When I say I am lucky
What is ment is
When a gun was held to me head one of the countless times
They didn’t pull the trigger
That when the held me by my throat I got loose before the lights disappeared
That they where just not rough enough
I’m lucky
Lucky I woke up the next day
When I say I am lucky
What is ment is
When a gun was held to me head one of the countless times
They didn’t pull the trigger
That when the held me by my throat I got loose before the lights disappeared
That they where just not rough enough
I’m lucky
Lucky I woke up the next day
A feeling until more recently didn’t realize most people don’t like
Least the ones I know
But for me
It is bliss
Feeling like ur not really there
Like a player in a game
Nothing really matters
Everything is a blur
Days turn years
Can’t really remember
Just a story being told
A feeling until more recently didn’t realize most people don’t like
Least the ones I know
But for me
It is bliss
Feeling like ur not really there
Like a player in a game
Nothing really matters
Everything is a blur
Days turn years
Can’t really remember
Just a story being told
I want to be free
I want to leave
But I can’t leave them
This pain
Tears me apart
Wanting the best for them
Knowing I can’t give it to them
I want to be free
I want to leave
But I can’t leave them
This pain
Tears me apart
Wanting the best for them
Knowing I can’t give it to them