"you can't do this to me because it makes me feel bad but i can do this to you because you shouldn't feel bad therefore you're inadequate for asking me to stop" and doing mental gymnastics artificially coming up with someone's motifs just to justify mistreating someone is fucking disgusting

I gotta admit I absolutely love text rp when I'm not stressed by interpersonal stuff all the time. It doesn't feel liek I'm forcing myself to pretend It's all fine, it genuinely feels like celebrating when I get the post to read and when I send mine.. like, eye-opening experience

speaking of wah wah wah:
I been going through a whole lot lately, really painful stuff, because of which I been functionally dead for a year on social media, as an artist and in everyday life too. I think I'm holding up really well tho, going to therapy and reflecting on parts of me I'm not proud of

glad to be moving on from twitter nowadays cuz It's just getting unbearable

also decided to have this something right there as a diary kinda thing so that I separate my better looking side from my art so that I don't either drag people into parasocial shi or outright annoy em with my wah wah wah