What it came down to was being lost, intense familial pressure, desiring a sense of belonging, and community when I had never felt I had any.
And after that, fear. Crippling fear.
I didn’t stay because I believed. I stayed because I was afraid. Fear is an idol too.
What it came down to was being lost, intense familial pressure, desiring a sense of belonging, and community when I had never felt I had any.
And after that, fear. Crippling fear.
I didn’t stay because I believed. I stayed because I was afraid. Fear is an idol too.