Silver is also going nuts

that big dip during the first year of covid makes me choke up. fuck. RIP, and i'm beyond grief that so many died from our public health negligence. just.... Fuck.

It looks like it's been scrubbed from every official 60 Minutes page now.

It's only a 30-second promo but here it is if you didn't get a chance to see it.

I want to commit suicide very very much. It's unbearable to be in this completely broken body. I wish there was some other way.

I couldn't remember if I ever had a nicknames for him and he said that I used to call him Stoner McBoner hahahaha That makes sense. I used to be so funny and have a lot of fun! The nightmare of the past 5 years really drained it out of me but I hope I can get it back

If I didn't swear I'd have no strength at all

I've been surrounded by assholes for so much in my life.

I hope I have a good time tomorrow visiting Mike.
I hope he has a good time. I hope we can spend time together and that it is fun for us.

Or else I'll just be alone again

Clearly it is me that is the fool.
I am so bad at Life. Tasks. Figuring out how to put furniture in a room. Every goddamn thing. It so fucking embarrassing.
I fucking hate being autistic. Christ I'm dumb. Now I'm thinking about times in the past and just now realizing I was being ridiculed. Ugh