sam
@arcanemailman.bsky.social
hi I‘m Sam, I write I draw I get too intense about fiction. I’m on here to talk to myself but really I should be in therapy. 20s 🪼 she/her
point is. they weren’t lying when they said The Less You Do The Less You’ll Want To Do because I do not want to do shit this week. I’m meeting friends for coffee and theatre tomorrow and know we’ll have the best time but why doesn’t god let me rot alone in my apartment instead. why must he be cruel
February 17, 2024 at 3:26 AM
point is. they weren’t lying when they said The Less You Do The Less You’ll Want To Do because I do not want to do shit this week. I’m meeting friends for coffee and theatre tomorrow and know we’ll have the best time but why doesn’t god let me rot alone in my apartment instead. why must he be cruel
girl I’m going through at obsessions at lighting speed rn as bad coping mechanism it’s insane help. I’ll get obsessed with sth for 5 days and do nothing else and then forcibly remove it from my life and move on to the next thing. hyperfixation speed strats for real
February 17, 2024 at 3:15 AM
girl I’m going through at obsessions at lighting speed rn as bad coping mechanism it’s insane help. I’ll get obsessed with sth for 5 days and do nothing else and then forcibly remove it from my life and move on to the next thing. hyperfixation speed strats for real
nothing quite like the neck pain that build up while I’m menstruating and constantly curled up in agony plus not even feeling shit until I stop taking ibuprofen and it all hits at once. girl help
January 31, 2024 at 10:35 PM
nothing quite like the neck pain that build up while I’m menstruating and constantly curled up in agony plus not even feeling shit until I stop taking ibuprofen and it all hits at once. girl help
still haven’t finished the last chapter of this fic btw. I want this story to be done so badly but writing this feels like pulling teeth I want it to be easy 🥲 like it’s actually not insanely hard I’m just not used to putting plot in a last chapter
January 26, 2024 at 12:23 PM
still haven’t finished the last chapter of this fic btw. I want this story to be done so badly but writing this feels like pulling teeth I want it to be easy 🥲 like it’s actually not insanely hard I’m just not used to putting plot in a last chapter
reading Guards Guards for the first time right now and I get why people love it so much. Good fucking book I’m having a great time
January 26, 2024 at 12:08 PM
reading Guards Guards for the first time right now and I get why people love it so much. Good fucking book I’m having a great time
last highlights from last night. I audibly gasped when Kim called him Harry. also Kim being so done with this conversation was so fucking funny
January 26, 2024 at 12:04 PM
last highlights from last night. I audibly gasped when Kim called him Harry. also Kim being so done with this conversation was so fucking funny
I was fully convinced he was about to die in this moment btw. he was fine had a great time and Kim was proud of him and THEN he almost died by uncomfortable chair right after. ALMOST
January 26, 2024 at 12:01 PM
I was fully convinced he was about to die in this moment btw. he was fine had a great time and Kim was proud of him and THEN he almost died by uncomfortable chair right after. ALMOST
game said Kim is proud of me 😭😭 sure this game has a million good themes but mainly I’m playing Kim Kitsuragi Friendship Simulator
January 25, 2024 at 9:34 PM
game said Kim is proud of me 😭😭 sure this game has a million good themes but mainly I’m playing Kim Kitsuragi Friendship Simulator
about to die from Uncomfortable Chair in disco elysium. I thought everyone was just joking about that Help
January 25, 2024 at 9:08 PM
about to die from Uncomfortable Chair in disco elysium. I thought everyone was just joking about that Help
bro I live under the roof it is fucking ARCTIC IN HERE IMMEDIATELY the things we do for low rent so help me god. I have to move this year I HAVE to
January 24, 2024 at 12:09 AM
bro I live under the roof it is fucking ARCTIC IN HERE IMMEDIATELY the things we do for low rent so help me god. I have to move this year I HAVE to
my heat is fucking broken for the third time this winter I’m going to start committing unspeakable things to my landlord
January 24, 2024 at 12:08 AM
my heat is fucking broken for the third time this winter I’m going to start committing unspeakable things to my landlord
but now I know I’ll be able to write this one and it won’t even be insanely hard to do!
January 22, 2024 at 7:03 PM
but now I know I’ll be able to write this one and it won’t even be insanely hard to do!
I wrote 2k today yayayay!!! I always feel like writing a chapter is impossible until I just do it. And then when it’s finished and I need to write the next I think I won’t be able to again. Endless circle of self doubt
January 22, 2024 at 7:02 PM
I wrote 2k today yayayay!!! I always feel like writing a chapter is impossible until I just do it. And then when it’s finished and I need to write the next I think I won’t be able to again. Endless circle of self doubt
ending posts etc with ‘this is my final message’ is so fucking funny it cracks me up every single time. we should all do it more often I’m sure it’d never get old ever.
January 22, 2024 at 3:57 PM
ending posts etc with ‘this is my final message’ is so fucking funny it cracks me up every single time. we should all do it more often I’m sure it’d never get old ever.
I want to write some outsider POV flashbacks for the last chapter of this story but literally idk what they’d be about like. I already wrote all scenes and conversations I need that’s why the story is almost over jdjfjfkf help
January 19, 2024 at 10:56 AM
I want to write some outsider POV flashbacks for the last chapter of this story but literally idk what they’d be about like. I already wrote all scenes and conversations I need that’s why the story is almost over jdjfjfkf help
sensory issues I get from longer hair vs short hair making me both broke & cold: fight
January 18, 2024 at 5:58 PM
sensory issues I get from longer hair vs short hair making me both broke & cold: fight
CAN YOU TELL I DONT WANT TO EDIT THIS APPLICATION. help
January 18, 2024 at 5:01 PM
CAN YOU TELL I DONT WANT TO EDIT THIS APPLICATION. help
this is apropos nothing but one of my favourite enjoltaire fanfic moments of all time is in a modern AU when a mutual friend introduces them to each other and R fully laughs in their face and goes “oh fuck YOU” (bc they knew what they’re doing) and Enjolras is like excuse me???
January 18, 2024 at 4:54 PM
this is apropos nothing but one of my favourite enjoltaire fanfic moments of all time is in a modern AU when a mutual friend introduces them to each other and R fully laughs in their face and goes “oh fuck YOU” (bc they knew what they’re doing) and Enjolras is like excuse me???
ok turns out I’m ovulating which explains absolutely everything about today
January 18, 2024 at 4:42 PM
ok turns out I’m ovulating which explains absolutely everything about today
in theory “staying in bed for a while and reading good fanfic” sounds like a good cozy idea. but watch out
January 18, 2024 at 4:21 PM
in theory “staying in bed for a while and reading good fanfic” sounds like a good cozy idea. but watch out
I’m finishing and sending off my “please just let me take care of your trees PLEASE” application today I’m speaking it into existence
January 18, 2024 at 4:16 PM
I’m finishing and sending off my “please just let me take care of your trees PLEASE” application today I’m speaking it into existence
got groceries which was fine and the drive was fun (& safe) but also I met my landlord and had to listen to him being racist <3 I have to move out of this building I HAVE to
January 18, 2024 at 4:10 PM
got groceries which was fine and the drive was fun (& safe) but also I met my landlord and had to listen to him being racist <3 I have to move out of this building I HAVE to
I genuinely think this might fix me in the long run though. I’m constantly ashamed of a million things all the time like as a person so being hit with Sorry Cop really fucked me up in a good way
January 18, 2024 at 2:28 PM
I genuinely think this might fix me in the long run though. I’m constantly ashamed of a million things all the time like as a person so being hit with Sorry Cop really fucked me up in a good way
starting disco elysium definitely made me worse btw. like as a person. also I’m so afraid all the time that kim might disapprove of me and also I’m not being weird enough I think. immediately got hit with the Sorry Cop title of shame
January 18, 2024 at 2:18 PM
starting disco elysium definitely made me worse btw. like as a person. also I’m so afraid all the time that kim might disapprove of me and also I’m not being weird enough I think. immediately got hit with the Sorry Cop title of shame
I kinda need groceries but also do I want to drive my car through snow sludge. no. although. might be fun might make me feel alive you know
January 18, 2024 at 2:15 PM
I kinda need groceries but also do I want to drive my car through snow sludge. no. although. might be fun might make me feel alive you know