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Bunny 🖤
@bonesober.bsky.social
Addiction ✨ recovery ✨ hope

ᴼⁿᵉ ᵈᵃʸ ᵃᵗ ᵃ ᵗⁱᵐᵉ
Though being a very difficult day I'm glad to say I made it.
1 day sober

✌️
February 5, 2025 at 9:31 AM
Today feels different. Im furiously cleaning the house trying to distract myself.

#sobriety #sober #odaat
February 4, 2025 at 4:26 AM
Yesterday was a fail, had a few beers while packing up the house.
February 4, 2025 at 4:25 AM
The walls are closing in. I need to find the strength.
Where do I start?
Phone calls, packing boxes, reading emails?
It's all a big pile of anxiety
February 2, 2025 at 10:46 PM
Overwhelmed but recklessly optimistic
#soberiety #odaat #recovery #addiction #sober
February 2, 2025 at 12:37 PM
Treated to a tasty sunset, always reminds me of fairy floss and better times.
#gratitude #skylovers #odaat #sobriety #clouds #addiction #recovery
February 2, 2025 at 8:19 AM
Sitting in the porch having a coffee when this guys tarts laughing at me. 🌞 #kookaburra #nature #sobriety #odaat
February 2, 2025 at 3:26 AM
I threw the goonbag in the freezer
Day 1

#sobriety #sober #recovery #addiction #odaat
February 2, 2025 at 3:17 AM
February 1, 2025 at 1:12 PM
Since I was a little girl I've always dreamed of getting married. I still want to.
My partner and I have 2 beautiful children together, he say he wants to marry me one day. I want to believe him.
I've resigned myself to the fact I will never get married, I don't believe he will actually ask me.
February 1, 2025 at 12:29 PM
How can one be so aware of this, yet continue to self destruct.
Open your eyes babe, believe in yourself. ❣️
February 1, 2025 at 7:34 AM
Music is my passion, I love all kinds of music but metal in particular.
My guitar has sat there collecting dust for years while i have been in a constant stupor.
I wish alcohol wasn't attached to these things I love.
Everything would 'be better' with a beer in hand. How do you break these bonds?
January 31, 2025 at 10:35 AM
Why does my drinking accelerate when I decide to be sober/?

One last hoorah syndrome?

I need therapy
January 31, 2025 at 10:26 AM
Remember when hubby said dinner tastes better when I don't drink.
Seems to be a trigger, cooking and sunset always spark the urge.
January 31, 2025 at 3:06 AM
Day 1 again

This online journal is looking shabby so far.
Head is feeling fuzzy and I have so much cleaning and packing to do.
Just remember, you get more done when you don't drink.
When you drink nothing gets done.
January 31, 2025 at 3:05 AM
So far in 2025:
🖤 Lost my job BC my car broke down (delivery driver)
🖤My baby boy died, Dozer my beloved great dane
🖤 Partners contact ended, no work.
🖤 Brother in law got arrested for abusing my MIL
🖤 Lease ended and wasn't renewed, facing homelessness
🖤 Plates stolen off car
January 30, 2025 at 12:56 PM
I was sober for 2 years.

I miss that girl, the one who had energy and life. Going diving with friends at the reef. Organising days out at the beach and parks. We have such beautiful parks and waterways, no longer am I able to rouse myself to plan anything.

Please grant me the strength 🙏
January 30, 2025 at 12:51 PM
Another box of wine 😭

I don't have to open it, or touch it, or drink it.
January 30, 2025 at 8:47 AM
Regret.

Day 1 again.

God please give me the strength.
January 30, 2025 at 6:13 AM
Another bottle inbound.

What happened to all the pep talks? All the journalling?

I tell myself I don't want it but I'm not feeling it!

I have lists, charts, notes from my sober self.

I was sober 2 years!! Longest streak.

Can I have the pink cloud again
January 29, 2025 at 11:46 AM
I got a cask of cheap ass Pino.

Why am I so weak, why am I like this. Dumb bitch.
January 29, 2025 at 9:41 AM
My whole body feels like pins and needles, the anticipation, the anxiety, the anger.

What if I did?

💥 Hangover
💥 Smoke a packet
💥 Waste money
💥 Have to start again
January 29, 2025 at 8:10 AM
Don't drink girl.
Close the app, do not order that wine.

Stop trying to convince your partner to get wine so you can 'have a sip'.

Day 3
January 29, 2025 at 7:14 AM
I drove past the bottle shop. Really want a wine now, can't get it out of my head.
Heart racing.
Ten minutes I'm going to wait, see how I feel then.

😭
January 29, 2025 at 6:45 AM
Usually I have a drink in my hand. Instead I've been chugging coffee like a madman, I need to find a replacement before I OD on caffeine.

What drink did you replace alcohol with? #soberfriends #sobriety #sober

I'm thinking icy cordial but i'd love to find healthier options.

💖✌️
January 29, 2025 at 3:16 AM