★ash.alder★
@ash-alder.bsky.social
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𖤐 I make (a lot of) stuff. 𖤐 𖤐 Spitefully positive. 𖤐 𖤐 Founder/producer Law of Names Media𖤐 𖤐 Probably not a faerie prince. 𖤐 𖤐 e/eir textually, he/him verbally𖤐 https://ashseguinte.lawofnames.com/
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ash-alder.bsky.social
Hey! I'm ash.

I make stuff, & get excited about other stuff.

Currently making ARG-adjacent audio fiction, the graphics & ephemera associated with them, & the occasional fan project, & doing a whole lot of yelling about other people's work.

I'm also the entity behind @lawofnames.com
A brown oak tree with green leaves and spreading branches. wooden slats have been nailed to the trunk to make a ladder The front porch of a partially completed tract house. The house is framed and has plywood walls. Stacks of black roofing tiles are on the roof. The picture has been scratched and scribbled on in white A neon sign of a green hand, palm toward the camera, holding a neon pink diamond. The words Law of Names are printed in lighter pink in the wrist of the hand
ash-alder.bsky.social
I did a ton of grown up job working today, mostly finishing up various projects that have needed the last couple things, but also knocking down one big thing I had been procrastinating and stressing about. I should get all the adult worker points.
ash-alder.bsky.social
Not a scam. Called the company independently. While they can't give me any info about the account b/c I'm not the account holder & can't verify info, they /can/ tell me it is a legit notice, that amount is owed, & they haven't been paid in several months.

Property people are working on it, I guess?
ash-alder.bsky.social
It /may/ be a scam? I /hope/ it's a scam? But if it is, it is one well-done and thorough scam, because the letter is exceedingly official-seeming and for a real company, including real company info, addresses, and phone numbers.

Property people are looking into it now.
ash-alder.bsky.social
Sooooooooo.

Guess whose landlord stopped paying the water bill (which said landlord is responsible for) at least 3 months ago?

Guess who got a final shutoff notice in the mail today?

Guess who has to call tomorrow & sort it out & ask if they ALSO stopped paying sewer & trash.

I am so tired.
ash-alder.bsky.social
Not yet.

The notice was "pay in full by X date or water gets shut off." I defaulted to it being a scam, but I've seen these kinds of letters thru work, & it's a legitimate format at the very least.
ash-alder.bsky.social
It /may/ be a scam? I /hope/ it's a scam? But if it is, it is one well-done and thorough scam, because the letter is exceedingly official-seeming and for a real company, including real company info, addresses, and phone numbers.

Property people are looking into it now.
ash-alder.bsky.social
Sooooooooo.

Guess whose landlord stopped paying the water bill (which said landlord is responsible for) at least 3 months ago?

Guess who got a final shutoff notice in the mail today?

Guess who has to call tomorrow & sort it out & ask if they ALSO stopped paying sewer & trash.

I am so tired.
ash-alder.bsky.social
(To be clear, it is in our lease that they handle those bills. The cost is included in our rent. We don’t have access to the accounts even if we wanted to pay them ourself. Ahhhhh.)
ash-alder.bsky.social
Sooooooooo.

Guess whose landlord stopped paying the water bill (which said landlord is responsible for) at least 3 months ago?

Guess who got a final shutoff notice in the mail today?

Guess who has to call tomorrow & sort it out & ask if they ALSO stopped paying sewer & trash.

I am so tired.
ash-alder.bsky.social
Alright. This /might/ be depression. It also could be a completely normal reaction to my life recently.

God I'm tired.
lawofnames.com
I had grand plans for writing a ton today. This did not happen.

Alas.
ash-alder.bsky.social
I would like my dad to not be dead.
ash-alder.bsky.social
I'm mad at myself for whining about this on social media, but I'm finding that I'm getting so up in my head about everything right now if I don't externalize it /somewhere/ I might explode.

The past 6 months have been a lot over here, & I'm low on resilience.
ash-alder.bsky.social
I'm not burnt out on writing and creating things. But I'm starting to get close to it on attempting to do that creation with anyone else because right now, it feels like I put out a ton of work and energy with very, very little return on it, & that makes me tired.
ash-alder.bsky.social
I want to listen to & read your stuff! But it kind of sucks when people get annoyed at me for taking a while, or just not having energy to do it. & it sucks worse to have to have my own requests for feedback turned down, or just entirely ignored.
ash-alder.bsky.social
I've been feeling really... creatively & collaboratively under-appreciated, lately? I love getting to work with other people. I love getting to be excited about their work, & yelling about it.

But it's so seldom that is reciprocated, & frequently feels expected or required & that feels not great.
ash-alder.bsky.social
I would just like to say that I was not intoxicated or in any sort of altered state when I posted this. Their heads are really just so small.
ash-alder.bsky.social
cats’ heads are so small. why are they so small. tiny heads.
ash-alder.bsky.social
cats’ heads are so small. why are they so small. tiny heads.
ash-alder.bsky.social
The sad thing, though, is that some of this is a normal and reasonable reaction to the state of the world.

But I need to function, which means I need to sleep, whether the world is burning down or not.
ash-alder.bsky.social
Third night in a row of sleep-ruining nightmares, plus the third or fourth week of them at least every third night. I think it’s time to see about getting the nightmare meds adjusted.
ash-alder.bsky.social
I think Douglas Adams wrote something about this…..

: )
toddedillard.bsky.social
daughter just told me every Friday her class has a “burial” for the pencils too small to be sharpened anymore 😭😭 one of her classroom jobs is to give the eulogy 😭😭 THERE IS A SMALL COFFIN 😭😭😭😭
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rissavoices.bsky.social
"Why don't you just move?!"

Do YOU have the means to start over elsewhere?

Do you have a passport?

Do you have the money to pay bills for a year?

Do you have housing and guaranteed employment??

No. OKAY. That's not what this is about so please for anyone spreading this rhetoric, STOP IT.
ash-alder.bsky.social
I was talking to someone about this yesterday— the fact that being successful and making money aren’t really tied together in audio drama.

(whole thread is super interesting too)
gralefrit.bsky.social
It also looks bad if they give the awards to enormous corporate pods every time. Because the public consumption of the medium doesn’t look like that. People would ask where the indies were. But podcasting is a weird business where micro-budget creators do well, without making money.
ash-alder.bsky.social
please. please do not allow this fate to come to pass.
kingmakerpod.bsky.social
If we don't make it to the goal we'll kill Telesphore, AND we WON'T kill Dieter.
profcoppermane.bsky.social
Everyone fund this or Telesphore dies. I’ve recorded the scene and it’s grisly
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valeriehalla.dicot.moe
human sex hormones are lifesaving medication etc etc etc but i also think you should just be allowed to play with them without having to ask for permission first. what’s the fucking point of a cyberpunk dystopia where you can’t even impulse buy some cross-sex hormone therapy at the gas station
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mjohnharrison.bsky.social
you used to be able to wildly burn the old you at midnight, now you have to sort the fragments so they can be cast into the correct bin at the municipal dump, somehow it's not the same vibe
ash-alder.bsky.social
This remains the most fucked up thing I’ve written this far. It’s good! But a lot.
lawofnames.com
You heard that right, folks! A penny! One single cent! That’s all! Over one hundred mechanical marvels for you to experience for only one penny each!

Professor Pandemonium’s Peculiar Panoply, episode 10: Laffin’ Sal’s Mechanical Museum

pnc.st/s/professor-...
A stained advertisement.  A picture of a seductively dressed old fashioned woman is in the top right. In the top left is a man looking into a mutascope. The top left reads “MEN ONLY” the bottom left reads “Laffin’ Sal’s Penny Arcade. Educational moving pictures. Artist reference studies”
ash-alder.bsky.social
Really, I think one of the reasons that all I am able to work on right now is cyberpunk noir is that contemporary horror is too close to the current reality horror which I can do absolutely nothing about.
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rissavoices.bsky.social
Having a safety plan at the ready in case ICE decides to get stupid? ✅️

I can't control the actions of weirdos cosplaying government agents or using stolen valor like it's men's bathroom vending machine cologne, but...

I can make podcasts, write, & make music.

I can do these things, so I will. ✨️🖤