If reading other books gives u so little joy that that thoroughly poisoned well is your addiction maybe walk into the forest and try touching grass like about eighty times

this is totally different, thank you. Fertilized is a dark, non-infringing reimagining of Penny / Morris Stardew slashfic, set in a timeline where the farmer fell and Joja turned everyone in the valley into bones.

The prince, his almost but legally not prepubescent face so close I could ovulate, locks each of my fingers in tiny individual manacles.
“you are very thorough,” I say “which means it is hotter.”
“it was the Sexelf way, before I turned them into bones.”
“are you sure we’re going with Sexelf?”
“yes”

I, Penelope Goodwhite, sigh heavingly as I am thrown to the floor of Prince Raven Darkman’s dungeon, my fecundity breaking my fall.
“I will never wear a gown!” I lie as he does another torture on me.
He uses the Bonewand to turn my family into bones. I cry, which makes him want a family of his own.

I just want to survive and be present alongside people I love that love me back for who I am. But, I also want growth and not stagnation.

The lack of a coherent family structure for myself due to deaths and found family estrangememt has made it harder for me.

I always ask for help in the same place, but I also don't have many other places to go to for it. So, in my mind it's sapping resources pretty quickly from who I have.

Every revelation and new piece of knowledge feels important, but I've also just felt like I need to hide away my actual thoughts. I fucking hate it.

Home is still home, but I'm exhausted.

It felt somewhat freeing because I realized that people can be a part of a community even if they aren't a friendship. I also thought about what I want in friends and partners.

But, now I can't help feeling lost on what the fuck to do to keep going and rebuilding.

Other people like different things than I do???? Inconceivable

i still really like it and some parts of it are REALLY good and then unfortunately there is some really wtf cheap decisions that drag it down a bit imo :(

Like at least in porn if you include a shot of a foot or if the characters are furries or if someone gets inflated or petrified or mind-controlled, it might be a thing to jack off about, or it might not, but either way it's not worth comment because this is a jack-off-about-it work