I have to be around abuser today after 1 year of being free . I am struggling
December 29, 2025 at 7:31 AM
I have to be around abuser today after 1 year of being free . I am struggling
im locked ut of my own goddamn mind. it unfair. i cant think i cant journal i cant draw nothing is being able to be let out just so i dont have a mental breakdown its so frustrating
im not a child i shouldnt be gatekept from my own brain i hate it
im not a child i shouldnt be gatekept from my own brain i hate it
December 6, 2025 at 7:27 PM
im locked ut of my own goddamn mind. it unfair. i cant think i cant journal i cant draw nothing is being able to be let out just so i dont have a mental breakdown its so frustrating
im not a child i shouldnt be gatekept from my own brain i hate it
im not a child i shouldnt be gatekept from my own brain i hate it
and i hate that i am constantly physically shaking since this sinking feeling started!
December 6, 2025 at 7:26 PM
and i hate that i am constantly physically shaking since this sinking feeling started!
i dont want a new mask to be a robot. i want to feel emotions. i hate that i am unable to let myself have that grief, that i have to focus on being focused. wahtever that means
December 6, 2025 at 7:25 PM
i dont want a new mask to be a robot. i want to feel emotions. i hate that i am unable to let myself have that grief, that i have to focus on being focused. wahtever that means
i refuse o except i am splitting. i dont know if its happened, happening or just edging closer i dont want it to . but i am so. not. here.
December 6, 2025 at 7:24 PM
i refuse o except i am splitting. i dont know if its happened, happening or just edging closer i dont want it to . but i am so. not. here.
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The girl that time forgot #brainbunnies
The girl that time forgot #brainbunnies
October 26, 2025 at 12:39 AM
CW: suicidal ideation, intentionally vague discussion of trauma, distress
The girl that time forgot #brainbunnies
The girl that time forgot #brainbunnies
I hope Les is doing alright, he's been quiet ☁️
November 20, 2025 at 3:09 PM
I hope Les is doing alright, he's been quiet ☁️
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if 1 mor person fucks me over I'm just gonna fkin dig a ditch and live there 4ever. I soooooo don't gaf but im pissed anyway . whatever no one ever tells the truth
August 31, 2025 at 10:29 PM
if 1 mor person fucks me over I'm just gonna fkin dig a ditch and live there 4ever. I soooooo don't gaf but im pissed anyway . whatever no one ever tells the truth
have this terrible thing in our mind where if we're not earning money and numbers go down because god forbid we live and buy things to live and sustain ourselves .
everyone's mind is full of intrusive horrible thoughts about how we'll d1e
everyone's mind is full of intrusive horrible thoughts about how we'll d1e
July 19, 2025 at 9:52 PM
have this terrible thing in our mind where if we're not earning money and numbers go down because god forbid we live and buy things to live and sustain ourselves .
everyone's mind is full of intrusive horrible thoughts about how we'll d1e
everyone's mind is full of intrusive horrible thoughts about how we'll d1e
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July 18, 2025 at 12:46 PM
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July 18, 2025 at 12:28 AM
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its okay. i know it was out of love
July 17, 2025 at 3:47 AM
its okay. i know it was out of love
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[there's only one, so lets share]
the piece from my print club this month! you can get it here! ko-fi.com/s/7b998c2e31
the piece from my print club this month! you can get it here! ko-fi.com/s/7b998c2e31
June 18, 2025 at 9:59 PM
[there's only one, so lets share]
the piece from my print club this month! you can get it here! ko-fi.com/s/7b998c2e31
the piece from my print club this month! you can get it here! ko-fi.com/s/7b998c2e31
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day 5 artfight attack for @astrolyglot.bsky.social! revenge for doing chibis of my guys >:3c
July 6, 2025 at 7:10 PM
day 5 artfight attack for @astrolyglot.bsky.social! revenge for doing chibis of my guys >:3c
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I think somewhere along the line if this whole.. messy situation split bpd and plurally. I think I hate them, or some part of me does. but that's okay, I'm safe and I have those who love me around me
July 17, 2025 at 2:17 PM
I think somewhere along the line if this whole.. messy situation split bpd and plurally. I think I hate them, or some part of me does. but that's okay, I'm safe and I have those who love me around me
our sys structure has altered (pun intended) a bit but to visualise is hard :P
July 15, 2025 at 1:49 PM
our sys structure has altered (pun intended) a bit but to visualise is hard :P