I feel most ppl are a product of their environment.

Some can burst out and defy the nature.

Some can't.

I wonder how different I might be had a sibling openly loved me. Would I be different now if my brother ever told me he loved me?

Would I be different without his abuse..?

Coworker: I miss your bird stories.

Me fuckin too 😭

I still feel like I hear her getting into shit all the time, climbing around her cage, clicking her beak, making that little merp noise.

Fuck, man.

#parrotloss

*I'm not in active danger*

Thinking about coping with this pain seems impossible.

I remember settling for bed, lights off, Kindles down, and my husband mentioning something I can't even remember about the bird.

I remember falling asleep crying.

Don't even know if I was dreaming.

#parrotloss

Been working on this for two hours 🫠

#yarnbortion #fiberarts

Iii cannot be the only one simping over #LostBallsGuy HE IS HERE FOR YOU 😭

#WeakInTheKnees #PokemonZA #GIVEUSWILDERNESS

I don't have a problem and there aren't 2 more sets of biggle+little heading my way..

#Capyera

Love love love the way this came out. Harvest Wheat stitch is gorgeous. More than a few cat furs and tears in this, but each stitch is a tiny bit of grief being processed, each fur is love from my babies.

#crochet #YouAreSafeWithMe

Learned the Harvest stitch pattern. Trying to drown out the grief.

#crochet #dellaq #furls #caronyarn

It's just so empty.

Losing a parrot is unlike any other pain I have felt.

When you have to squeeze your way into Mom's lap because there's yarn in the way 😭

#crochet #dellaq #tlyarncrafts #perfectpup