Eli Payne
@bl00dyval3ntin3.bsky.social
24•He/Him•Queer and taken (11/10/21)💋♥️
Probably spiraling into an endless abyss or something like that
Probably spiraling into an endless abyss or something like that
I’ve never met someone as GENUINELY riddled with mental health issues as our ex roommate and friend. The fact that someone went to THAT extent and ALSO wanted to kill us after respectfully telling him to leave our home, is FUCKING insane.
August 7, 2025 at 7:07 AM
I’ve never met someone as GENUINELY riddled with mental health issues as our ex roommate and friend. The fact that someone went to THAT extent and ALSO wanted to kill us after respectfully telling him to leave our home, is FUCKING insane.
My partner and I genuinely, and legitimately evaded getting murdered. We let a friend and roommate know that we couldn’t afford to keep paying his way after 6 months of him not paying rent, and that he needed to leave. He DESTROYED, our home, and stole our things. (1)
August 7, 2025 at 6:57 AM
My partner and I genuinely, and legitimately evaded getting murdered. We let a friend and roommate know that we couldn’t afford to keep paying his way after 6 months of him not paying rent, and that he needed to leave. He DESTROYED, our home, and stole our things. (1)
Not to be full of myself but like…I think I deserve a little vanity every now and then. I’m hot as FUCK
August 3, 2025 at 4:27 AM
Not to be full of myself but like…I think I deserve a little vanity every now and then. I’m hot as FUCK
I’m on a 135 day streak with Finch >:)). I haven’t missed a single day since getting the app. It sounds dumb as FUCK to say that an app has changed my life but I’m being so dead serious when I say that it has. I’ve never been so consistent with hygiene and self care before🥺🥺
May 1, 2025 at 2:20 AM
I’m on a 135 day streak with Finch >:)). I haven’t missed a single day since getting the app. It sounds dumb as FUCK to say that an app has changed my life but I’m being so dead serious when I say that it has. I’ve never been so consistent with hygiene and self care before🥺🥺
Just gushing about my wonderful spouse. For the first time in a really, reallyyyyy long time I don’t feel the need to mask how I feel. I don’t feel the need to change who I am at my core. And it feels so good. They don’t need me to think and be exactly like them. They love me as I am!!🥺♥️
February 28, 2025 at 12:32 AM
Just gushing about my wonderful spouse. For the first time in a really, reallyyyyy long time I don’t feel the need to mask how I feel. I don’t feel the need to change who I am at my core. And it feels so good. They don’t need me to think and be exactly like them. They love me as I am!!🥺♥️
Because I have to eat before I take my meds, tonight’s very late boy dinner consists of: Salami, cream cheese, imitation crab, and a single cold hot dog
February 7, 2025 at 5:39 AM
Because I have to eat before I take my meds, tonight’s very late boy dinner consists of: Salami, cream cheese, imitation crab, and a single cold hot dog
Going to a local hardcore show made me remember how much I love my community. Everyone is so kind, so tight knit, so involved and fighting for the same cause. My local punk scene is a family and I wouldn’t want it any other way.
January 26, 2025 at 3:46 AM
Going to a local hardcore show made me remember how much I love my community. Everyone is so kind, so tight knit, so involved and fighting for the same cause. My local punk scene is a family and I wouldn’t want it any other way.
I’ve been playing Dark Souls with my dad and my spouse for 7 hours so far tonight. I’m gonna tear my hair out this is IMPOSSIBLE. We’ve been at the same place for a total of 15 hours😀😀.
January 25, 2025 at 7:55 AM
I’ve been playing Dark Souls with my dad and my spouse for 7 hours so far tonight. I’m gonna tear my hair out this is IMPOSSIBLE. We’ve been at the same place for a total of 15 hours😀😀.
Took a needed break from working out to put focus towards things that are higher priority, but I finally feel like I can add lifting back in. Slowly but surely I’m getting myself back into my routine!
January 21, 2025 at 5:38 PM
Took a needed break from working out to put focus towards things that are higher priority, but I finally feel like I can add lifting back in. Slowly but surely I’m getting myself back into my routine!
Catch me training my brain with Carolina reapers. I’ll take a little sliver any time I want to hit a vape
January 19, 2025 at 10:37 PM
Catch me training my brain with Carolina reapers. I’ll take a little sliver any time I want to hit a vape
If I get nicotine cravings, I’m just gonna start chugging hot sauce. I’m gonna become a spicy pepper FIEND
January 19, 2025 at 10:35 PM
If I get nicotine cravings, I’m just gonna start chugging hot sauce. I’m gonna become a spicy pepper FIEND
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ok but how am i supposed to fall asleep without watching one or two hundred 20 second videos
January 19, 2025 at 3:54 AM
ok but how am i supposed to fall asleep without watching one or two hundred 20 second videos
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Just making sure that everyone is aware of this crab that NOAA scientists found
January 19, 2025 at 1:39 PM
Just making sure that everyone is aware of this crab that NOAA scientists found
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We definitely in a Black Mirror episode
January 19, 2025 at 4:54 AM
We definitely in a Black Mirror episode
I’m so angry, and it’s not just because of tiktok. I’m angry because we live following the word of the 1% who don’t care about our freedoms at ALL and never have. No one in the government cares about us. They care about how fat their wallets are. I’m angry because in their eyes, we are nothing.
January 19, 2025 at 5:19 AM
I’m so angry, and it’s not just because of tiktok. I’m angry because we live following the word of the 1% who don’t care about our freedoms at ALL and never have. No one in the government cares about us. They care about how fat their wallets are. I’m angry because in their eyes, we are nothing.
I already knew the government was corrupt, but within the past few months I’ve become debilitatingly aware of just how corrupt it is. I’m so insanely tired of how we live. US citizens are brainwashed and it’s fucking infuriating that the government gets away with it.
January 19, 2025 at 5:15 AM
I already knew the government was corrupt, but within the past few months I’ve become debilitatingly aware of just how corrupt it is. I’m so insanely tired of how we live. US citizens are brainwashed and it’s fucking infuriating that the government gets away with it.
TikTok was not a threat to national security. CHINA has TikTok banned. The CEO of TikTok is a Singaporean man. The US wanted it gone because it’s a company owned by someone outside of the US. It’s all for money. ANYTHING the US government does is about money.
January 19, 2025 at 4:40 AM
TikTok was not a threat to national security. CHINA has TikTok banned. The CEO of TikTok is a Singaporean man. The US wanted it gone because it’s a company owned by someone outside of the US. It’s all for money. ANYTHING the US government does is about money.
This country is a giant corporation. And I’m genuinely so fucking sick of it
January 19, 2025 at 4:37 AM
This country is a giant corporation. And I’m genuinely so fucking sick of it
Is is the BEST feeling ever having a partner, and a best friend rolled into one😭♥️
January 19, 2025 at 1:59 AM
Is is the BEST feeling ever having a partner, and a best friend rolled into one😭♥️
Does anyone have any tips for quitting nicotine? I’ve been trying for MONTHS now and it feels impossible😭. I get like. Right before the big jump of not using it at all, and then it all comes crashing down. It’s so hard when it’s so easily accessible :((
January 17, 2025 at 3:14 PM
Does anyone have any tips for quitting nicotine? I’ve been trying for MONTHS now and it feels impossible😭. I get like. Right before the big jump of not using it at all, and then it all comes crashing down. It’s so hard when it’s so easily accessible :((
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January 17, 2025 at 12:37 AM