Thinking about how I absolutely thought I would die on Wednesday without him and now planning my next theater production 3 days later. Realizing I’m wild codependent in relationships so I really thrive flying solo

I can’t sleep so I’m watching a Nicole Kidman movie with 2.5 stars. He bought us Popeyes for dinner per my request and that #picklelemonade ain’t no joke.

I’m working on writing out our love story from the past 5 years as part of my #gratitudeandgrief process and feel very excited for what might be next. He’s currently snoring next to me and it’s insane to think about how much I’ll miss this sound when we are living apart and alone for the first time.

He unceremoniously signed a lease after alluding to a reconciliation but I am grateful that he was able to what I couldn’t and what’s best for both of us right now. We were getting extremely toxic during conflict due to a convo of a mood disorder (me) and occasional alcohol abuse (him).

You a real one😂😂😂

Hiii lol what’s good over here😂 send me good accounts 2 follow plz🙏🏿🧎🏾‍♀️

Working from home I ended up smoking 2 grams a day and eating 10-15 grams in edibles😩 I can’t be high at my new job so I’m way down but still need it to sleep.

Were you buying from a dispensary and did you try edibles instead or pairing with cbd? Cbn? Not to be that guy but just curious in case this happens to me someday.

I had to quit for a job for 5 days and thought I was going to die😭 but it also showed me how dependent I was