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CJ🌻
@abstractstorks.bsky.social
Indigiqueer Anarchist. Writer. Disabled (chronic illnesses). 50yo Human Bean.
TTRPG Solo Play. Vegetarian Cooking. Dreams.

Menominee ❤︎ Oneida ❤︎ Hunkpapa Lakota
The last couple months have been really hard and that’s an understatement. Health stress and financial stress and my computer slowing dying stress. Anyone want to tell me something good or joyful that’s happened recently to cheer me up a bit?
November 7, 2025 at 5:47 AM
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Hey, #ttrpg folks. Life update I’m very upset to share: Bas is getting let go from his job today and it’s a serious blow for us in general. I’m currently available for SR and writing work. You can find my rates below and I’m always down for payment plans if needed.

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November 6, 2025 at 7:27 PM
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It's Native American Heritage Month and this is your daily reminder to support Native/Indigenous creators, artists, beaders, authors/storytellers/writers, etc... all year around and not just during Native American Heritage Month!
November 1, 2025 at 2:50 PM
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THIS.

ONLY THIS.
October 23, 2025 at 8:21 PM
The last 3 weeks have been awful. Something is wrong with my stomach/abdomen. I am nauseated and uncomfortable and in pain 24/7. I have a doctor’s appointment on Tuesday. I am scared of not being taken seriously per usual, but I am equally scared of finding out what’s wrong is something really bad.
October 5, 2025 at 6:21 AM
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I really wish I saw more people talking about the flotilla. There are protests erupting right now. I know we’re all tired but for the love of god this is important. Please. You can’t let Arabs and other marginalized people carry this alone, especially given the current state of the US. Please.
October 1, 2025 at 10:30 PM
Found out yesterday our landlord+ his wife are selling their house and building a new one and even worse, they are planning to move into the empty apt. across the hall after the first house sells. We can’t afford our rent because he keeps trying to price us out and now he’s gonna be our neighbor. 😑
September 1, 2025 at 10:33 PM
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Ableism looks like:

Thinking “disabled / immunocompromised / chronically ill people are overreacting when they talk abt COVID”

Not wearing a mask to protect #immunocompromised people

Accessibility & inclusion for people w/ physical disabilities & other disabilities EXCEPT immunocompromised ppl
August 26, 2025 at 7:57 PM
Our rent has gone up $100 so it’s now over $1k. We couldn’t afford it when it was under $1k. We’ve been going without meals and meds and much more. We can’t afford to move. I have been on a waitlist for housing almost as long as we’ve lived here with no end in sight.
August 26, 2025 at 12:39 AM
Experimented in the kitchen and made a delicious pasta tonight. Penne, plums, peaches, lima beans, walnuts, basil, arugula, lemon juice and mozzarella. So good! 😊
August 24, 2025 at 3:31 AM
Back to back migraines last week messed up my sleep schedule so bad. 😖 I haven’t been able to get anything done for two weeks now and I still have zero energy and too much pain. Just trying to stay awake a couple hours longer each day is so difficult. It really feels like an impossible task. 😢
August 23, 2025 at 5:11 AM
Trying to get back into reading despite how tired my brain always is. I want to read, it’s just so hard sometimes. I often wish the sheer excitement I have for all the books could power me though!
August 20, 2025 at 7:44 AM
I could watch Stardew Valley long play videos all day every day
August 19, 2025 at 10:59 PM
These thunderstorms that pop up after an hour and a half of trying to get my computer to turn on are taking me out 😩 three times in the last week!
August 18, 2025 at 4:53 PM
I’m reading a newspaper from 1951 for research and there’s a picture with a blurb about a 13 year old girl (married to a 19 year old) who gave birth to a baby at the end of July. Not that it makes a difference, but she looks so much younger than thirteen. 😢
August 16, 2025 at 7:27 PM
Not a fan of this matcha latte that just tastes like sweetened milk. 😑 There’s a weird graininess with each sip that could be the taro or mochi broken up. My mom almost had a panic attack when getting it, so I feel like I have to drink at least half. It was supposed to be my birthday boba. 😢
August 10, 2025 at 9:19 AM
People, can you please stop using ableist language like it’s no big deal? There are plenty of other words that can convey what you mean without telling everyone how little you care about the disabled and mentally ill. It’s ridiculous how many people I block per day.
August 6, 2025 at 10:00 AM
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Colonizers will destroy the ground beneath their feet just to be able to gloat about "owning" it.
August 1, 2025 at 11:40 AM
My birthday is in three days. The vast majority of my birthdays have been not great or straight up terrible. This year is a big round number. All I really want is a good meal and a decent day. Doesn’t seem like I’m asking for much, does it?
August 1, 2025 at 11:53 AM
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The 12th annual international Gender Census 2025 is now open until at least 30th August 2025!

survey.gendercensus.com

It's for anyone whose gender (or lack thereof) isn't described by the M/F binary. It's short and easy, and results are useful in academia, business and self-advocacy.
July 30, 2025 at 4:02 PM
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If you as a queer person still proudly proclaim u're a fan of a certain book series written by a terf or have ur "house" in ur bio...idk man. What you're signaling to other queer but especially trans people is that you are not safe to be around.
July 29, 2025 at 12:02 PM
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Which groups of people are we willing to sacrifice in the name of our consumption or income? In a free world you would not have to ask yourself that question, but the events of this year should have already made it crystal clear that the choice to take a stand or not IS your answer.
July 27, 2025 at 12:11 AM
Do I really want to fuck my brain up by working on this triggering as hell story and why is it all I can think about?
July 23, 2025 at 12:59 PM
Really trying hard to rally and not let this bad day have the best of me, but I am so tired. Pain is so much worse when I’m sleep deprived, plus I have a headache that just won’t go away and my anxiety is still really bad. Ugh. 😑
July 21, 2025 at 2:09 AM
The carbon monoxide detector we are required to have but don’t actually need woke me up after maybe 3 hours of sleep. Turns out the batteries had crusted over. Needless to say my anxiety is through the roof. Ugh. What an awful start to my day. 😣
July 20, 2025 at 10:18 PM