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thread :3
February 10, 2025 at 7:52 PM
literally how fucking hard is it to respect a boundary holy shitttt
February 9, 2025 at 10:03 PM
chat i might own a cat tomorrow
February 7, 2025 at 9:42 PM
what if i just mia'd at this point
February 5, 2025 at 7:00 PM
on top of the cat dying ive had to deal with so much other shit recently i am not ok
February 5, 2025 at 5:40 PM
well that felt really "i dont give a fuck"-y.

like you said some stuff that upset me, said "mb" only, with no actual apology after i mentioned it kinda violated a boundary i had set 2 days ago, "it was a joke", then i elaborate on the boundary and get no response

my bad i guess
February 4, 2025 at 9:09 PM
feels like life is throwing everything at me right now to make sure i am as miserable as possible
February 2, 2025 at 5:21 PM
im in a spot where they both want their alone time and to hang out together but it will always leave me feeling lonely and left out. i think my feelings are valid but i need to find ways to comfort myself on my own cause otherwise im gonna spiral constantly due to some of the things i know.
February 2, 2025 at 3:42 PM
i dont think i can emphasise how difficult it is to manage myself and friendships when 2 of my best friends started dating

even outside the emotional stuff ive gone through as a consequence, i have to manage the emotions of feeling left out, feeling like a third wheel, like less of a priority etc.
February 1, 2025 at 2:46 AM
sobbing without tears it hurts os bad
January 25, 2025 at 12:06 AM
i feel so crushed to the soul i cant even describe it
January 24, 2025 at 7:21 PM
why am i so insecure about my friendships mannnnnnnnnnnnnn

its acutally causing so much mental pain for me
January 23, 2025 at 8:47 PM
i dont know if its fair to feel like ive "gotten the short end of the stick" but it does feel like it sometimes

its the absence of sap towards me in the trio that bugs me the most to be honest, given the other two get so much from each other and myself and i feel like im just there to give.
one intrusive thoguht has instantly killed my mood and made me absolutely bawl my eyes out since it is in some way true

and i hate that to death
January 13, 2025 at 3:35 AM
one intrusive thoguht has instantly killed my mood and made me absolutely bawl my eyes out since it is in some way true

and i hate that to death
January 12, 2025 at 4:21 AM
lifes good i feel good.
January 1, 2025 at 3:03 AM
:3
December 28, 2024 at 6:44 PM
what gender am i? fuck knows
December 21, 2024 at 2:11 AM
i might be overthinking but it always feels like a no or "idk" for me and a yes if the same thing is asked by the other
December 16, 2024 at 7:20 PM
friendship anxiety is rising again
December 16, 2024 at 4:51 PM
still feel really weird about it im ngl
i feel. so uncomfortable knowing this information. like so uncomfortable.
December 15, 2024 at 7:46 PM
im so relieved
December 15, 2024 at 3:54 AM
i feel. so uncomfortable knowing this information. like so uncomfortable.
December 15, 2024 at 1:27 AM
god today turned around

great yap and astro bot win fuck yeah

i feel so good rn
December 13, 2024 at 4:24 AM
i love how im doomposting on priv as if im absolutely miserable rn whereas im actually just vibing. like i feel mostly fine rn
December 12, 2024 at 10:43 PM
well on the positive side everything has been written down in the journal
December 12, 2024 at 10:36 PM