sylvie ⋆˚꩜｡
@decay4ever.bsky.social
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melancholic alien 👽
melancholic alien 👽
Pinned
⋆✴︎˚｡⋆ about me ⋆ ✶⋆.˚
they/them
prorecovery + not fatphobic!
⋆˚⟡｡ ednos
ospd (borderline, schizotypal) ⋆˙⟡
✧ ˖ ° depression & anxiety
𖡼𖤣𖥧𖡼𓋼𖤣𖥧𓋼𓍊
they/them
prorecovery + not fatphobic!
⋆˚⟡｡ ednos
ospd (borderline, schizotypal) ⋆˙⟡
✧ ˖ ° depression & anxiety
𖡼𖤣𖥧𖡼𓋼𖤣𖥧𓋼𓍊
my bf made me pancakes while i did a little bit of work! i only did two easy assignments but i’m proud of myself for starting :3
January 11, 2026 at 8:03 PM
my bf made me pancakes while i did a little bit of work! i only did two easy assignments but i’m proud of myself for starting :3
i really need to get started on schoolwork but i can’t bring myself to sit down and do it
January 10, 2026 at 11:00 PM
i really need to get started on schoolwork but i can’t bring myself to sit down and do it
Reposted by sylvie ⋆˚꩜｡
i do not understand why people judge others' bodies. bodies are one of the least controllable aspect of human life. they are vessels meant to carry you around. they cannot be pretty or ugly, too big or too small... they are made of bones and flesh, a meat armor, that's all there is to them. thats it
January 9, 2026 at 1:03 PM
i do not understand why people judge others' bodies. bodies are one of the least controllable aspect of human life. they are vessels meant to carry you around. they cannot be pretty or ugly, too big or too small... they are made of bones and flesh, a meat armor, that's all there is to them. thats it
my roommate in residential used to have an e4t1ng d1s0rd3r and she said her lw and it was 1 lb less than my lw which of course made me feel invalid
January 8, 2026 at 11:30 PM
my roommate in residential used to have an e4t1ng d1s0rd3r and she said her lw and it was 1 lb less than my lw which of course made me feel invalid
i told my iop therapist about being an alien, having special powers, etc and i feel so embarrassed now why did i tell her everything??
January 8, 2026 at 9:38 PM
i told my iop therapist about being an alien, having special powers, etc and i feel so embarrassed now why did i tell her everything??
i can’t get myself to do anything
January 8, 2026 at 9:36 PM
i can’t get myself to do anything
first day of class was fine. i’m taking high school chem while my friends are taking college level chemistry i feel so behind :(
January 8, 2026 at 1:32 AM
first day of class was fine. i’m taking high school chem while my friends are taking college level chemistry i feel so behind :(
sorry for posting so much today! i am just so overwhelmed and anxious and i feel trapped by everything i have to do!
January 6, 2026 at 11:46 PM
sorry for posting so much today! i am just so overwhelmed and anxious and i feel trapped by everything i have to do!
i have to drive myself to class tomorrow and i’m so anxious about it
January 6, 2026 at 11:29 PM
i have to drive myself to class tomorrow and i’m so anxious about it
i still have to finish my work from last semester and start new classes and do iop. i’m already overwhelmed and unmotivated.
January 6, 2026 at 10:39 PM
i still have to finish my work from last semester and start new classes and do iop. i’m already overwhelmed and unmotivated.
i can take the semester off to work on my mental health, but i’m already behind :(
January 6, 2026 at 10:16 PM
i can take the semester off to work on my mental health, but i’m already behind :(
i have to switch to evening iop because of school, i know i’m going to dread going even more ugh
January 6, 2026 at 10:11 PM
i have to switch to evening iop because of school, i know i’m going to dread going even more ugh
Reposted by sylvie ⋆˚꩜｡
Name L
Too old for this sht
Main acct got suspended
Trying to find my moots
I hope my name sounds familiar
Love yall
Plz repost if u can
Ty 😊 🙏
Too old for this sht
Main acct got suspended
Trying to find my moots
I hope my name sounds familiar
Love yall
Plz repost if u can
Ty 😊 🙏
January 6, 2026 at 9:44 PM
Name L
Too old for this sht
Main acct got suspended
Trying to find my moots
I hope my name sounds familiar
Love yall
Plz repost if u can
Ty 😊 🙏
Too old for this sht
Main acct got suspended
Trying to find my moots
I hope my name sounds familiar
Love yall
Plz repost if u can
Ty 😊 🙏
i really don’t want to go back to school…i still have no motivation for anything
January 5, 2026 at 10:59 PM
i really don’t want to go back to school…i still have no motivation for anything
getting up to go to IOP everyday makes me miserable
January 5, 2026 at 1:18 PM
getting up to go to IOP everyday makes me miserable
spent all today with my boyfriend, i always feel empty once he leaves
January 5, 2026 at 2:35 AM
spent all today with my boyfriend, i always feel empty once he leaves
it actually wasn’t bad at all!
i’m going to my friend’s birthday party tonight and i don’t want to go be social 😖
January 4, 2026 at 5:04 AM
it actually wasn’t bad at all!
i’m going to my friend’s birthday party tonight and i don’t want to go be social 😖
January 3, 2026 at 10:23 PM
i’m going to my friend’s birthday party tonight and i don’t want to go be social 😖
one important thing to know about me: i am an alien that was given a human body and i was sent to earth to learn about humans
January 3, 2026 at 12:57 AM
one important thing to know about me: i am an alien that was given a human body and i was sent to earth to learn about humans
changing my layout goodbye fluttershy pfp
January 2, 2026 at 11:53 PM
changing my layout goodbye fluttershy pfp
psychiatrist tweaked my meds i hope it works. it better work ASAP bc i have to go back to school next week!
January 2, 2026 at 9:05 PM
psychiatrist tweaked my meds i hope it works. it better work ASAP bc i have to go back to school next week!
helping my dad cook dinner! idk how to cook at all so this is good for me
January 2, 2026 at 12:29 AM
helping my dad cook dinner! idk how to cook at all so this is good for me
⋆✴︎˚｡⋆ about me ⋆ ✶⋆.˚
they/them
prorecovery + not fatphobic!
⋆˚⟡｡ ednos
ospd (borderline, schizotypal) ⋆˙⟡
✧ ˖ ° depression & anxiety
𖡼𖤣𖥧𖡼𓋼𖤣𖥧𓋼𓍊
they/them
prorecovery + not fatphobic!
⋆˚⟡｡ ednos
ospd (borderline, schizotypal) ⋆˙⟡
✧ ˖ ° depression & anxiety
𖡼𖤣𖥧𖡼𓋼𖤣𖥧𓋼𓍊
January 1, 2026 at 11:35 PM
⋆✴︎˚｡⋆ about me ⋆ ✶⋆.˚
they/them
prorecovery + not fatphobic!
⋆˚⟡｡ ednos
ospd (borderline, schizotypal) ⋆˙⟡
✧ ˖ ° depression & anxiety
𖡼𖤣𖥧𖡼𓋼𖤣𖥧𓋼𓍊
they/them
prorecovery + not fatphobic!
⋆˚⟡｡ ednos
ospd (borderline, schizotypal) ⋆˙⟡
✧ ˖ ° depression & anxiety
𖡼𖤣𖥧𖡼𓋼𖤣𖥧𓋼𓍊
i hate NYE, i made backwards progress this year and i’m disappointed in myself. i hope next year is better..
January 1, 2026 at 3:49 AM
i hate NYE, i made backwards progress this year and i’m disappointed in myself. i hope next year is better..
i really don’t want to go back to school but i’m so close to having my associates, i have to keep pushing
January 1, 2026 at 1:39 AM
i really don’t want to go back to school but i’m so close to having my associates, i have to keep pushing