Carlee
carlee1001001.bsky.social
Carlee
@carlee1001001.bsky.social
Mum, wife, daughter, sister, colleague - more than a number. Suffers with anxiety, depression and anorexia. Striving to live and not just survive.
Mental health services are so overstretched and disjointed! The A&E nurse could see that I needed help. Crisis team - we will email the person who hasn't responded to you for two weeks and they might speak to you tomorrow 🤦‍♀️
June 17, 2025 at 5:09 PM
Best post ever!
a friend of mine shared this ai-generated "emotion wheel" and unfortunately i have been laughing my ass off at it for like 15 minutes now. today i am feeling Fnliinneon
June 5, 2025 at 6:38 PM
Reposted by Carlee
It’s publication day! The ED Recovery Journal got to number 1 in the charts when it was released and it would be a dream come true for that to happen again. You can order here on Amazon, but it’s also available online from the publisher and all major bookstores.

amzn.eu/d/9CQ194G
Your Guide to Eating Disorder Recovery: How to Get Started and Keep Going (From Someone Who Has Been There): Amazon.co.uk: Lisette, Cara, Nwuba, Dr Chukwuemeka: 9781805017110: Books
Buy Your Guide to Eating Disorder Recovery: How to Get Started and Keep Going (From Someone Who Has Been There) by Lisette, Cara, Nwuba, Dr Chukwuemeka (ISBN: 9781805017110) from Amazon's Book Store. ...
amzn.eu
May 21, 2025 at 7:08 AM
Painfully aware every week, every day and every minute on some days. I can only hope that the awareness raising of this week does help others.
; who needs eating disorders awareness week when you are already painfully aware of your eating disorder every day of the damn week... 🙃

#edaw2025 #eatingdisorderawarenessweek
February 27, 2025 at 9:21 PM
Brilliant blog that describes my experience!
“The late-night doubts that haunt us are designed to make us question our trauma”. New blog from me. I tried to do the academic article thing again to change things but that didn’t work so I am trying a new approach to deconstruct hierarchies of trauma!!! tinyurl.com/yc4jd96m
Unvictiming: The 3 a.m. Spiral That Haunts Trauma Survivors
When doubts creep in at 3 a.m. and you're scrolling through photos or texts that seem to tell a different story than your trauma, you're not alone. The self-doubt is by design.
tinyurl.com
February 14, 2025 at 7:38 PM
This is so true!
; how cruel it is that you cannot trust your own brain?

the organ that is fundamental in keeping me alive is intent on instigating my demise... 💀

#anorexia #eatingdisorder #mentalillness #edsky
February 13, 2025 at 9:43 AM
I just caught up with the full of beans podcast about research on eating disorders, self harm and suicidal ideation open.spotify.com/episode/38xm... with Una and Moritz from @kingsioppn.bsky.social. So amazing to know that I am not alone! Looking forward to seeing more from this research.
Exploring the Intersection of Suicide, Self-Harm and Eating Disorders with Dr Una Foye and Dr Moritz Herle
The Full of Beans Podcast · Episode
open.spotify.com
January 31, 2025 at 7:18 PM
The (ever changing) fitness watch target tracking has led me to miss/be late for appointments/meetings, not give my children the attention they deserve and even pour boiling water on my leg. Why do I do it? The 'reward' of meeting those targets? It doesn't make sense but still I do it.
January 31, 2025 at 11:13 AM
Today I have been pondering on how recovery is not a straight line. In fact recovery isn't even a line at all. My 'illness' is multifaceted so it is more like lots of lines. The gradients vary. I can't discern 'turning points'. There is no meaningful 'average' or 'trend'. Am I getting better or not?
January 26, 2025 at 7:37 PM
Hi. Recently joined as saw lots of the people I admire move over. Hoping to continue to learn from and be inspired by those wonderful people and to find some more amazing people in this community.
November 17, 2024 at 7:20 PM