and it’s the hardest thing I’ve ever had to do. To be abused so horrifically and so publicly while being mocked and lied about and daily being encouraged to kill myself to “make the world a better place” and yet here I am… still fighting, still smiling, still loving, still breathing.

I never in my wildest dreams thought any of what happened was possible, or that it would happen to me.

I lived the worst case scenario. I’m still trying to put my life back together

me murdered then tried to trick me into going to meet him (he was impersonating someone else) at a certain location, maybe to kill me, and when that plan fell through he killed himself the next week.

any of this was possible and I never thought it could happen to me. I never knew that so many evil people existed. I never knew so many people would find it funny and literally enjoy trying to publicly abuse me to death. I never knew someone I thought was a caring friend would actually try to have

The stalking and harassment was constant. It seemed like he never slept.

When you watch documentaries like Unknown Number, please remember that these are real nightmares that real people have had to survive. I absolutely never knew

publicly spread insane lies. According to DMs sent to me, the goal was to “destroy my life and never stop.”

My stalker was creating fake social media accounts to monitor me, send me messages, and to spread lies about me by sending DMs and posting comments about me.

He did all of this while impersonating other people to attempt to frame others for his crimes. It was only a year ago that I learned my stalker’s true identity.

In addition to his direct attacks on me, my stalker communicated with various people to.

recording me in my home, using spyware to monitor all of my communications, harassing me and nearly everyone I knew and had regular interactions with, impersonating me, and attacking every part of my life from my business to my family and friends.

The sheriff’s detective told me in an email in April that I was the victim of the craziest stalking case she had ever worked and to never let anyone make me believe otherwise. The stalker worked his way into every aspect of my life, tracking my locations,

Now I’m posting long-form content and discussing things I prefer to test out on the patrons first. 😁

I have the *other* Patreon too. I’ll hide that link and discount somewhere in this thread. 😂
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Obviously I’m not asking for your answers to every single question, just what stands out to you the most based on your own life experiences, education, previous experiences with people suffering abuse, etc.

Any thoughts? I’m processing a lot and curious what others would have to say.

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What opinion do you have about people abandoning her? What sort of things would you advise she do to get help, to be heard, to get her bills paid, to maintain some kind of normalcy in life, to stay alive and as healthy as possible, and to heal when the crimes cease?

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Next part of the question:
What would you say to anyone in her life who won’t believe her? What would you say to the people who see her suffering and take advantage of her for various selfish reasons? What would you say to people who blame her for the crimes happening to her?

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her friendships, her family relationships, her dating life, her outlook on the future, her finances, her will to live, etc.? What ways would you expect she might behave that are different from what is normal for her? How might you see her personality change?

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threat always lingering so she is constantly on alert that it’s going to happen again at any time and she’s powerless to stop it), how do you expect this to impact her life? How do you expect it would impact her ability to work, to care for herself, her mental health, her perception of reality,
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