I feel as if I should do something with this account, but realistically I don't really have an "audience" for the kinds of stuff I have mentally swimming about.

Like sure, I could use this as a pure 18+ kind of thing and make my main a little more clean, but like. that feels a bit counterproductive

whatever this current swing is has got me pulling my hair out.

i feel gross and numb and my head feels heavy and i don't have an appetite but know I should eat the damn food I made and i'm thinking too hard about every little fucking thing

i wonder if the meds aren't working as well anymore

god i'm so fucking stupid and need to be lobotomized with a fucking icepick and sledgehammer

even on meds i can't escape the worst of it and I hate that. i can try to control it all i want but it'll never be enough.

i don't think i'll ever be enough. what a fucking joke.

being able to get a custom domain and just use that for my vtuber account is cool, though. I like that. s'cute.

Hey hi, Bookworms!
I'm that weird crow-doll goth girl you were warned about!
So treat me nicely and I won't turn you into fertilizer to feed the plants inside of me, okay?~

💙❤️🤍❤️💙

【🪶 SFW art: #DollCawrt!
【🔞 NSFW Art: #LewdCawrt!
【🖊️ Maybe Writing: #WritieAlexie
【✏️ 2D Model by @salacitae.bsky.social!

I've also been having a terrible time sleeping lately. I tried to knock my schedule into some kind of a reset, but staying up TOO long made me nauseous...

Been playing Grounded a lot though. I've been enjoying that. I like the set dressing a lot more than I thought I would.

This coughing hasn't gone away for a week, and it's annoying that everything in my room either feels too wet or too dry.

The humidifier I have might just be putting out more than is comfortable, making it muggy and hot after a while...

But without it, I choke.
What a dependency.

Hey guys did you know that I love kikuri
#btr #kikuri #art

I still really like the mini Alice' made from the 30 Minute Sister sets.

I wish clothing was easier to find pre-made for them though. The ones on my one figure are still really bulky, since they're made for nendroids...

But the maid set turned out really cute with the hair piece I got.

I should be hired to run an occult library like my vtuber lore and new obsession with Book of Hours showcases...

Honestly I should be allowed to take far more than just a lover's clothes.

I should have a lock of their hair. A vial of their blood. An eye suspended to be preserved. Their jaw to caress and gently lift.

It's unfair, really.

short comic about two girls falling in love at 6000 ft.

non binary lesbians..
#vocaloid #mikurin

I mostly made this to snag my Twitter username cause I like this one.

I'll probably be posting some personal stuff, some semi-erotic writings or straight up smut.

If you like the idea of a doll filling your little and big sister needs, you might like what might come around.