Butterfly Zan
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Home Depot wanted holiday cheer, got a whole-ass choir calling out their partnership with ICE instead…
November 29, 2025 at 6:18 AM
Home Depot wanted holiday cheer, got a whole-ass choir calling out their partnership with ICE instead…
I would like to go home and sleep. I wonder if it's the weather. I've been flared up for a month now. I want to write too but I'm so tire...
September 24, 2025 at 4:52 PM
I would like to go home and sleep. I wonder if it's the weather. I've been flared up for a month now. I want to write too but I'm so tire...
This is not my week. Period back after 6 months of freedom. I feel gross. And 2 fucking Speeding tickets, one of which I wasn't fucking Speeding for.
September 24, 2025 at 1:31 PM
This is not my week. Period back after 6 months of freedom. I feel gross. And 2 fucking Speeding tickets, one of which I wasn't fucking Speeding for.
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Everything hurts. I need to be dipped in Biofreeze and wrapped in bandages. Pain and stress. Want to scream.
July 24, 2025 at 9:11 PM
Everything hurts. I need to be dipped in Biofreeze and wrapped in bandages. Pain and stress. Want to scream.
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I don't know who needs to hear this, but you're wonderful and enough.
July 19, 2025 at 7:31 PM
I don't know who needs to hear this, but you're wonderful and enough.
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![Does anybody know how to lower the difficulty settings on this level of chronic illness? [pic of a dead star character]](https://cdn.bsky.app/img/feed_thumbnail/plain/did:plc:dbzmdmsaz6lkhb4tv3culzme/bafkreifb5oc6d26si4fmrgrmvpw6n5msdbcrbu4fnz6abetmmepohl4vwu@jpeg)
Feeling less like I'm being choked now that I have meds. still exhausted. sleeping late tomorrow before eye appointment. need new glasses.
July 8, 2025 at 6:13 PM
Feeling less like I'm being choked now that I have meds. still exhausted. sleeping late tomorrow before eye appointment. need new glasses.
I just want to scream. Two nights straight of nightmares and no sleep. I hurt everywhere. I want to cry and scream and hit things and hide. I also want to throw up, my head hurts and it feels like something is wrapped around my throat so I'm short of breath :(
July 8, 2025 at 1:59 AM
I just want to scream. Two nights straight of nightmares and no sleep. I hurt everywhere. I want to cry and scream and hit things and hide. I also want to throw up, my head hurts and it feels like something is wrapped around my throat so I'm short of breath :(
Today in My Body Is Weird: My knees feel loose. Like I'm wobbly on my feet, body trying to go in ways I am NOT telling it to go. Which should be impossible, because one of my knees is fricking metal and plastic, it cannot BE loose! And yet, I've almost fallen half a dozen times today.
July 4, 2025 at 8:17 PM
Today in My Body Is Weird: My knees feel loose. Like I'm wobbly on my feet, body trying to go in ways I am NOT telling it to go. Which should be impossible, because one of my knees is fricking metal and plastic, it cannot BE loose! And yet, I've almost fallen half a dozen times today.
Just waiting for the Tangerine Terrorist to attempt to annex Vatican City and declare himself Pope...
April 21, 2025 at 6:54 PM
Just waiting for the Tangerine Terrorist to attempt to annex Vatican City and declare himself Pope...
My job is public facing. People are already mean enough
April 2, 2025 at 9:54 PM
My job is public facing. People are already mean enough
I'm not vain. I'm really not. But my teeth? I just...my damn front tooth. And if I had the $ to fix it and knew the fix would work? At least I could save up. But dental work fails on me. Over and over, so I spend &still end up losing the tooth. I can't lose a front tooth!
April 2, 2025 at 9:52 PM
I'm not vain. I'm really not. But my teeth? I just...my damn front tooth. And if I had the $ to fix it and knew the fix would work? At least I could save up. But dental work fails on me. Over and over, so I spend &still end up losing the tooth. I can't lose a front tooth!
The lupus is attacking my teeth and I am so upset. It had been my back teeth but now its a front tooth. Seeing specialist next week, but I have very little $ and the bill will likely be 1k+. I'm ashamed. I know it's vain, but fuck it leave my teeth alone! I can't loose this damned tooth!
April 2, 2025 at 9:49 PM
The lupus is attacking my teeth and I am so upset. It had been my back teeth but now its a front tooth. Seeing specialist next week, but I have very little $ and the bill will likely be 1k+. I'm ashamed. I know it's vain, but fuck it leave my teeth alone! I can't loose this damned tooth!
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March 26, 2025 at 6:08 PM
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Anima meets Animus. The oldest story in the world.
January 4, 2025 at 1:45 AM
Anima meets Animus. The oldest story in the world.
PMS during perimenopause hits HARD. I want to punch everyone and everything. With knives.
March 19, 2025 at 5:40 PM
PMS during perimenopause hits HARD. I want to punch everyone and everything. With knives.
It is frigging freezing. I'm in bed and so cold 🥶. My toes? Icy. Ugh. Need someone to warm me up. Ugh.
February 20, 2025 at 3:14 AM
It is frigging freezing. I'm in bed and so cold 🥶. My toes? Icy. Ugh. Need someone to warm me up. Ugh.
I know I'm not alone in this, but my mental health keeps me from following what's actually happening in the news lately. Which is a switch for me, because I'm typically a new junkie. But every time I peek and I see the Tangerine One has done something else...panic. So, I'm avoiding. Hard.
February 15, 2025 at 7:35 PM
I know I'm not alone in this, but my mental health keeps me from following what's actually happening in the news lately. Which is a switch for me, because I'm typically a new junkie. But every time I peek and I see the Tangerine One has done something else...panic. So, I'm avoiding. Hard.
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SCOOP: A US Treasury threat intelligence analysis has designated DOGE staff an ‘insider threat'. An internal email reviewed by WIRED calls DOGE staff's access to federal payments systems “the single biggest insider threat risk the Bureau of the Fiscal Service has ever faced.”
A US Treasury Threat Intelligence Analysis Designates DOGE Staff as ‘Insider Threat’
An internal email reviewed by WIRED calls DOGE staff's access to federal payments systems “the single biggest insider threat risk the Bureau of the Fiscal Service has ever faced.”
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February 7, 2025 at 7:47 PM
SCOOP: A US Treasury threat intelligence analysis has designated DOGE staff an ‘insider threat'. An internal email reviewed by WIRED calls DOGE staff's access to federal payments systems “the single biggest insider threat risk the Bureau of the Fiscal Service has ever faced.”
At last, my wrecked car nightmare is over! Today, I picked up my new car, a Buick Encore. She's cherry red and her name is Dahlia. She's very nice, drives so easy and I'm looking forward to having a car that's *mine* instead of a rental. Getting used to pushing a button, instead of a key
January 28, 2025 at 1:32 AM
At last, my wrecked car nightmare is over! Today, I picked up my new car, a Buick Encore. She's cherry red and her name is Dahlia. She's very nice, drives so easy and I'm looking forward to having a car that's *mine* instead of a rental. Getting used to pushing a button, instead of a key
I need a mani/pedi so bad and my normal salon I'd closed...so I am braving the salon that blasts Faux News. Pray for me.
January 25, 2025 at 4:46 PM
I need a mani/pedi so bad and my normal salon I'd closed...so I am braving the salon that blasts Faux News. Pray for me.
My Nova died today. She was at the vet's office and passed. I think she did it so I wouldn't have to make the choice to put her to sleep. She had encephalitis. There was nothing we could do. She was a good, sweet kitty who loved me and Gramma very much and our house feels much emptier tonight.
January 18, 2025 at 2:22 AM
My Nova died today. She was at the vet's office and passed. I think she did it so I wouldn't have to make the choice to put her to sleep. She had encephalitis. There was nothing we could do. She was a good, sweet kitty who loved me and Gramma very much and our house feels much emptier tonight.
stop paying for the rental. Money would give me a damned down payment on a new car and I could just wait for the insurance to do the damned payout. But I currently have negative money. Fuck me, I'm screwed. I think the cat isn't going to make it and it's just because I don't have the fucking money
January 17, 2025 at 1:31 AM
stop paying for the rental. Money would give me a damned down payment on a new car and I could just wait for the insurance to do the damned payout. But I currently have negative money. Fuck me, I'm screwed. I think the cat isn't going to make it and it's just because I don't have the fucking money
I'm going to have a panic attack. I can feel it building right now and I don't know what to do about it. It's always money! It's always lack of money that does this to me. Money would get the cat to the vet. Money would help pay for the car rental longer, even if the insurance company decides to
January 17, 2025 at 1:30 AM
I'm going to have a panic attack. I can feel it building right now and I don't know what to do about it. It's always money! It's always lack of money that does this to me. Money would get the cat to the vet. Money would help pay for the car rental longer, even if the insurance company decides to