sometimes i find myself suspended in time by my own disbelief that a tankie is actually speaking in my presence; it’s like that magical moment when you see a deer close up but like with the deer turning to say “Stalin did nothing wrong”

Administrators asked ChatGPT the specific language of Iowa’s new law, “Does [book] contain a description or depiction of a sex act?”

If ChatGPT said yes, the book was removed from the library.

imagine being so dumb you ask me, a returning charter school teacher, a job i famously bitch about for being exploitive, a school system I famously do not stfu about, whether i have a union

i wonder why im depressed as both my period and return to work loom over my horrible body that i have to talk to a doctor about seemingly once a month now?

i seen a series of posts that are like “u can choose not to be Traumatized” and then ive been watching the nxivm docuseries where KR says the same thing over and over to his followers. i know differentiation is possible but wow, the nightmares.

how it feels to read simone de beauvoir in 2023

I go about a lot of my life sort of like Godzilla and that is good in one way bc I tend to get what I want but then it’s bad bc I’m sooo careless and then totally confused if I actually get hurt like WTF BRO U PIERCED MY DINOSAUR SKIN

bringing any and all cis men before my chainsmoking front porch support tribunal slash housemates for their collective wisdom and judgment before electing to so much as text back

why am i full-time employed with “benefits” throwing up bile from the stressy financial burden of being alive? why can’t i be healthy? why does my rent take my entire paycheck and car repairs and medical bills take the other entire paycheck? ive lived off of rice cakes and applesauce for a month

my family medical history does nothing but aggressively indicate that i am in the twilight of my life

I think it’s possible to be overly theory-brained about a piece of art to the point that you remove any risk of it affecting you, making your critique of it detached and uninteresting. I say this as a person who reads a lot of theory and definitely sometimes has this problem!

new message; same meme of barbie in the shinji chair

cleaning out my purses looking for a little vial of lsd and finding two different room keycard holders from hotels i know i never stayed in. one says “Zeus” (scratched w a pen). o messy life. Zeus fucked me at the marriott

when i post nudes it is a massive liability, when my famous choreographer friend does it she’s creating new career opportunities. one day i will find my dream job

at my parents house being a lovely little invalid

im tired of my ex-husband emailing me the same link to this psychology today overview of splitting in bpd. i just sent him to the wikipedia page for DARVO and knife emoji. rabbit season/duck season. we’ll shoot from our armchairs

there’s like 4-6 reasons for me not to kill myself that i still believe