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1 day sober
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1 day sober
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Where do I start?
Phone calls, packing boxes, reading emails?
It's all a big pile of anxiety
Where do I start?
Phone calls, packing boxes, reading emails?
It's all a big pile of anxiety
#gratitude #skylovers #odaat #sobriety #clouds #addiction #recovery
#gratitude #skylovers #odaat #sobriety #clouds #addiction #recovery
My partner and I have 2 beautiful children together, he say he wants to marry me one day. I want to believe him.
I've resigned myself to the fact I will never get married, I don't believe he will actually ask me.
My partner and I have 2 beautiful children together, he say he wants to marry me one day. I want to believe him.
I've resigned myself to the fact I will never get married, I don't believe he will actually ask me.
Open your eyes babe, believe in yourself. ❣️
Open your eyes babe, believe in yourself. ❣️
My guitar has sat there collecting dust for years while i have been in a constant stupor.
I wish alcohol wasn't attached to these things I love.
Everything would 'be better' with a beer in hand. How do you break these bonds?
My guitar has sat there collecting dust for years while i have been in a constant stupor.
I wish alcohol wasn't attached to these things I love.
Everything would 'be better' with a beer in hand. How do you break these bonds?
One last hoorah syndrome?
I need therapy
One last hoorah syndrome?
I need therapy
Seems to be a trigger, cooking and sunset always spark the urge.
Seems to be a trigger, cooking and sunset always spark the urge.
This online journal is looking shabby so far.
Head is feeling fuzzy and I have so much cleaning and packing to do.
Just remember, you get more done when you don't drink.
When you drink nothing gets done.
This online journal is looking shabby so far.
Head is feeling fuzzy and I have so much cleaning and packing to do.
Just remember, you get more done when you don't drink.
When you drink nothing gets done.
🖤 Lost my job BC my car broke down (delivery driver)
🖤My baby boy died, Dozer my beloved great dane
🖤 Partners contact ended, no work.
🖤 Brother in law got arrested for abusing my MIL
🖤 Lease ended and wasn't renewed, facing homelessness
🖤 Plates stolen off car
🖤 Lost my job BC my car broke down (delivery driver)
🖤My baby boy died, Dozer my beloved great dane
🖤 Partners contact ended, no work.
🖤 Brother in law got arrested for abusing my MIL
🖤 Lease ended and wasn't renewed, facing homelessness
🖤 Plates stolen off car
I miss that girl, the one who had energy and life. Going diving with friends at the reef. Organising days out at the beach and parks. We have such beautiful parks and waterways, no longer am I able to rouse myself to plan anything.
Please grant me the strength 🙏
I miss that girl, the one who had energy and life. Going diving with friends at the reef. Organising days out at the beach and parks. We have such beautiful parks and waterways, no longer am I able to rouse myself to plan anything.
Please grant me the strength 🙏
I don't have to open it, or touch it, or drink it.
I don't have to open it, or touch it, or drink it.
Day 1 again.
God please give me the strength.
Day 1 again.
God please give me the strength.
What happened to all the pep talks? All the journalling?
I tell myself I don't want it but I'm not feeling it!
I have lists, charts, notes from my sober self.
I was sober 2 years!! Longest streak.
Can I have the pink cloud again
What happened to all the pep talks? All the journalling?
I tell myself I don't want it but I'm not feeling it!
I have lists, charts, notes from my sober self.
I was sober 2 years!! Longest streak.
Can I have the pink cloud again
Why am I so weak, why am I like this. Dumb bitch.
Why am I so weak, why am I like this. Dumb bitch.
What if I did?
💥 Hangover
💥 Smoke a packet
💥 Waste money
💥 Have to start again
What if I did?
💥 Hangover
💥 Smoke a packet
💥 Waste money
💥 Have to start again
Close the app, do not order that wine.
Stop trying to convince your partner to get wine so you can 'have a sip'.
Day 3
Close the app, do not order that wine.
Stop trying to convince your partner to get wine so you can 'have a sip'.
Day 3
Heart racing.
Ten minutes I'm going to wait, see how I feel then.
😭
Heart racing.
Ten minutes I'm going to wait, see how I feel then.
😭
What drink did you replace alcohol with? #soberfriends #sobriety #sober
I'm thinking icy cordial but i'd love to find healthier options.
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What drink did you replace alcohol with? #soberfriends #sobriety #sober
I'm thinking icy cordial but i'd love to find healthier options.
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