Flock of crows
@cambioncrow.bsky.social
Alt, regular vent account
Plural stuff and ventings and being sassy to one another
Plural stuff and ventings and being sassy to one another
Herald is just pushing the contingent self esteem across the fronting counter at me, and with his other hand is pushing the "devaluation/idealisation" binary across the counter at me as well and staring into my soul
January 31, 2026 at 8:01 PM
Herald is just pushing the contingent self esteem across the fronting counter at me, and with his other hand is pushing the "devaluation/idealisation" binary across the counter at me as well and staring into my soul
Stuck in the weird place of "I'm being messed with" and "it's not real. It's not real they're not real nothing happened don't look at it it's not real"
January 30, 2026 at 6:41 AM
Stuck in the weird place of "I'm being messed with" and "it's not real. It's not real they're not real nothing happened don't look at it it's not real"
Gonna need people to stop speaking for me :)
January 29, 2026 at 10:00 PM
Gonna need people to stop speaking for me :)
And that, ladies enbies and gentlemen, is the fastest that my CEO and COO have ever checked my Instagram stories after I've uploaded things
January 26, 2026 at 8:43 PM
And that, ladies enbies and gentlemen, is the fastest that my CEO and COO have ever checked my Instagram stories after I've uploaded things
Oh my god work is so fucked I'd really hoped something would be different but no, 2 more people are off sick and they're only just starting new folks wtf
January 25, 2026 at 9:34 AM
Oh my god work is so fucked I'd really hoped something would be different but no, 2 more people are off sick and they're only just starting new folks wtf
"And yet again we learn that Nerezza was abused as a child."
January 23, 2026 at 6:11 PM
"And yet again we learn that Nerezza was abused as a child."
I'm in pain and I'm angry and dysphoric and triggered it's probably just safer to ignore me for a week and then I'll go back to normal
January 23, 2026 at 10:56 AM
I'm in pain and I'm angry and dysphoric and triggered it's probably just safer to ignore me for a week and then I'll go back to normal
Fantastic fantastic so on top of everything I'm hurting my girlfriend too awesome fuck my stupid fucking life
January 23, 2026 at 10:55 AM
Fantastic fantastic so on top of everything I'm hurting my girlfriend too awesome fuck my stupid fucking life
I don't want to sleep. I want to be better. I want to be good enough. I want to be fine again. I want to be normal. I want to prove him wrong. I want the life I promised myself that I could have without them. And they're fucking ruining everything even now. I'm never going to be free of them
January 23, 2026 at 3:24 AM
I don't want to sleep. I want to be better. I want to be good enough. I want to be fine again. I want to be normal. I want to prove him wrong. I want the life I promised myself that I could have without them. And they're fucking ruining everything even now. I'm never going to be free of them
I'm gonna end up fucking unemployed again this isn't fucking fair I'm doing the best I can and it's not good enough and I hate it. It's not my fucking fault
January 23, 2026 at 2:46 AM
I'm gonna end up fucking unemployed again this isn't fucking fair I'm doing the best I can and it's not good enough and I hate it. It's not my fucking fault
Lol. Lmao even
Me: let's put together a board to explain how I feel-
Pinterest: you were SA'd
Me: God, everyone's got an opinion these days
Pinterest: you were SA'd
Me: God, everyone's got an opinion these days
January 21, 2026 at 12:46 AM
Lol. Lmao even
I don't like the way he slid that NPD acronym across the fronting console at me with the attitude of a cat knocking a glass full of water off the table just to see it smash. I don't like that. I don't like that you did that
January 17, 2026 at 11:06 PM
I don't like the way he slid that NPD acronym across the fronting console at me with the attitude of a cat knocking a glass full of water off the table just to see it smash. I don't like that. I don't like that you did that
You can tell that he's around because I'm being sassy on social media again
January 17, 2026 at 11:05 PM
You can tell that he's around because I'm being sassy on social media again
Reminding myself that it is not healthy to view myself as a concept or function, I have to actually accept myself as a full organic human being who has had experiences and disappointments and attachments and a history and a physical form. Ew. Gross. My permanence disgusts me
January 17, 2026 at 10:44 PM
Reminding myself that it is not healthy to view myself as a concept or function, I have to actually accept myself as a full organic human being who has had experiences and disappointments and attachments and a history and a physical form. Ew. Gross. My permanence disgusts me
It's funny how some of the key criticisms he had of me were "you're not peaceful"
"you just fall into things without making decisions"
"you're not being real"
"you don't know who you are"
"you're not being you"
and every single one of them were symptoms of the CPTSD and DID that he caused
"you just fall into things without making decisions"
"you're not being real"
"you don't know who you are"
"you're not being you"
and every single one of them were symptoms of the CPTSD and DID that he caused
January 16, 2026 at 12:10 PM
It's funny how some of the key criticisms he had of me were "you're not peaceful"
"you just fall into things without making decisions"
"you're not being real"
"you don't know who you are"
"you're not being you"
and every single one of them were symptoms of the CPTSD and DID that he caused
"you just fall into things without making decisions"
"you're not being real"
"you don't know who you are"
"you're not being you"
and every single one of them were symptoms of the CPTSD and DID that he caused
I wish I could eat a full meal sometimes
January 6, 2026 at 10:22 PM
I wish I could eat a full meal sometimes
Of course today is the day that a colleague comes in smelling like Fraggle of course it's today
January 5, 2026 at 9:49 AM
Of course today is the day that a colleague comes in smelling like Fraggle of course it's today
Oh so we ALL have trauma don't we 😂
January 2, 2026 at 9:49 AM
Oh so we ALL have trauma don't we 😂
I find it fairly funny that anyone who follows our alts is probably more up to date and informed on our life than we are. We do not know what's going on. We do not remember. And we can only read back over so many posts per day reasonably speaking
January 1, 2026 at 9:14 PM
I find it fairly funny that anyone who follows our alts is probably more up to date and informed on our life than we are. We do not know what's going on. We do not remember. And we can only read back over so many posts per day reasonably speaking
Maybe I don't want to spill my guts today and have another earth shattering realisation about my traumatic past. Maybe I just want to kill tyranids and quiet the screaming in my head a little
January 1, 2026 at 9:13 PM
Maybe I don't want to spill my guts today and have another earth shattering realisation about my traumatic past. Maybe I just want to kill tyranids and quiet the screaming in my head a little
I don't usually dream, or if I do it gets wiped soon after I wake up but the last few nights I've been waking up from dreams as if they've scared me so I'm gonna guess memories are shifting around
January 1, 2026 at 2:37 AM
I don't usually dream, or if I do it gets wiped soon after I wake up but the last few nights I've been waking up from dreams as if they've scared me so I'm gonna guess memories are shifting around
I really hope my co-host is okay
January 1, 2026 at 2:32 AM
I really hope my co-host is okay
I gotta swallow so much of my own fucking toxicity sometimes, it would be way too easy to go on a villain arc and it'd be nobody's fault but mine
December 31, 2025 at 4:24 PM
I gotta swallow so much of my own fucking toxicity sometimes, it would be way too easy to go on a villain arc and it'd be nobody's fault but mine
why am I fucking crying what the fuck what is wrong with me
December 31, 2025 at 3:35 PM
why am I fucking crying what the fuck what is wrong with me