWookie) 🏳️🌈
Maybe I finish up the garage and then take my trailer down to the beach for a month (clawing my way out of my box)
November 24, 2025 at 4:23 PM
Maybe I finish up the garage and then take my trailer down to the beach for a month (clawing my way out of my box)
I understand the complications, the things needing work/attention
I understand that time is not my strength
I accept that I cannot aggregate all of this
I have help, I asked, we talk every week
The guy with trust issues will trust
This will get worse before it gets better
Being a mess is ok
I understand that time is not my strength
I accept that I cannot aggregate all of this
I have help, I asked, we talk every week
The guy with trust issues will trust
This will get worse before it gets better
Being a mess is ok
November 24, 2025 at 4:21 PM
I understand the complications, the things needing work/attention
I understand that time is not my strength
I accept that I cannot aggregate all of this
I have help, I asked, we talk every week
The guy with trust issues will trust
This will get worse before it gets better
Being a mess is ok
I understand that time is not my strength
I accept that I cannot aggregate all of this
I have help, I asked, we talk every week
The guy with trust issues will trust
This will get worse before it gets better
Being a mess is ok
I pipe suicide ideation through my Ego Annihilation Circuitry, where I become a magic dildo, an appliance with sentience but no agency
It's been powerful for me. I have an assortment of these fantasies and they empower me to be myself; I'm complicated
It's been powerful for me. I have an assortment of these fantasies and they empower me to be myself; I'm complicated
November 24, 2025 at 4:10 PM
I pipe suicide ideation through my Ego Annihilation Circuitry, where I become a magic dildo, an appliance with sentience but no agency
It's been powerful for me. I have an assortment of these fantasies and they empower me to be myself; I'm complicated
It's been powerful for me. I have an assortment of these fantasies and they empower me to be myself; I'm complicated
This fucking black friday thing has me considering turning my phone off until it's over. Every place I've ever bought something at is texting me...maybe I'll devote my existence to blocking them all (don't tempt me, I'm good at that)
November 24, 2025 at 4:03 PM
This fucking black friday thing has me considering turning my phone off until it's over. Every place I've ever bought something at is texting me...maybe I'll devote my existence to blocking them all (don't tempt me, I'm good at that)
I layed down a bit this morning and breathed and listened to the music
Sleep isn't currently a problem, but I watch it like a hawk
My firehose braim is spitting out more quality than yesterday. Impossible fantasies steal my attention, self-loathing present in quantity, Mach 4 hypomanic mixed-state
Sleep isn't currently a problem, but I watch it like a hawk
My firehose braim is spitting out more quality than yesterday. Impossible fantasies steal my attention, self-loathing present in quantity, Mach 4 hypomanic mixed-state
November 24, 2025 at 3:57 PM
I layed down a bit this morning and breathed and listened to the music
Sleep isn't currently a problem, but I watch it like a hawk
My firehose braim is spitting out more quality than yesterday. Impossible fantasies steal my attention, self-loathing present in quantity, Mach 4 hypomanic mixed-state
Sleep isn't currently a problem, but I watch it like a hawk
My firehose braim is spitting out more quality than yesterday. Impossible fantasies steal my attention, self-loathing present in quantity, Mach 4 hypomanic mixed-state
It took me a VERY LONG TIME to learn to ask questions from a place of trying to understand and not from an inexplicable need to lash out when feeling attacked (attacked is a spectrum). Honest questions are adaptive & can be answered without defenses
I actively practice this, I'm still learning here
I actively practice this, I'm still learning here
November 24, 2025 at 3:54 PM
It took me a VERY LONG TIME to learn to ask questions from a place of trying to understand and not from an inexplicable need to lash out when feeling attacked (attacked is a spectrum). Honest questions are adaptive & can be answered without defenses
I actively practice this, I'm still learning here
I actively practice this, I'm still learning here
Until I can move the slide-out out I won't be able to do anything more than hook up a battery charger to my batteries
I'm not up for electrical troubleshooting today, so this is fine today
I'm not up for electrical troubleshooting today, so this is fine today
November 24, 2025 at 3:39 PM
Until I can move the slide-out out I won't be able to do anything more than hook up a battery charger to my batteries
I'm not up for electrical troubleshooting today, so this is fine today
I'm not up for electrical troubleshooting today, so this is fine today
quietly
I had sexual abuse flashbacks going through my scrapbook and some DeMolay stuff in my memory chest
I don't need that in my life
The garbage bag is the answer
I'm almost gooder now, but it's been some work
I had sexual abuse flashbacks going through my scrapbook and some DeMolay stuff in my memory chest
I don't need that in my life
The garbage bag is the answer
I'm almost gooder now, but it's been some work
November 24, 2025 at 1:16 PM
quietly
I had sexual abuse flashbacks going through my scrapbook and some DeMolay stuff in my memory chest
I don't need that in my life
The garbage bag is the answer
I'm almost gooder now, but it's been some work
I had sexual abuse flashbacks going through my scrapbook and some DeMolay stuff in my memory chest
I don't need that in my life
The garbage bag is the answer
I'm almost gooder now, but it's been some work