and it's his ex roommate who would always start talking with him even tho she knew we were on a call bc she could HEAR ME talking and SEE ME on his phone.

i love him but im so tired of always being second. im his 'best friend, bff forever, friends since we were 5yo, loml', but i always come second.

i don't need reassurance, i need a gun to kill that little bug.

i also blame plybe for a lot of this. if they had stopped at just the initial statement, it probably would have been better. but no everytime he's sad or cries about it they have to shove a camera into his face to give these ppl what they want and make more money.

to them he's just their emotion porn or whatever. they treat him like a sad movie. like he's not a real person.

at least working hours are 9am-5pm for students and i get a free rest week, but it's the ICU, it's going to be a lot of almost dead young people. oh and on top of studying til at least 9pm to make up for what i can do during the day👍🏼

and i have a party on the 19th and the 24th, which in during the week after i started the ICU, and i'll have to drive 45 minutes to an hour the day after to be at work at 9am

not only is it bad for the planet but also they could save money and lower the price of tickets if they stopped trying to fry us. or they could put the saved money into AC when the bus is 45°c inside in the summer