Was in the middle of writing it when my hand decided to nearly drop my phone. I honestly feel the same way as it's hard for me to get motivated to practice drawing. Sorry if this seemed random.

Honestly, same

That reminds me of how most (not all, thankfully) of my para pros used to take my questioning (I never got out of that phase) as me being disrespectful, which confused me. I can relate to you to a degree, but I was lucky enough to not have to experience that. My mom fought a lot for me growing up.

I also have a case of Cerebral Palsy that makes it so I can't walk, but in practically my entire time in the school system, the people assigned to assist me basically treated me like I was neurotypical. I honestly hated it because there were times where I felt like I didn't fit in properly.

I'm sorry if this is random, but I'm autistic too (high-functioning with ADD) and I just wanna say I can relate to this to some degree, having experienced a similar thing in middle school (which was honestly a rough time all around for me). I'm quite introverted as well, but I hope you feel better.

I also have no idea how to start drawing as I just get stopped because of my perfectionism, so any pointers in the comments would be nice too.