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nonsense and unreviewed personal dumping ground
More mouse stuff. I wanna post on main when these are finished... soon...
January 30, 2026 at 9:16 PM
Working and going to school leaves me very little time to write and draw, which I hate, but I can't deny that the time is better spent this way. Being online constantly was making me genuinely bitter and insane and awful to be around, and my life is better without the Internet in my head 24/7
January 28, 2026 at 3:08 PM
I have this horrible affliction known as having a crush on someone and then ruining it instantly when I let my feelings out around them. Being kind of cold and mysterious has been the winning strategy for me
January 25, 2026 at 5:09 PM
Sitting in my warm blanket cocoon dreading going to work in the -10 degree weather. O God... please close my workplace for exactly one night...
January 23, 2026 at 8:36 PM
My day is brightened when I see good paw art
January 23, 2026 at 3:07 AM
I like to fool around with my mouse lately. This is an internal conversation
January 23, 2026 at 12:11 AM
I notice everyone wants to have sex with Scooby Doo lately. Not judging, it's just interesting
January 22, 2026 at 12:11 AM
Ok self indulgent musings on turning 30 because I know I'll forget to do it tomorrow/won't care by then:

1. I feel older and more mature than I ever have. I feel like I have permission to be confident and stuck in my ways now

2. Scary! Time goes so quickly! Just yesterday I was 25!
January 21, 2026 at 12:42 AM
When you're making a left at a green light and correctly (!!!) yielding to oncoming traffic and the car behind you honks 🙄

I'm not killing myself so you can avoid being mildly inconvenienced for ten seconds Harold
January 20, 2026 at 9:33 PM
I made it! I'm putting work completely out of my mind now. It's cold and windy today and my house is freezing. I wish I had someone to cuddle but alas
January 19, 2026 at 3:30 PM
Working my double this weekend... There's like a foot of snow... And it's close-open... Pain... Pain...
January 17, 2026 at 7:11 PM
Anyway, it's not that I'm entirely uninterested in sex but I need it framed in a certain way to get into it. I've heard it described as brakes vs accelerators and I have more of the former than the latter. Oh I also need to be completely relaxed with someone and we can't jump right into it
January 17, 2026 at 2:41 PM
I want to talk about this on an nsfw account because I saw someone say the same thing some time ago. But it's hard to shake the pressure to perform sexuality to avoid questions or making waves, so I tend to just go along with things unless I meet someone in person
January 17, 2026 at 2:31 PM
I made good progress on this but it's on my mind again so I'll vent about it briefly: I have a (somewhat) unique relationship with sex compared to most other gay men and it kind of alienates me when I talk about it with other people
January 17, 2026 at 2:28 PM
"getting over" child abuse isn't really something you just do, but I've made peace with what happened to me and can accept who I am despite it all. That's progress.
January 13, 2026 at 6:40 PM
"I'm miserable and hate life. You know what would fix this? Having a baby"
January 10, 2026 at 7:25 PM
I think it would be received poorly by most furries but I think the Tomcat rat is very cute
January 10, 2026 at 6:01 PM
Reddit is consistently the most miserable place on the Internet
January 10, 2026 at 5:22 PM
January 9, 2026 at 8:22 PM
Treating myself to one (1) vent post:

Being gay is extremely isolating and sucky sometimes (usually). I thought that when I came out I would find like-minded gay men and queer community but honestly I've only ever had luck online. I'm basically closeted atp and my life is arguably better for it :(
January 8, 2026 at 3:25 PM
I'm so glad to have finally internalized "people irl: hey man how's it going" because I think current events would have made me extremely annoying and insane online otherwise
January 5, 2026 at 5:12 PM
A rabbits gotta do what a rabbits gotta do
January 2, 2026 at 7:24 PM
In the beginning, God made a heavenly plant... and its name was cilantro
December 27, 2025 at 1:28 AM
There are "me" problems and "you" problems and I think that the majority of things that bother me are the former. It takes a lot of humility to acknowledge it but I was wrong in trying to get other people to solve those problems for me. I can take it
December 26, 2025 at 6:29 PM
I didn't know who I was so I couldn't be myself. When I stopped trying to be like everyone else my life got a little better
December 26, 2025 at 4:08 PM