kindness is a mercy that i often don’t feel deserving of, and at the same time i find myself often thrashing about and wishing i had so much more of it

i hated who i had been, got better for a while, and then eventually the self-loathing returned and i fell off the radar again

ig something is wrong with my brain - i always feel the need to keep my shoes on whenever people start to take notice of my presence

it feels a lot like the time i left tiktok

i saw myself deteriorate during our time together. why did i allow that? and moreover, why did she let me?

a face you shouldn’t show

love thy neighbor

disappearance of sister isabella