Hahaha maybe!

I feel like at this point I have to accept I'm a lightening rod for crap ☹️

And thank you 😊

I'm getting out and mingling and the stories I am collecting are great!😂
Trying to live life again

I would have totally done it buttttttt the guy was a workmate 😂
But to be hit on in a good environment, it feels nice! It's nice to feel attractive and desired, after spending so many years thinking I was anything but

I feel for you 😔 do you get time off soon?

Personally double shifts should be included in the list of cruel and unusual punishment

Do you need me to send the police??

One of the guys at work did "pinch and a punch for the first day of the month" and him just lightly pinching me then tapping my arm had me frozen because it's the first time a man has touched me in forever.

Sex is great n all, but have you been held in a 30 second long hug?
No? Me either.
It's all I want.

I feel like a creep because I'm surrounded by beautiful young men at work and IT KILLS ME, I love off their validation.
I don't want sex, I want to be held by a man, in a way that makes me feel protected and safe.
Not in a way just to get to sex.

Thanks! Its actually been therapeutic to talk to siblings about what our childhood was actually like. Realising we experienced some awful shit. It's sad but freeing to know I am not alone

There's volunteering at the weekly park run. I dunno. I think I need to hit up therapy and do some of that shit before attempting human interactions

In Australia, they treat access to therapy like it's access to pain killers and addictive drugs
Like "oh no no no, we don't want you getting hooked on therapy! It's a crutch!"