I'm an hour late because of dinner, but jumping back onto E33 tonight!

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Anyway, Tuesday I should be ready to stream again with more cosplay crunch. I just need time for both me and Peanut today. 🐾

Got a call within the hour saying that she's stumped and my mental state for my pup's well being hadn't been too great since this mystery escalated a couple of weeks ago. This was her neck over the weekend, a couple of days after getting blood drawn...

I want to stream tonight...but I think I still need today off ;; I'm still coughing quite a bit and my sleep the last couple of days has been a little bad.

On top of everything, the vet and I are trying to figure out what's wrong with Peanut's platelet count.

Doing more modeling for the remaining crystals and I have a *slightly* better idea of what I'm doing in Blender, but if you ask me to explain my process...LMAO.

Some areas need to be a little more smoothed out though (mainly where it looks concave). Not happy with those, I kinda flubbed them.

Wig: Kasou Wigs
Lenses: Sweety Queen Light Orange from Uniqso
Horns: cosplaymaniashop @ IG/Etsy

Despite making changes/updates to this cosplay since Fanime 2024, Anila's been my pride and joy. I hope I can reach this level of passion in my next cosplay, or even above and beyond.

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📸: kmpnguyenphoto @ IG

#cosplay #granbluefantasycosplay

No stream today--I know I promised one when I last streamed but I've been fighting a cold the day I got back from my business trip.

Feeling like I'm on the mend though! Just don't want to push myself too much. Hopefully I'll be back this Thurs with more E33 🤞

On another note, I have been slacking for the last few weeks due to a toe(nail) injury, business travel, and then getting sick with a cold as soon as I flew back from my business trip...I have to work at it again once I get better later this week...

Also, can I say that I am absolutely floored by how thankful I am of everyone's support of my WOL Thavnairian attire cosplay? I have not been even close to being comfortable with my body until the mid - late summer, and that was at the bare minimum. This was such a huge milestone for me 🥺❤

Just found out Amanda Achen will also be at the Denver dates...super excited to go attend again aaaaaaaaaa ;;

Ahhhh thanks a bunch! Big props to my photographer for the great direction too 🥺

Ughhhhh, one of my favorite Fruits Basket pairs 😩👌

Thavnairian Attire: EZ Cosplay, with minor alterations by me
Wig: Epic Cosplay Wigs
Au Ra Horns/Tail: Turtle Smithy
Weathered Krishna Rings: Modeled by @dangerousladies.ca

Got my photos back from my Garden of the Gods shoot from the summer! The scenery gives such great FFXIV vibes, I really had such a good time doing this shoot. 😭❤️

#ffxiv #ffxivcosplay

📸: @amiephotos
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Anyway, take care of yourselves y'all. Gonna spend as much time as I can resting until I go back to the work grind on Mon.

Everything that I've been juggling and stressed out over from the last few weeks is finally catching up to me and biting me in the ass. I got sick today, the day I flew back from my business trip...and I've somehow managed to avoid getting sick for over a year until now. 😭

I luv Chiitan 🥺❤️

Some transgender people see only darkness in front and behind them.

The current climate is especially accelerating this.

Transgender people just want to love the people they love and live their lives as themselves.
Let's all join hands and change the world🫶🌏🫶

They are, and I am even more terrified of having my dog miss this latest medication now because of the life threatening side effect that could come with it. Ugh. Pets are so unconditionally loveable and we don't deserve them. I do hope that she'll eventually be happy and relatively healthy again.

Anyway just brain vomit from me because it's been a really, really long day with little sleep, me thinking it was going to be a normal exam, on top of prepping for next week's travel...

I love Peanut...a lot. Despite her health issues (urinary incontinence/leaky bladder and seizures), she's brought me so much love and joy. I think today's low platelet count and how this new med (prednisone) can really fuck her up if we suddenly stop giving it has me terrified for my dog.

Me, remembering things I did from 15 years ago in bed last night:
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Gaia Online
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My dumb ass didn't realize that this paint was drying out quite a bit, so I'm salvaging as much as I can from it with water 💀 Here we go though, accountability/productivity/WIP stream!

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