Hey
It's okay

Your Chatter is being a bitch to you, don't talk to my friend like that :<

I remember I used to lie in bed at night and not know which way was up, everything would be spinning and it made me feel so nauseous

Gonna need some other people to stop messing with my thoughts and emotions because I'm fairly sure that's going on too

do you know how frustrating it is being your headmate sometimes

God I fucking hate him

Maybe they're right maybe I fucking hate me too, would I even know at this point

Someone needs to just hit me over the head with a shovel I need to be unconscious rn

"You should stick to benefit fraud as blackmail really isn't your style" god I hate him I fucking hate him I was so happy with myself that I'd gotten off benefits as soon as I could and I'd never claimed since. I was so self satisfied and smug and now I'm considering doing exactly that

I hate them so much, I hate the fact that I can hear exactly what they would be saying to me in my head about this whole thing and how it would be proof to them that I'm letting my anger ruin my life and I need to forgive them and repent and go back and stop with the benefit fraud and stop lying and

I just want to be fucking normal. I just want to prove to myself I can do it. I want to help people. I want to be something more than this

You're always important

You are also a people