Ugh

Just going to share this: I had a brief but very dark thought while lying in bed trying to get back to sleep. You can probably guess it. Reached over, my dog was there, and I gave her a little scratch between the ears and remembered no matter what, she needs me here. So I have to stave off despair.

I play video games. Mostly just Diablo 4 (still mad they "fixed" evade), and Counter Strike. I watch way too much anime. I listen to music... Idk. This doesn't matter, just saying things so that I feel better at this point I guess. I hope my friends don't find me here 😅

Maybe I'll rewatch Parks and Rec. Leslie K to the N to the O P E is the dopest little shorty in all of Pawnee

Indiana

I'm not really sure what I'm going to use this for but I needed to get away from other social media. I feel so lost. I wish I had the energy to dive head first into a new hobby that will consume my every waking moment, but I'll probably just sit around and worry instead.