That said, I do miss the feeling of being part of a digital community. Being locked in on self improvement is great on paper but it's also kind of (word of the day) Isolating. I miss the little animals in my phone a lot

I would hope for it to at least not be busy but somehow people found a way to get here in the middle of a white out so potentially freezing to death shall not stop them

Thank you :D

5. The normal cringing at your younger self. I could have solved a lot of my problems if I had the mindset I do now

6. I feel optimistic about the future. Cautiously. I'm still getting my shit together but I know myself now and I know I can get what I want if I go steadily

That's all lol

3. I can lock in and think about the future much easier now. That frontal lobe was Not developed lol

4. I'm actually kind of low key worried about spending the rest of my life single. I know 30 is the gay 21 and you don't turn to dust on your 30th birthday lol but still. You Know

I love the look they give me when I honk back lol

Psyching myself up in my car in the parking lot like I'm going to war 😔

I know I'll get through it but oh mein gott!!! Screaming!!!

I'm ready to come back but I absolutely will not post frivolously on main anymore

I am the most sexually gentle and intimate rabbit of all time. You must let me work up to things or I'll run away

For the sake of simplicity I call myself ace/demi and leave it at that. I don't feel like I "look" or "present" as asexual (I have complex thoughts about that) but I can't stand the agony of pretending to be more interested in like, real life physical Sex than I actually am lol

I'm some flavor of asexual, I think, and I enjoy sex through a depersonalized lens (something like "aegosexual" even though I don't like putting too granular a label on it), whereas most guys are bodily and extremely forward. Obviously this makes me feel like a freak sometimes (I know it's fine)

My sexuality is very reserved and specific so I don't actually like talking about it with someone who doesn't like, Get It, which is the majority of gay men I've talked to thus far