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apropoetic.bsky.social
@apropoetic.bsky.social
it just sucks... i dont feel like i can talk to anyone. its pointless to even try talking to family. i have no friends. of the maybe 1 or 2 people online whove offered, idk... it just doesnt feel right and idk how to explain. i have no one to help me
January 3, 2026 at 9:33 PM
already had 1 dr appt this month and have 6 more scheduled for this month alone but im honestly debating cancelling them all. i dont feel like i have it in me to do this anymore
January 3, 2026 at 9:24 PM
Why do I feel like tomorrow we are only going to get a sternly written letter from Chuck Schumer read aloud...
If America recovers... it will probably take decades to undo the harm that fat orange prick has done.
January 3, 2026 at 10:03 AM
look, i know we all need a reason to celebrate but dont get mad at me for thinking 2026 will just be more 2025. adding 1 to the year doesnt cast a magical spell. theres nothing happening in my life or the world for me to think next year is going to be better.
December 31, 2025 at 3:49 PM
As someone who is disabled and diabetes has ravaged my body much like it did my father who died at 45, MAHA would be great... if it had any intention of actually making America healthy or followed any actual reputable science. America desperately needs a legit crusade against the industries...
December 30, 2025 at 7:08 AM
whats even the point of social media when nobody gives a shit if you exist? like genuinely?
December 27, 2025 at 7:13 PM
like... what the fuck are you supposed to do when every single attempt to relate to people just makes you more of an outsider?
December 27, 2025 at 7:00 PM
reading the news makes me sicker than the gasoline fumes i just inhaled
December 26, 2025 at 7:01 PM
22 years...
I miss you dad.
December 26, 2025 at 9:51 AM
Really appreciate the citizens on Bluesky who practically make it a point to push everyone away when they finally decide to make the transition here. Being insufferable and self-righteous surely is the way to make this platform grow and bring about the tipping point... 🙄
December 25, 2025 at 4:32 PM
You know... after my dad died it was years before I even got rid of his bed. Would walk by the same room every day and see the same bed I found him on. The bed is gone but the house still almost the same and I walk by that same room still every day.
December 24, 2025 at 4:49 AM
honestly, i think im just too mentally unstable to be around anyone. right now im thinking maybe on christmas and the day after i should just sit alone in my dad's room in the same place where i found him 22 years ago. what difference does it make. im stuck in time anyway
December 22, 2025 at 9:24 PM
It's crazy how the far right is generally so antisemitic... except when it relates to Israel. I always assumed it was just because they hate brown people more (which is true) but with Israel there seems to be more to it. The degree to which they bend the knee to Netanyahu is wild.
December 22, 2025 at 4:36 PM
forever realizing i will never feel comfortable anywhere... i will never fit in or be comfortable around others and i will never feel ok or be comfortable alone. no place will ever feel right.
December 21, 2025 at 3:44 AM
I think the Epstein Files have been drawn out so long and politicized so much that some people seem to have forgotten that at its core it is about child sex trafficking. I feel like some people have fallen into thinking it is just some political nonsense.
December 21, 2025 at 2:36 AM
You know, it's funny how many of the "filthy, worthless, evil whores" (as the right wing calls them) I regularly see on my timeline raising funds for charities, donating goods or their own money or time to charitable causes or even running their own animal shelters/sanctuaries.
December 19, 2025 at 10:37 PM
The "Holiday Season" is when humans show you what they really are... garbage. Screaming, shouting, fighting, driving like they are the only person who matters, will literally run your ass down for a discount or to get to their Christmas dinner on time. Good tidings my ass.
December 19, 2025 at 10:00 PM
What if social media sites made you wait X amount of time then confirm your post before sending it? How many ignorant ass, impulsive posts do you think we could avoid having to see?
December 18, 2025 at 10:02 PM
We live in a society that loves to victim blame. Even many of you who think you don't do it, do it. Think about all the times someone was taken advantage of and you put forth more shame on them than those who took advantage of them.
December 17, 2025 at 9:32 PM
It's interesting how you can tell some right wingers can discern right from wrong when you describe a situation to them but redact the names of the people involved. When the bias of names/parties is removed, suddenly some of them end up betraying themselves with their choice of who's right and wrong
December 16, 2025 at 10:38 PM
can someone please give me a reason?

i'll let you interpret that and answer however you so choose.
December 14, 2025 at 7:57 PM
fuck man... there isn't a single thing about me, not a single thing ive said or done, that im not completely embarrassed by
December 11, 2025 at 2:52 AM
im such a miserable asshole. i totally get why nobody likes me.
December 10, 2025 at 3:03 AM
You know... there's one person that this world might need more than anyone else right now and that's Fred Rogers, but I don't know if another one could ever be produced...
December 7, 2025 at 8:47 AM
I guess I forgot to mention, I've now had xrays on my lumbar and cervical spine but not thoracic. My lumbar spine showed vertebrae slipping, disc degeneration and mild arthritis. Now I learned my cervical spine shows straightening, narrowing disc space and bone spurs.
December 3, 2025 at 4:45 AM