hello motherfucks (gm)

so this might be true, the insight i needed

i have made a huge list of things to evaluate, in order to engage in world building, check it out

"if you got what you wanted, don't for a second think something good has happened"

i have most things i could ask for, but i am in a lot of pain

my pain stems from not knowing where to spend my energy and time on, after i quit work, i have a huge list of options but nothing is enchanting enough

hypothesis: even if it feels terrible, don't forget your life is merely a movie being projected on a screen, and you're merely the watcher, don't succumb to identifying with the doer or having doership, but "wait" and you will "do" the right thing at the right time