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@disciplinesenshi.bsky.social
venting/journaling account.
CW for weight loss/ed behavior and general mental illness. pro-recovery in others (just not for me at this time).
30+, ednos. wish I could make this private. my thoughts here are about me only.
Pinned
First post time.

Just wanna be clear that this is my attempt at an anonymous private account for venting about my mental illness(es) with no filter. I appreciate the "community" here, but I'm just aiming to journal quietly on my own

All posts CW weight loss, dieting, eating disorders
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Why not? I'm skipping the first one because I already posted it

I'm 162cm and I wish I were either slightly taller or slightly shorter but it doesn't bother me that much lol. I wish my legs were longer for sure
June 7, 2025 at 1:28 PM
L carnitine tartrate seems to work?? Amazing
June 5, 2025 at 4:43 PM
Maybe omad is the answer to keeping under 600??

It might be hard to do that when I live with my bf, though... I don't want to lie to him. He knows I'm going through some weight loss phase rn and he knows I have a history of eating disorders (namely severe bulimic tendencies when I lived alone).
June 3, 2025 at 8:38 PM
𝕍𝔼ℕ𝕋𝕀ℕ𝔾 𝕋ℍℝ𝔼𝔸𝔻 ✨️

For my most disordered thoughts, so I can spit them somewhere and move on.

Please know that this is for me and not at all directed at others or how I view others

I support recovery and hope I can one day, too. Just not now.
June 3, 2025 at 5:23 PM
𝔽𝕆𝕆𝔻/ℂ𝔸𝕃𝕆ℝ𝕀𝔼 𝕃𝕆𝔾 ✨️

100 - 700 daily allotment
Fasting between 8:30pm and 11am

🅽🅾 🅴🆇🅲🅴🅿🆃🅸🅾🅽🆂

- Avoid sugar + carbohydrates
- Focus on fresh produce + liquids
- Avoid weed/alcohol when possible to prevent binging
- Vitamins/supplements daily w any food eaten
- Log ANYTHING that I consume at all
June 3, 2025 at 5:22 PM
𝔾𝕐𝕄 𝕃𝕆𝔾 𝕋ℍℝ𝔼𝔸𝔻 ✨️
6 - 7 times per week

𝕄𝕀ℕ𝕀𝕄𝕌𝕄 𝔻𝔸𝕀𝕃𝕐 ℙ𝕃𝔸ℕ ✨️
30 minutes cardio
20 minutes stretching in sauna

+ muscle building w bf after 40lb is off of my restart weight
June 3, 2025 at 5:15 PM
𝕎𝔼𝕀𝔾ℍ𝕋 𝕃𝕆𝕊𝕊 𝕋ℍℝ𝔼𝔸𝔻 ✨️

Cw: that's between me and myf*tnesspal 💀

Gw1: 10lb lost
Gw2: 20lb lost
Gw3: 30lb lost
Gw4: 40lb lost
Gw5: 50lb lost

Ugw: 65lb lost
June 3, 2025 at 5:14 PM
First post time.

Just wanna be clear that this is my attempt at an anonymous private account for venting about my mental illness(es) with no filter. I appreciate the "community" here, but I'm just aiming to journal quietly on my own

All posts CW weight loss, dieting, eating disorders
June 3, 2025 at 4:19 PM